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Fuck it. (self.askMRP)

ReddJive が 投稿

Went to the gym after work and after some soul searching yesterday. Not sure what happened. But something did.

While lifting I chatted up a new gym bunny. Really this is all hindsight as I didn't realize at the time I was flirting or being hit on. That's me. That's how it's always been (maybe I will expand on that...but it worked for me in college. IDAGF?) one the trainers came up to me and asked if everything was ok with me and the wife.

"sure"

"well you two (the bunny and me) were flirting pretty hard."

Then it snapped. "Dude if you want her go for it. Her tits aren't big enough for me."

Came home told Son #1 to get ready for the bating cages. Practice starts next week.

told Son #2 to quit his whining, finish his homework or I'd come home with a dress for him to wear.

Yanked on the wife's braid so her head pulled to the back of the couch, throat exposed. I kissed her hard. She smiles. Tells me to get her coffee.

Now. I am standing in the kitchen. We have a great room on the main floor so the coffee pot isn't far from me. But its her command.

"Say please." She gives me a look. "Even the boys have to say please." She asks again saying please.

I get her coffee...and yank her braid again. Then tell her to have Son #2 to start a fire in the pit outside. The rest of the sap needs to be boiled (we make maple syrup in the spring).

Batting cages. Take Son #1 out for coffee to enjoy the quiet.

Home. Evening progresses. Last of the sap boiled off (total of 10 gallons of syrup this year).

Night comes on. Boys in bed. I jump on her. Tickle her until she screams she is going to pee her pants. Now...the only thought that crosses my mind is that we just got a new couch. So better let her up.

As she comes out of the bathroom I push her to the bed room. We make out...more tickling...this time she's in tears. But...I get stiffed armed and a hard no.

I take a shower. OK. How the fuck do you guys deal with a beard. This shit is crazy itchy.

Come back down and change the TV show to Charmed. She likes that show...me I only like the boobs. She looks at me and asked me why Im watching it.

"I want to see boobs. You aren't showing me yours."

"You aren't supposed to notice stuff like that."

"Their boobs? I notice." A few minutes later she says "well if you really want to have sex we can."

Flash forward....laying there she says/..."wow I didn't think i'd have an orgasm." No shit. She literally doesn't think she can have more then 2 a week?! Seriously?! Then she gives me a lecture about how hard I've been doing her lately. "You don't have to be some rough. I don't like it." but never once has she got up and left, physically stopped me...and this is the first time she said it. So....what she does not what she says, right?

I tell her she needs to suck my dick more. Hugs, laughs some more obscene things that don't lead any where...we get up.

I am finishing up in the kitchen she's studying. Braid dangling over the back of the couch. I don't know what came over me.

I take the last bit of mixture for a protein chocolate peanut butter cup I make...add some water to make it a little more wet. Sneak over...dip her braid in it.

Then hit the rack.

just as I fall asleep I hear screams.

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[–]TheFamilyAlphaMod / Red Beret 5ポイント6ポイント  (1子コメント)

If it works for your family, do your thing.

In regards to the sex, caveman isn't the only mode you have.

Mix it up, fuck her hard, fuck her soft, 'make love' treat her like a slut.

Idk what the point of this post is so maybe you can expand in a reply.

[–]il-est-ressuscite 1ポイント2ポイント  (0子コメント)

I don't see the point either but at least he sounds relatively normal this time so there's hope.

F!N!B!

[–]sexyshoulderdevil 3ポイント4ポイント  (2子コメント)

You should get an MRP Gold Star for taking your MRP beatings and keeping at it.

You still feel frenetic though. So perhaps takes some deep breaths along the way as you're taking all of this in... It's a marathon not a sprint.

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (1子コメント)

Speaking of which when do you guys get rough?

I appreciate the love taps but....

Yeah i was a bit...but it felt good and was chasing the feeling.

[–]sexyshoulderdevil 1ポイント2ポイント  (0子コメント)

Study the feelings. Harness them. Master them. Don't chase them. It's a different mentality that will hopefully begin to get you a little calmer and remove some of the spaz I'm picking up.

[–]stonepimpletilistsRed Beret 1ポイント2ポイント  (12子コメント)

Beards stop itching after that middling phase IME. The closest I can find to the 'ask' here. Good for you on the wife. Our professor is our current 50 shades of grey writer though. And for readers, couple quick takeaways. notice how female attention on him, and his aloof way of acknowledging it put her head in the right place. Little bit of dread.

And be careful of protein mixes people, look up protein spiking, you'll find a LOT of brands are basically throwing chicken feathers into it to increase non-essential amino acid count, so they can lie about protein content.

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (4子コメント)

And be careful of protein mixes people,

This is the one meal that is only whey protein. The other meals are from meat; turkey and chicken.

[–]stonepimpletilistsRed Beret 1ポイント2ポイント  (3子コメント)

Yeah, I get that, I'm saying that it's really possible your brand is giving you a shitty level of protein, and is essentially filler. You're eating it for a goal, it should do that goal.

