My Host Needs a Bit of Help. - Identity.

Well my host Kira once Identified as a Red Wolf, but she is now very confused by her identity. She is also easily influanced and pressured by people.

She feels close to Jackdaws and Corvids but that is because the person who raised her has a Sigil of five ravens, so she took the Jackdaw as her Sigil. She dressed accordingly but was never a jackdaw Therian as such.

She recently had to leave behind who raised her and those she considered family, as a result her faith and her identity is in complete disarray.

Her constant affinities that have been unchanging is an affinity to the winds. That has been with her, her whole life so at the moment she thinks that whatever she is must have some connection to wind.

She believes she identifies as a Therian and/or Otherkin like myself but is really really unsure, she also thinks her religious faith may lie with some ‘wind god’ though she knows she believes in many gods just not sure which ones.

She can seemingly have an affect on the wind, she loves storms, but at the same time she apparently “can’t stop thinking about mermaids” whenever she thinks about who she is though she feels that’s ridiculous as she is disabled and a terrible swimmer, the only thing relatable is she can sing.

If anyone can piece all that together and give her some opinions and thoughts it would be greatly appreciated.

I believe if a Red Wolf was once in her heart then maybe that is what she is and shouldn’t lose that faith but who knows. But I want her to find herself so she can truly feel free as I have and learn not to care what others think.