you set my soul alight

side blog! if you are followed by or get notifications/asks from she-loved-a-street-tough that'd be me

NOTE: my "godphone" is basically two (rusty) tin cans and a string so any "dialogue" from loki is practically guaranteed to be interpreted feelings/sensations (however! i have a pendulum now which makes it FAR easier to communicate with him)

(mid-30s. cis female.)

also if you ask me something and i don't reply either here or privately within an hour, i'm most likely asleep or i have gone somewhere.

I just put four people on ignore after three of them reblogged a post of mine and were calling me stupid, schizophrenic, etc.  (It was the one in which I said that my mom still thinks I’m an atheist).  The fourth one reblogged a different post.  I am NOT schizophrenic.  I DO. NOT. “hear voices” in my head (if I do, it’s my own when I’m thinking).  I DO NOT “see things”.  I’m too old for it to suddenly manifest anyway.  I write things the way I do—as if Loki is directly telling me things, which he rarely if ever does—because it gets tedious and boring typing out our conversations in a question-and-answer format (e.g. if I say “he says he wants X next time I go to the store” it’s condensed down from probably about half a dozen yes-or-no narrowing down questions).  This is why his parts of the conversations are never in direct quotes.  The ONLY way I can communicate with him is with the pendulum, and again, I don’t actually HEAR him.  But yes, I do believe he exists.  I don’t feel I have to justify my reasons why. (edit) Just know that he has proven his existence to me beyond any doubt, more than once.