If you look up the amino acid profile of milk/whey etc. and comare it to the one on your container, you'd be surprised how many non-essentials may be added afterwards, because they are cheaper.

But your body doesn't need them, it makes it's own from everything you eat. What it needs are the big 13. And if it's got less of them, per gram, than say a piece of meat or milk, then you're really throwing money away.

It was the saddest day in my life, when I realized some of my favourite brands were essentially useless, and I would have been better off with GOMAD, or a giant container of shredded pork all these years

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (2子コメント)

good points. thanks.

[–]LBEB80 1ポイント2ポイント  (1子コメント)

Also switch to casein protein if you continue having that before bed.

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

This is like 3pm meal. I just had to make a batch for the next few days.

[–]Kazuke86 0ポイント1ポイント  (6子コメント)

is there a resource to help me choose a better protein mix?

[–]stonepimpletilistsRed Beret 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

My fridge of pulled pork says no. I just read labels, and have a cheat sheet for pure whey AA composition

[–]Itstinksoutthere 0ポイント1ポイント  (2子コメント)

ON 100% Gold Standard Whey. Most Optimum Nutrition stuff is on point, mixes and digests well. It's expensive, but free of all the garbage and tastes amazing!

[–]sexyshoulderdevil 0ポイント1ポイント  (1子コメント)

This is what I use. Get it at Costco or online.

Hopefully it's not junk because I'm going to be bummed.

[–]rocknrollchuck 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

Sucralose is the chemical name for Splenda. Soy lecithin has feminizing effects on men. XRated Pure Performance Natural Hydrolyzed Whey Protein is one of the best, because there are no artificial, chemical ingredients and it has 25 grams of protein per scoop.

If you want something that tastes AMAZING, try Udder Bliss Grass Fed Whey Protein from New Zealand, it's hands-down the best tasting protein I've ever tasted, and has 20 grams of protein per scoop.

[–]LBEB80 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

ON or dymatize elite xt. I go with the xt since it's a good bit cheaper but not a shitty quality protein.

[–]rocknrollchuck 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

See my comment to sexyshoulderdevil below.

[–]bsutansaltRed Beret 1ポイント2ポイント  (3子コメント)

The hair in peanut butter may be pushing things too much. You can take this stuff too far you know.

[–]stonepimpletilistsRed Beret 2ポイント3ポイント  (1子コメント)

can you though?

I wish I could find the one where wife just kicks the husband down a fucking hill... was my favourite, just out of nowhere.

[–]TheRedStoic 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

You just made my day, and gave me some more ideas... (my poor main, she's gonna flip shit!)

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

The hair in peanut butter is too much. You can take this stuff too far you know.

You can...but not me. See...this is me.

This shit is tame compared to what I've done and she knows it....and was victim to it many times.

Here on out no one is safe in the house.

[–]screechhater 1ポイント2ポイント  (0子コメント)

Fuck it ? What ? The "Pedastal ?"

That you have always been loose and the Beta Bitch behavior needed to be nuked. Yep- good job. Fuck it. Kick that shit away.

Next time save the wall of text and give us real report how you read, read and got shit done to get on top and rediscover you.

[–]cholomiteBP Downvote Magnet 1ポイント2ポイント  (7子コメント)

This post is better than the last, but you're still in your wife's frame. That comment about the boobs on charmed? That was weaksauce. Alphas don't say stuff like that because they (theoretically) have girls showing them their tits all day, what do you care if she's not putting out? Work more on outcome independence. When those words came out of your mouth, the beta alarm went off in her head. She fucked you to stop you from being butthurt, and it seems like you fucked her well which is good. Keep on not giving a fuck about her schedule or whatever that bullshit was and initiate when you want.

The bigger issue I think is that you're still writing about what everyone is doing, and their reactions to your behaviors. What are you doing to make yourself a badass alpha man and father? Why exactly should your wife want to fuck you? Instead of getting butthurt over her rejections or whatever, identify why you're not attractive enough to get her going from the start and work on that. I can't stress enough that you wife's behavior is 100% a reflection of you.

Her sex schedule, her rules, her demands, her lack of blowjobs, all of her negative behavior towards you is entirely your fault. You can think you deserve all the sex you want, but the bottom line is that you don't. It's hard to tell if you understand that from these posts because you talk so much about your wife, but keep that in mind. What are you doing to make yourself more attractive to your wife?

The pony tail stuff and physical dominance moves were good. I wouldn't have gone with the hair dip prank because I'm not really a prankster type and probably couldn't pull it off. If you can, more power to you, I'd love to hear a follow up on how you flipped her anger over her hair into horniness that got you laid.

Take the confidence you got from talking to that gym girl and use it to build outcome independence and pass shit tests. Just don't get ahead of yourself at the slightest bit of attention from an attractive girl.

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (2子コメント)

You can think you deserve all the sex you want, but the bottom line is that you don't.

