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Columbia University Student Will Drag Her Mattress Around Campus Until Her Rapist Is Gone

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Emma Sulkowicz is a senior visual arts student at Columbia University. On the first day of her sophomore year, she says, she was raped by a classmate on her mattress.
"Rape can happen anywhere," she explains in the video above. "For me, I was raped in my own dorm bed. Since then, it has basically become fraught for me, and I feel like I've carried the weight of what happened there with me everywhere since then."
Sulkowicz' senior thesis, titled "Mattress Performance" or "Carry That Weight," is a literal expression of that emotional weight. In what she calls an endurance art piece, she will drag her mattress everywhere she goes on campus until her rapist is expelled or leaves. The project, she says, could extend for one day or for the entire remainder of her time at Columbia.
"The past year or so of my life has been really marked by telling people what happened in that most intimate private space and bringing it out into the light," she says. "So I think the act of carrying something that is normally found in our bedroom out into the light is supposed to mirror the way I've talked to the media and talked to different news channels, etc."
When Sulkowicz's case made it to a university hearing seven months after the actual incident occurred, administrators were confused about how anal rape could happen and she had to draw a diagram. The experience left her feeling physically ill.
Two other women came forward to say they had been assaulted by the same student, but all believe their cases were mishandled, in part by mistake-riddled record-keeping on the part of university authorities (note: aliases were used in early reporting on the case to protect the identity of those involved).
Their alleged attacker was found not responsible by the university, and remains at the school.
"I was so naive that I guess I thought they would just believe me because I was telling the truth," Sulkowicz told The Huffington Post in February. "I didn't expect the school was going to try to not take my side."
Sulkowicz was one of 23 students who filed a federal complaint against Columbia for mishandling sexual assault cases, in violation of the gender equity law Title IX. The U.S. Department of Education has yet to determine whether it will investigate the university.
"Carry That Weight" is especially powerful protest against injustice, while also forcing her community to face the emotional and physical trauma of sexual assault. While one of her rules for the performance is that she can't ask for help carrying it around, Sulkowicz said others are allowed to offer their help.
"I'm hoping that not only do I get better at carrying the mattress, but... I'm very interested in seeing where this piece goes and what sort of life it takes on," she says.
Additional reporting by Tyler Kingkade.
Need help? In the U.S., visit the National Sexual Assault Online Hotline operated by RAINN. For more resources, visit the National Sexual Violence Resource Center's website.

