I know I'll get over this eventually, but I am so mad and will take any words of encouragement or advice to help me get over this.

I submitted a situational post to RPW out of curiosity, basically to seek their advice and implement it if I thought it was something I could do. I eventually deleted the post because I got tired of the insults from complete strangers.

Mind you, my relationship did and does not need "fixing". I am extremely happy and he is too. Just like in every relationship, there are things we can both work on. The argument we had was completely over and no longer an issue. The whole context of the situation was that we had a silly argument over the pizza man not being able to find us, which ended with me saying it wasn't the pizza man's fault and my SO telling me to shut the f*** up.

The problem was that we were in front of our friends and once we got alone to talk about it, my SO said he is a very dominant person and expects me to not talk back to him... which is why I went to RPW for advice. Looking back, I think he felt embarrassed and possibly emasculated by the fact we were arguing in front of our friends. However, I do not think he is Red Pill "dominant". He was hungry, I didn't understand why he was so angry, and I don't think either of us were really "at fault".

But that's not what RPW thought. The responses I got to this post were absolutely horrifying. When I responded to one commenter, letting him know he was being extremely rude and condescending, another said "this is why women get hit". I was told that I don't deserve respect because I haven't done anything to earn it. That my "boyfriend is already out looking for another girlfriend, as he should be". My favorite, however, is that me calling someone out for being rude makes me controlling and he can "only imagine what a c*** I am to my boyfriend".

Some commenters were more kind and I kept an open mind. When I finally saw my boyfriend last night I felt depressed and ashamed. I never even implemented any of the "advice" but I felt unworthy. I was angry at my boyfriend, and he had done nothing wrong.

I felt better when I woke up this morning, but as soon as I read the new comments, I became angry again.

Is this what Red Pill Women feel like all the time?

I don't really know what I'm looking for here, I just want this awful feeling to go away.

EDIT: If there's a better place to post this, please let me know!