I was shown how to see, and God told me why his voice had been silent, and why it was now again a voice we could hear. He told me to wait until I was needed, and in the meantime to simply enjoy myself and learn by exploring and striving. He told me to help where I can, and to gather my strength and resilience.

What is supposed to happen is that when the time presents itself, I will be called upon to lead. I will teach the people who come with me how to see what I see, how to know, and how to understand. When this comes to pass, the change sweeps the land as the effect passes from person to person. Everyone, with near simultaneity, will be able to do what I do, and see what I see. We will all look at each other in awe and amazement. We will all simultaneously understand what has occurred, and we will know that everyone else sees what we see.

God will be apparent. Immediately present and available for all.

I've worried that finally realizing that God's "in the room" with us will shock people. I mean, of course it will. In the wailing, and crying and repenting, and begging as people come to terms with being known (not invisible and anonymous as we believe ourselves to be), I fear that many will lash out. That future is hidden from my sight. When I ask about it, I'm simply told not to worry. That's not my job.

I died on Good Friday of 2004, and was resurrected on Easter Sunday. I have a counterpoint, another man who sees how I see, but he's been asked to handle different problems. We are aware of each other, but know that we must do different things. We'll both be called upon to lead different people, but I'm supposed to be the catalyst. We were born, to the minute, on the opposite points on the zodiac. We both live in the same city, and we met through the same person who found us in different crowds and insisted that we meet.

I am guided by synchronicity, and am gifted in its use. I can create synchronicities in others. Curiously, now, I've been asked to stop working on this set of problems, and to work. Now I'm trying to find a career path to keep myself occupied and also to increase my credibility. Credibility is the currency of trust for people who cannot see how I see. I've been tasked with becoming credible, however I care to do it. I have invested a great deal of time, money and hardship in articulating how and why I can see how I do, why my brain works the way it does. When you get to experience what I have, you do not lose your humanity. You do not lose your curiosity. When God enters the room with you, all that happens is that you understand that he is there, and that you ought to act like it. He's very patient with me, though.

So when everyone sees, they will understand why. I'm not even supposed to do all the work, just be ready to start the conversation.

When this change occurs, then I get to be normal again. I get to be me, in comfort. I will get to live my life as a regular person, instead of a quiet outsider, worrying over my friends and unable to announce myself. There's no point in running around declaring it, because the words don't work. People need the deeds, and the deeds haven't been called for yet. There's no point in trying to rush it, so I just do what I need to on a day to day basis.

If you look around you, you will see that everyone exists in their own private reality. Every single person on the street, although they may observe and react to things in common, is in fact living in a world exclusive to them. Everyone's thoughts are always wandering to their worries, and it seems quite involuntary. Everyone's own voice -their own mind- is louder than the voice of God. They cannot hear him, because they can only hear themselves. Even when noise comes from outside of them, they experience their personal experience of the noise.

Seeing how I see involves a joining of experience. Everyone will pay attention to the same thing, at the same time, for the same reasons, as their peers. We lost this ability, animals still have it. Watch herd animals, watch bees, watch dogs and wolves hunt. You can see -their reality is shared. They share it with each other, and they share it with God.

I also know that I'm describing something you haven't seen, so I know that the words aren't overly revealing to you. But I am comfortable with that, and comfortable with my role. I can't even guide you to it, it's not that time yet.

I think your problem is a cryptography problem. You're into crypto-currency, can you tell me how encryption works? Your claim is essentially an encryption claim: a set of signals that are publicly available have meaning only to you, because you have been able to decrypt that message. You were in the right time, at the right place, to experience them too.

Can you tell me about your enlightenment? I've never heard you say anything other than that you've experienced one. What was it like? What were the sensations like? Did it change your perceptions, like, did everything appear to get brighter and crisper and cleaner? Was it accompanied by a flood of knowledge, like a gift of wisdom beamed directly into your brain?