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  • Debi Franklin · Top Commenter · San Jose, California
    I don't understand why ANY CRIME isn't handled by the local POLICE. The university can do what it wants with a student who's accused of or found guilty of a crime. But the crime itself should be handled by the POLICE, not the university.
    • Nick Chapman
      Because federal law makes the university get involved. I don't understand it either, but that is how title IX works. Why anyone would think a university, which only wants to cover their butts, would be the best equipped to handle this is beyond me.
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      · 123 · September 3 at 9:43am
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    • LisaLisa Martinez Morales · Medical Transcriptionist at Work From Home
      I was thinking the same thing. Of course, my university had an on campus police department, so I am wondering if Columbia's does as well. Still, when I was attending my school, the campus police were not well respected, mocked as being wannabes who couldn't get jobs in the city police departments. If I had ever been assaulted, I most likely would have gone straight to a hospital and made my statement to an officer at the PD for the city. Our campus PD did not inspire confidence. If Columbia has its own PD, I don't see much confidence inspired from any of these most recent assaults.
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      · 30 · September 3 at 9:51am
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    • John Stopple · Top Commenter · Mesa, Arizona
      Nick Chapman There also are private universities (like Columbia). They tend to be protective of property rights.
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      · 3 · September 3 at 11:35am
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  • David Raustadt · Top Commenter · Software Engineer at Nortech
    Seems appalling the rapist is still at large, and in school.
    • Elena Christian · Top Commenter · Santa Rosa Junior College
      A SERIAL rapist, no less. And they know his name and where he is.
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      · 156 · September 3 at 9:58am
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    • Cathy Boylan · Top Commenter · Ohio City, Ohio
      Elena Christian AS if there aren't numerous serial rapists at large. Any AG worth his salt has published reports that over 90 percent of rapists are serials...And that less than 25% of law enforcement entities turn their rape kits into BCI
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      · 21 · September 3 at 10:34am
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    • Patricia Butler · Top Commenter
      So apparently he's guilty because she says so. Got it.
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      · 70 · September 3 at 10:36am
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  • Jeffrey G Gentile · Top Commenter · Los Angeles, California
    Universities have a vested interest in NOT aggressively reporting or punishing rapists: They don't want parent$ to know how many $tudent$ are sexually assaulted on their campuses lest these troublesome facts hinder enrollment.
    • Gladys Rangaratnam · Top Commenter · Nipissing University
      Reading earlier today about one college whose authorities were questioned about their high incidence of sexual assault. The answer was "because we report it". Says a lot, doesn't it?
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    • Destini Moody · Top Commenter · Dietary Aide at Deaconess Hospital
      lol I love the dollar sign$. I see what you did there ;)
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      · 7 · Yesterday at 7:46pm
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    • GeoLee Deatrick · Top Commenter
      On the other side, Jeffrey since the majority of college students are now women, they have an invested interest in proving to their female student's parents they will prosecute rapists and protect the female students.
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  • Aurelie-Anne Gilly · Top Commenter · The American University of Paris
    good on her. Don't keep quiet. Someone has to make sure it doesn't get swept under the matress like all the others
    • Robbie Rob · Top Commenter
      I bet they're protecting a ball player of some type. It's all about the money. They don't give a damn about this young lady. She should drag that mattress to every class.
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    • James Sowka · Works at Freelance Filmmaker
      Robbie Rob Hahaha a football team at an art school. No. There's no reason for it. They should kick him out. It would actually be good press as far as the whole enrollment thing goes. And it's ethically the right thing to do...
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    • Aidan Soguero · Works at Library
      James Sowka are you implying that if he was a football player then this would be okay?
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  • Kate Calvert · Top Commenter · San Francisco State University
    That rape on campuses around the country has been hidden and pushed aside for so long is so wrong. I applaud her for bringing her experience out in the open. NO means NO. Women do carry a rape around for the rest of their lives. Don't do it!
    • Ramona Jackson · Top Commenter · Jean Ribault Senior High School
      Yes. We do. I was sexually assaulted at a pep rally in high school. I immediately reported it to the Dean of Girls. She dismissed it because I'm white and the boys who assaulted me were black. So was she. I was only 15 and I'd never even been kissed. They put their hands all over me and inside my slacks. I felt horribly soiled.

      I imagine that those boys continued to assault girls the rest of that year at those weekly pep rallies. I never went there again. I went to the library because a teacher wrote me a pass after I told him what had happened. That Dean took it from me and tore it up. I told her it made no difference.

      My parents never knew. My father would have killed that Dean and those boys. We couldn't afford private school. For the rest of that year I carried a knife to school.
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    • Avery Bentley Sollmann · Top Commenter · Torrance, California
      It shouldn't be that no means no but that only yes means yes, the difference being that saying nothing is not consenting.
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    • Adrienne D. Wimbush · Top Commenter · Works at Mixed-Media Artist, Digital Photographer, Writer, Poet
      Ramona Jackson I'm truly sorry for what happened to you. I just wish you had told your parents. No, I'm not saying I would have wanted your father to kill the dean! Just that I wish they could have had the opportunity to have her fired and those boys prosecuted for what they did to you. Wishing you healing and peace.
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  • Douglas Rubel · Top Commenter · Creator at Horses of Light
    Sounds like the student is the teacher here. Kudos, brave one.
       
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    • Larry Roshfeld · Washington, District of Columbia
      I just sent an email to the Admissions Office at Columbia to let them know that I will not allow my child to apply to any school that tolerates, let alone condones, sexual assault. IF you are so inclined, their email is ugrad-ask@columbia.edu

      Universities, like most large bureaucracies, tend to do the right thing when they can see that doing the wrong thing has consequences. As a community, we can help create consequences.
         
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      • Jose Jose · Marquette University
        NAME THE RAPIST SO SOMEONE ELSE CAN TAKE CARE OF HIM.
         
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      • Dale Nakagawa · Top Commenter · Stage Technician at Scottsdale Center for the Performing Arts
        During my time in school - and it's only been reinforced since - I came to realize that the administration really views the individual student as a nuisance to their job rather than the reason for their job.

        The fact that sexual assaults are regularly swept under the rug in an attempt to protect the reputation of the university is just another glaring example of what's wrong with the institution of higher education.
         
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      • Brian Gregory · Top Commenter
        What an interesting way to present. I like it, and I hope that it both encourages discourse AND gets rid of a rapist!
        • Doug Larson · Top Commenter
          this should force the university to be more proactive
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