Ok, I'm going to tell my BP/RP story, and I need some help figuring some stuff out. I was very tall and lanky in college, at about 6'3, 160 lbs. I am introverted and never tried to get with any girls, and girls weren't attracted to me anyway. Then after senior year in college, I found TRP, I didn't care about the misogyny parts, I was a 22 yr old virgin, who wanted to get laid, I was desperate.

I started lifting, dressing better, and made some good friends after college. I started talking to more girls using RP techniques. Now, it's two years since I've went RP, and I have slept with 12 girls since then. I'm tall with decent muscle now and a decent face, so that helps, but literally RP techniques work for me, like dread and negging, aggressive behavior, and utilizing shit like abundance mentality to get even more women. Practically, every women that I've gotten with has been a product of an RP mentality towards women, and practically every women (I don't believe in AWALT) has lapped it up.

As an experiment with one girl who I had been seeing, I employed more traditional "BP" techniques, so I tried to get really close to her, by texting her more, taking her out more, putting her on a pedestal, being a "nice guy," basically. She stopped seeing a few weeks after I went the BP route.

But, lately, I've been feeling worse about my behavior towards women, but Idk if I want to stop, because for me it works so well. Basically, I treat women like shit and they sleep with me, I don't want to treat them like shit, but to keep sleeping with them it really works better if I keep treating them like shit. Wtf do I do? Help plz.