Oh no. That point is abundantly clear.

She fucked you to stop you from being butthurt, and it seems like you fucked her well which is good.

That. Did not occur to me.

Keep on not giving a fuck about her schedule or whatever that bullshit was and initiate when you want.

I don't other then it pisses me off I let it go this way.

Take the confidence you got from talking to that gym girl and use it to build outcome independence and pass shit tests. Just don't get ahead of yourself at the slightest bit of attention from an attractive girl.

Check roger. So let me expand a bit because I thought this would get questions. I thought back to where i Was in college....and how it got to this point. I didn't have to go seek out girls in college...not that I was a Don Juan or anything. BUT..I had shit to do...busy as hell, but girls were always there around me and with me. if the girl wanted to come a long...then she was welcome.

That feeling...how it felt...that came back. In the gym I wasn't concerned about the bunny. At all. She asked questions. I answered. Showed her the gym...I may have been a bit retarded to not notice she was asking dumb questions but neither did I care.

I don't know I am not explaining the feeling right. It wasn't going any where...she may not have know it, and I was certainly oblivious to her intentions. I have always been...like I said I girl used to have to work hard to keep up with me. I stopped working hard.

What are you doing to make yourself a badass alpha man and father?

  • Lifting 6 days a week.
  • Team leader on 3-gun team
  • Just started a Civil Emergent Response Team for my county
  • Taking Arnis (aka Kali or Escrima) classes.
  • Asst coach Baseball team...pitching coach
  • teach archery for the 4H

[–]cholomiteBP Downvote Magnet 0ポイント1ポイント  (1子コメント)

That frame of mind is exactly what you want to have regarding your interactions with women. Whether she is a perfect 10 or a piggish 2, it doesn't phase you because you have more important shit to do. It's definitely easier said than done and I've been flustered by a smoking hot girl before, but it seems like you get that part.

Keep up the good work. It's hard because you don't want to get ahead of yourself but you also want to be confident and display high value. It's a tough line to walk and can definitely be frustrating. If you get butthurt again and she fucks you to shut you up, take that opportunity to show off your alpha fux abilities and don't sweat it. Focus on you and you only. Be the best version of yourself and let that awesome energy flow downwards onto your family.

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

Understood. Thanks for the accountability

[–]ReddJive[S] 0ポイント1ポイント  (3子コメント)

The bigger issue I think is that you're still writing about what everyone is doing, and their reactions to your behaviors. Ah, Meant to ask this.

Can you expand a little? Clearly I don't see the difference.

To me I came home amongst chaos. Got the boys organized Messed with the wife.

I should have written it like that.

[–]cholomiteBP Downvote Magnet 0ポイント1ポイント  (2子コメント)

The stuff about getting your boys in check was good. Calmly and cooly handling shit is the way it's done. I was more talking about the back and forth over the coffee, and the boobs on charmed, it just didn't feel natural. Almost like you were trying to prove something to her, like show off how alpha you are. I'm not saying you should have gotten her coffee or anything and making her say please was a good thing, but it just seems like you're doing things in order to get her approval or some kind of reaction out of her. Do the shit you want to do because you want to do it. Do you really like "charmed" or did you just want to make a boobs comment to prove some point to her? Again, I wasn't there so it could have been different but that's just the feeling I got from it.

[–]ReddJive[S] -1ポイント0ポイント  (1子コメント)

Do you really like "charmed" or did you just want to make a boobs comment to prove some point to her? Again, I wasn't there so it could have been different but that's just the feeling I got from it.

Nope. I get it now. It was what was easy to select on Netflix...believe it or not I was THAT tired that running my finger across the Apple TV remote was work.... and I don't have to think to hard to watch it or forced to remember what happened 20 episodes ago.

I was pretty whipped from the gym and all inhibitions were down so shit just came out of my mouth.

[–]rocknrollchuck 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

Netflix is part of the problem. Find some other awesome stuff to do. If you're that whipped from the gym, go to bed early or read a book. You will be surprised how much you DON'T miss TV once you're not parked in front of it every night.

[–]RedDreadWolverine 0ポイント1ポイント  (3子コメント)

Did anyone else think he was gonna game and fuck the chick at the gym the way he set this up?

[–]il-est-ressuscite 0ポイント1ポイント  (2子コメント)

Moi. Seems like anything might happen.

[–]RedDreadWolverine 1ポイント2ポイント  (1子コメント)

It was just this random encounter that had nothing to do with the main story. He talked to a gym bunny and some dude asked if things are ok with him and his wife, but then said I don't want (gym bunny) tits too small, you can have her.

So fucking random.

[–]il-est-ressuscite 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

Hence my comment about the maple syrup he's cooking in the back yard. In the mind killer post.

[–]BluepillProfessorMod / Red Beret 0ポイント1ポイント  (0子コメント)

Definitely mix it up. Aggressive cave man is particularly good around ovulation. Don't forget that she (and you) needs tender sweet lovin as well.