I was honest and spoke my true mind in that post. How I come across to people and how they perceive me when I be honest and speak my mind is none of my concern and never will be. Never. That's something I don't care about at all and never will; not when it's judgement as a result of me being honest.

Me bottling this shit up and keeping it to myself is the kind of thing that would make me go insane years down the line. I don't care enough to be fake, mste11.

And with all due respect mste11, you're in no position to make that kind of comment in any respectable fashion. You haven't walked a day in my shoes, let alone the year and a half I have as a fairly known Youtuber, yet you feel the need to let me know what I said sounds petty. You think it sounds petty but, with all due respect, what do you know? You don't, in a way, have 1.6 million pairs of eyes on you, caring about your personal details and unfairly judging you on them, do you? That can take it's toll on a person, and me making posts like the one I have is my way of making sure that pressure never affects me. You can think it's petty, but you have no idea how shit like that can affect people.

Heath Ledger had millions of dollars in the bank, was adored by millions around the world, and dated perfect 10's after 10's, he had it all right? Yet he still killed himself. I'm not saying I'm on his level of fame, nor am I getting affected to anywhere near that level, not even close, but maybe there's something going on behind the scenes that most people can't see or relate to. Would you agree in saying there's a possibility of that being the case?

I refuse to bottle this shit up and let the pressure keep building up until I explode. I have no intentions of letting that happen, ever. e-Fame and worrying about how people see you can drive you mad man. Why you think everyone in any fame-related industry is fake-af? Cus you have to maintain an image that isn't you, and that's not something I'm down with. I get told to change my videos, bleep my curse words or tone them down, or change the harshness of my videos to be more sponsor-friendly. Fuck that, fuck sponsors and hence fuck the money, that isn't me. So to keep my sanity, I'm gonna make posts like this as often as I need. Cus the way I see it I have 2 options; either I shut my mouth and change myself to make other people happy, which involves me not truly being me; or I'm gonna make posts like this so I never feel pressured to have to change.

I'm all for discussions, even with people who make negative comments about me, so after reading that, assuming you actually see this, would you stand by your comment of saying what I said is still petty, or do you see some sort of justification for it, and perhaps see where I was coming from? Not asking condescendingly, I'm genuinely interested to know your view on this.