Crossposting from PurplePillDebate.

Serious answers only, please.

I'm what you might call a nice guy. Even though I'm outgoing, and make friends easily, I've never been able to turn that into any kind of relationship.

I've never even been kissed.

Part of this, I think, is because everything has become so complicated these days. I was told that you just needed to be yourself, if you wanted to attract someone, but what if who I am, is someone who wants violent sex with complete strangers? I mean, so violent they may wind up in a hospital. I want to pump their bodies full of my endless hate, until they bleed it.

But that's not easy to do, for a nice guy like me.

Something keeps getting in the way. Or someone. Someone deep inside, who feels how uncomfortable I'm making everyone, when I try to ask them to my secret sex dungeon, and that little someone inside me...he just makes me freeze up and blush and stumble over my words...

I just, don't really stand a chance, compared to all those sociopaths out there who can just crush the minds of any who refuse to satisfy their dark urges.

I think that someone is my soul.

And no matter what I read, no matter how much I lift, none of it's helping me lose my soul any faster.

But what if there was an easier, sexier way to lose it?

I know it's possible to summon a succubus. My brother once dated a girl who told me she was a succubus, in another life.

And really, I don't see how dating an ancient enemy of mankind is any different from dating any other feminist, except, as I said - she'll turn me into the soulless shell of a man I need to be, in order to improve my game.

I admit, I'm kind of nervous. Part of me really hopes someone can change my mind.

If not, does anyone know what I should say to her? Should I bring up sex before or after we've had a chance to get to know each other? And is it better to draw the summon circle at home, or should we meet in a public place?

I really don't want to make her uncomfortable.

I really want losing my virginity, and giving my undying immortal soul to her, to be special for us both.