we’re like??? some kinda median walk-in system???? ppl come and then they dont come again and while theyre away we dont hear from them and we only record the memories of the person fronting.
theory is that the host astro is actually just like„ a neutral zone or smth bc i dont actually have any identity or personality„
I call my alters factors bc thats the word for them when they occur bc of bpd, which im assuming they do bc im too tired to look up ddnos lately. im new to this knowledge as of september 2014 so im still?? learning and stuff
(me) astro or smth | 14 | gendervague | any techy pronouns (auxilary: they/them)
im the host and front mosta the time. im kinda like a neutral zone between everyone if i get smth too strong itll branch off into smth else leaving me w like no identity to rly speak of. lots of ptsd feels all the time.
lukas | ?? | ???? smth masculine probably | it/its (auxilary: he/him) | doesnt stick around
when im rly tired and in a bad emotional state lukas takes over and hes kinda not very talkative and pretty rude?? probs the least likely to tag triggers??
if i seem standoffish or aloof or rly rude hes probably at least cofronting. also another way to tell is if theres lots of repetition w loadsa typos.
uhh he uses she/her pronouns for me currently but yous arent allowed to hes being disrespectful af
daisy | 5/6 | girl?? probably?? | she/her or fae/faer | sticks around
shes rly sweet and cutesy and affectionate and loves cute stuff and daisies?? (shes daisykin) idk much abt her yet but she cofronts a lot. if we notice that its her talking, she’ll probably say so. bc shes so young be very careful.
hi its daisy / personal / daisy tag
claire | 18 | agender demigirl | he/him or dawn/dawns/dawnself | sticks around
I’m asexual and have lesbian romantic feelings, I don’t know if I’m on the aro spectrum though. Possibly? I like typical nerdy stuff, and glasses, and juno. and i reeeeeeeeeeally like radios and old-school tech! also: red lipstick. I cofront a lot and am sort of the gatekeeper/organiser.
claire broadcasts / personal / claire tag
nathan | 10? mayb? | agenderish? | he/him | idk
a facet mayb. might be influenced by my cousin. little, hyperactive, loves space stuff and buzz lightyear and spiderman.
nathan yells / personal / nathan tag
keaton | ?? | ???????? | gloom/glooms/gloomself | doesnt stick around
doubtful of glooms existence so far. gloomy and kinda tries to mimick keaton henson / is??? keaton??? who knows????
grumbles / personal / keaton tag
dave | 15ish | bordergender nanogirlflux | ae/aes/aeself auxilary he/him | sticks around
literally dave strider. sex repulsed ace, mayb aro. anxious. cool B)
stridertalk / personal / dave things
icarus | idk | ???? nb girl???ish??? | dark crow-ly pronouns. auxilary she/her | sticks around
me: i am the Crow Guardian. guardian of the crows
dave: neurotypicals cower beneath her!
me: *at nts* FUCK OFF
caw caw / personal / icarus tag
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i havent lost time before during others fronting so yh ill probs remember stuff from those times. altho im noticing that i dont remember stuff quite as well during times that others have fronted, but then i have a bad memory in general?
i tag: systemfeels and factors tag