This morning my sister greeted me to the youtube videos of serial killer Elliot Rodgers, who massacred women last night. The media says that Elliot Rodgers is apparently a part of an anti-women group ( the group men, of course), and that in his videos he is frustrated that women don’t date him, he’s never had a girlfriend, and that he should because he’s rich, his father directed the Hunger Games, and he drives a BMW.
I’m sick of reading and writing articles about predominantly white males feeling entitled and therefore shooting women in mass, intersectionality this, masculinity that, blah blah, so I’ll just talk about what really comes to mind.
The mere fact that this happened and he threatened to kill a bunch of “blonde Sl*ts”. The fact that his language and views towards women have gone unchallenged and are in fact celebrated and the norm. The fact that I’m reading headlines painting him as a a wealthy troubled human being instead of a dangerous misogynist. The fact that I’m not surprised, where everywhere I goddamn look men’s necrophilia is celebrated and embraced. Where women are in literal captivity to men and men kill us in mass everyday their violence is just the residue of our suborindate status.
Men like Elliot Dodger proves that men feel entitled to women’s bodies, that men are also stupid, cowardly, and obsessed domination and material gain. They are INHERENTLY this way. Dodger blames women for not showing him love and affection, a.k.a being his handmaiden/slave and allowing him piv/rape accompanied whatever violent fantasies he think’s he should be able to utilize a woman’s body for. This wealthy, entitled prick think’s his wealth should gain him access to more women. I don’t generally give a shit about what kind of shit prick this prick was and I find his excuse of not being able to access women for rape meaningless, considering the fact that all women are all in captivity to all men the fucking time, and he always has the ability and powers to rape a woman.
What really moved me to even write about this story is that people are going to relate this back to “masculinity” and “whiteness” and how it influences men to behave this way, and how it makes them sad and disconnected bleh bleh. Ugh. And how we need to get rid of masculinity to the mens bull. But ha, we haven’t gotten rid of masculinity, because masculinity doesn’t really exist for men. If it did they would have been rebelled against it. Men are naturally fucked and like patriarchy because they not only created it but benefit from it and need it to feed their nature. Patriarchy is them. They aren’t going to stop, they don’t want to stop.
All men are exactly the same.All men are a duh factor. All men are permitted to rape and kill women. All men can rape and kill. It’s not a case study. Elliot is just like every man who killed/raped a woman. Patriarchy works to protect and serve men’s necrophilia, egoism, and general psychopathy. There’s nothing much I can say, except, I’m fucking sick of this shit.
And I’m absolutely terrified of men and what they do/can do to us. If all men for some reason couldn’t trick and lull women into being their individual fuckholes,, the majority would do exactly what Elliot did and even worse. Elliot is just a man acting his primal nature. When men don’t get piv and don’t have women serving, placating, and being their willing slaves/incubators/caretakers, men see no use of us. Then they naturally kill or forcibly rape us. Yes, Elliot is white, yes he’s rich, but those things only defines his degree of maleness under patriarchy, which is of the dominant male class. All men do this regardless of race and class. Because all women are men’s property therefore men have the right to kill, rape, and torture us for whatever reasons.
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It just sickens me, it fucking sickens me, and I just keep on thinking what the hell are we supposed to do about men?
If we try to leave they will kill us. Everything I enjoy about this world has been destroyed by men. I can’t go on a lovely walk in the woods and commune with the spirits without noticing the creepy dude hiding in the bushes or the rapist waiting to drag me down into the creek and take my life. So now I feel safer staying in my room writing radical feminist fantasy, drawing/sketching, reading articles, and singing to myself. That is when my father isn’t being a tyrant and making my mother cry.
I always fear that one day I might have to give PIV again or work very closely with men. I’m terribly afraid of them, every interaction with them is dishonest, I constantly have to lie and placate them.
I can’t enjoy anything these days except the stories in my head. I’ve been thinking about meditating into the next reality, because this world is dying and toxic as fuck. Every sexual feeling I have is tainted by men’s compulsory heterosexuality and objectification.Even thoughts of myself are attacked by male definitions.
I’m looking for signs that things will go somewhere, and I feel it will. I just need to keep spinning and creating. Even if it means writing myself into a novel character who talks to imaginary water nymphs, spirits that are based off of actual reality. Transformation takes focus and joy.
All I can really do it think, feel, and create myself into the next reality and that’s what how I am radically transforming.
