Tl;dr

Me, being bisexual, swallowed the pill a few months back. Now I start to respect and like men more and more compared to women. Might be turning gay.

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I know there is a separate board for alternative sexualities in relation to TRP (r/altTRP) but I felt the “mainstream” TRP would be interested in reading this stream-of-consciousness.

Like the title says, I (21) am bisexual. To make a long story short, at some point in early high school I started to develop an interest for guys besides girls and have been pretty much open about it since I am 17. I still liked girls better than guys sexually, but sometimes a guy came around that gave me the “tingles”. I would say the girl/guy-ratio was 75/25, if that makes any sense. I am not that guy you had in high school that was constantly screaming how he likes to suck dick and lick pussy just to get attention, I am being cool about it and hardly ever mention it unless the occasion is there. It has to be mentioned that girls fucking love it when you are bisexual and think it is hot as fuck.

Anyway, half a year back I swallowed the pill because I felt women had too much influence on my life and mood in general. I put them on the pedestal, I was an orbiter. Yadda yadda, the story you have read countless times. I used to be that guy that could be all over a girl for months even though she wasn’t even that interesting besides her looks.

My preferences to what I seek in a lover/life-partner (male and female) have changed 180 degrees since I have swallowed the pill. If I meet a girl and she is really cute I am not over her anymore like I used to. There are at least 10 million girls like her, so if she does not like me, I will meet the next one in probably a few days. I found out that most women do not have hobbies or an interesting life in general. The point is, that is what I started to value way more since I have been swallowing the pill. I have always believed in a LTR people should be in balance in some way. For example, if the man makes 100K but the woman makes only 12K, that is going to clash at some point. Since I swallowed the pill I started filling my life up with thing to do that I actually enjoy. I started lifting, I started writing stand-up comedy, developing apps and I am joining a Toastmasters (look that shit up) real soon. Now I feel this is starting to clash with most women in general and it is changing my sexuality.

I fee like the men I meet do more shit than women in their lives and find them therefore more respectable. I know even beta males that have their life filled up with awesome travelling, playing sports or playing in a brass band. They own their shit, and that is awesome and in some cases very attractive. I hardly know any women that have shit going on in their lives, they are rare, an exception. They are becoming less and less what I look for in a LTR (not something that I am pursuing that the moment but a good indication of sexuality overall). Fuck, if things are going like they are going now I might turn gay at some point but I feel so odd about it. I do not hate women, I really want to like them but most of the time I am surrounded by are these empty, pizza-eating, Netflix-watching, shit-testing princesses in decline that I do not want to spent time with. On the other hand I keep meeting these awesome, intelligent guys with an awesome life and good looks.

If you would have the choice like I have, what choice would YOU make at this point? (rhetoric question)

Lessons Learned

TRP is that powerful that it might turn bisexual men gay