mental illnesses/disorders

depression (officially diagnosed)

anxiety (i get panic attacks pretty often but im not officially diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder)

bpd (self diagnosed)

npd (self diagnosed)

autism (probably. in the process of getting diagnosed)

psychotic symptoms (visual and sensory hallucinations, paranoia, delusions. delusions and paranoia are the more common symptoms for me)

median system (i havent talked to my therapist about this at all and idk about asking for diagnosis but i have one facet. theres a system page here.)

other mental stuff

depersonalization/derealization

memory problems (i forget things i do or say often. i normally remember things that happen to me or people say though)

violent/homocial thoughts/urges

empathy issues (i cant care about people who i dont like or feel neutral on.)