It's interesting watching nature programs, you can see an insight into our animalistic behaviors that you might otherwise overlook.

For example peacocking, or other avian acts where the male has to jump around like a fucking idiot trying to look as spectacular for the female suitor as possible. He'll have to jump around, peep and make pretty sounds, his plumage will have to be looking good and possibly even his nest will be scrutinized by the female. Eventually she'll either decide to pick him or move on.

Does anyone else ever stop to think that we're that stupid fucking bird jumping around for the female?

Not only that, us American men are peacocking for the attention of some scumbag entitled American woman who is only partially interested in this real life animal near them, but instead is more focused on the myriad of validation and attention they're receiving through the phone.

The other day I was attempting to engage a woman at a bar and I noticed she was on tinder and had probably a couple dozen conversations occurring with men at once. She gave me one word, I'm-slighty-annoyed-but-will-tolerate-your-presence responses so I stopped trying to speak with her at all. But that is a microcosm of the modern woman to me. More interested in the 20 potential chad's on the phone than someone actually physical and existing next to them attempting to engage them in some sort of conversation.

Does anyone ever stop think that none of this bullshit is worth it? Does anyone else realize that the average American woman isn't worth the fucking trouble? Does anyone else ever stop to realize the entire fucking system is absolutely despicable and they're ready to completely opt-out?

Men used to go out and take what was theirs. If another men got in the way of that, maybe they'd fight it out and figure it out. Now days, we're expected to dance around like fucking fairies and pray that our woman chooses us among the horde of other dancing peacocks praying for attention, it's fucking shameful.

The entire system is absolute horse shit. Modern women are scum and are in no way deserving of the time and effort it takes to get these cunts into bed. They're just not fucking worth the effort. What is the difference between picking up some cunt from a bar or somewhere else and taking them home and fucking them, or paying some whore $200 for a fuck? Both need something, the first some attention and validation, the second some money, but in the end its all just some transaction that is occurring. I'm starting to lose the sight of what's the point of even putting in the effort to try to fuck shitty American women that can barely even tolerate your existence let alone have some meaningful conversation with them. And I mean that with my heart and soul. I really do attempt to strike up good conversation and not be some boring pouty fag, I understand why would these women want to know a guy like that, so I understand that being that annoying little bitch is not conducive to meeting cool chicks. So that said, I feel like the average American women barely tolerates my existence. Is it maybe I'm not good enough looking? Is it perhaps I don't peacock enough, I don't wow them enough, I'm too average? I'm too, gasp shall I say, beta?

I'm starting to despise the entire system from top to bottom (this is a lie, I've despised the system since elementary school but I've been trying my hardest to understand the system and work it but it's been an abysmal failure), it's been setup as a complete sham that only that top 10% of males truly benefit from. What I see is most men fooling themselves into believing they can be part of that 10% which is why they are okay with this shitty system, of course they feel they'll be on top. Reminds me of the Steinbeck quote, "Socialism never took root in America because the poor see themselves not as an exploited proletariat but as temporarily embarrassed millionaires.". That's how I see me and most the men here, we think we're just temporarily embarrassed with this whole lack of women thing, and once we get in a bit of shape and some things in order it'll be all smooth sailing from there, what a load of complete fantasy bullshit that's been sold.

Well the reality is it is physically impossible for every male to be in the top 10% because by definition if we all improved together, they're would still be a top 10% among any division of people, even the best have a top 10% among their ranks. After unsuccessful after unsuccessful venture out to try to meet new women, after failure after failure of meeting women online, after failure after failure of meeting women in person, after failure after failure of trying to find cool people to get to know, I've come to the conclusion that no amount of "self improvement" will ever find me the sort of reality I'd ideally like to find myself in. I've come to the conclusion my existence is one I need to find happiness in being alone, there is no other way.

The only way to find any actual happiness and contentedness in this world is to be able to find that in yourself, not relying on any woman, person, drug, or anything else for any sort of validation or happiness and trying to be content being alone. There really is no fucking point, there is no gold on the other side of the rainbow, nobody gives a shit and there really isn't a fucking point to any of this bullshit. Reality is that which you make it and for the majority of men, reality is fucking shit.

So go out there guys, fucking peacock with the best of them! Put on your best displays for the goddess American females to pick you out and choose you, may you guys impress them all with your fancy tales of better days, fancy clothes, pretty hair styles, nice cologne and cool pictures on your fancy phones. Good luck impressing the average American fuck-tard princess, and good luck having a physical human being attempting to compete with the idea of dozens of chads waiting around the corner to bed them. Newsflash, you can't.

We're in an absolutely garbage existence currently. If you're one of the top 10% of men out there and are slaying pussy, I commend you. Understand though that going to the gym for years in a row, disciplining yourself by eating right, getting a high paying job and educating yourself isn't enough, I know personally as I've done all four. It clearly does not work for everyone, so the idea that all men here can just do a bit of self improvement and these things will come to them is another fantasy lie being fed to us, don't fucking believe a word of it.

Don't buy the bullshit, you can do literally everything listed here to try to improve yourself and it wont be enough. Good luck wasting your lives peacocking for some American trash that can't even comprehend how good they even have it. There is no hope in this country for decent men, I would like nothing less than the entirety of western civilization to fall, it's fucking despicable and needs to be reset. The entire system is absolute shit and I'd like for angry young men across the world to bring modern civilization to a fucking halt.

Fuck this world, fuck all these god damn stupid whore's, but most of all fuck all you guys who perpetrate the lie that you can better yourself and become part of this top elite tier of men who have it all. Guess what fuckers, it's not obtainable and you're all running yourselves into the grave trying to obtain something that ain't coming.

Learn to be happy being alone as that's all we're ever going to get. Anyone comments about "anger phase" can go fuck off. I've been in the "anger phase" for close to two decades now and it ain't going away, this ain't a fucking phase, it's my existence manifesting its self and coming to fruition.