Reblogged this on The Wise Woman Speaks and commented:
I can really relate to this post. I saw some of the videos made by the misogynist, Rodger, and I was struck by his level of male privilege at all points, but especially when he said all he had was the ability to go to beautiful natural places and enjoy the scenery. You see, I am surrounded by natural beauty, but I am so terrified of men – because I’ve been abducted, nearly abducted, held at gunpoint, raped, threatened with rape and death, etc. by men very frequently outside my home – that I do not enjoy the privilege of a nature walk. Yes, I can go outside armed. You can open carry all over the place here – and you should because of poisonous snakes, black bears and other large 4-legged predators. But, my problem is being unable to relax outside. I am constantly looking over my shoulder. There is never a moment that I am not in total readiness for something “unexpected” from a man.
This is male privilege to the nth. It’s something I will never have as long as men are around.
Consequently, I spend a lot of time indoors, mostly writing. It’s all that is left for me to do, really.
Thanks for this excellent post.
I can’t go outside without facing harassment. I don’t think any woman can. Whether it’s the men cutting you with their objectifying gaze within their cars, or the dude saying something to you as you walk up the street. Nothing you can do to truly avoid the hostility.
I wish gun laws actually benefitted women. If there was a law that all and only women were allowed to own a firearm in their homes that could be better for us, or not. Men would just break into our homes, rape, us kill us and steal the guns for themselves. And many women would just be coerced into giving the guns to the thugs around us.
There really is no way to win with patriarchy trying to reform patriarchy. The only thing we can do is try to keep men out of our personal lives as much as possible and only interact with them for resources.
I stay indoors unless out of necessity. I used to be a major explorer of wildlife, but now my neighborhood is full of child molesters and sex offenders who the law protects, and I just can’t bare going outside only to walk my dog briefly. I’ve still encountering terrifying men on my small time outside, the other day a man with a weapon was shouting at the bushes and waving his weapon around. I had to walk past that shit.
And thanks for reblogging. Writing and art are only thing I really can do anymore also. All other activities seem meaningless and unimportant unless it’s directing benefiting decolonizing women’s lives from men.
You are quite welcome for the reblog. A lot of your post really struck a chord.
If you are out for a walk and are attacked by a bear and you have to shoot it in self-defense, you’re probably not going to be questioned about whether you did something to invite an attack by the bear, “Did you go out with the intention of being attacked by a bear?” “What were you wearing at the time of this alleged attack by the bear?” Etc.
If you have to shoot the head off a rattlesnake that sneaks up on you from behind, nobody is going to question that.
But, if the predator is a man and you have to defend yourself in anyway, you’re going to be blamed for the attack.
That’s the difference.
The laws were all made for men. So, yes, you can defend yourself against a man who is trying to rape and kill you or kill and rape you (it goes both ways), but you will be blamed. And, this is the main thing that keeps me indoors. Because of the way the laws are where I live, it’s the only place I can be and legally defend myself against attack without a whole lot of question.
And, the reason we’re not seeing any action on the part of men, any condemnations of misogyny from the media or politicians since the terrorist Rodger committed these acts – not only against the women he murdered, but against all of us because this was clearly an act of terror against all women, which I want to talk about some more later – is because they are all on the same page. They are all men. They don’t want us outside. They don’t want us talking – to each other or anyone else. They do not want us to have the basic freedoms supposedly Constitutionally guaranteed to all people, if you live in the U.S. They, too, really want us dead – or in concentration comps, subjugated and for their use and abuse as they will.
I’m still processing this whole Rodger thing like a lot women most certainly are right now, but this was unmistakably an act of terror against women – a real life act of terror out of Hollywood much like so much of the fictional violence they perpetrate everyday – and supported by the news media as they hid the true motives of the killer behind the argument of “Insanity Vs. access to guns.” There are some connections here that have yet to be made.
I’m sure the rapists and killers would like to get more guns away from us. These shooting sprees always happen in places where gun ownership is highly restricted and California legislators have been very “progressive” in their gun control measures the past couple of years. Rodger would have had the guts to come where I live and do what he did because everyone – almost literally everyone – where I live is armed to the teeth. These cowards always pick places where they know no one is likely to shoot back at them. And, the roommates who were knifed, nobody is saying much about that – since they’re men, we’re not hearing about their bad judgement for living with classic, brooding, introspective, dark-haired, good-looking “bad boy.” If the roommates had been female, I’m sure we’d be hearing about how they really wanted to be stabbed to death by this charmer.
♀♡♀♡♀♡ I hear you. ♀♡♀♡♀♡
I feel this. So much despair.
I hear you too. Life could be so beautiful if it wasn’t for men’s patriarchal necrophiliac set up. It’s painful to think of what could have been and what was put in its place.
It just sickens me, it fucking sickens me, and I just keep on thinking what the hell are we supposed to do about men?
Retaliate, use them, abuse them economically,emotionally, politically and socially as they have been doing to us for ages.
Great Post! Oh I love this:
All men are exactly the same.
Exactly, there are no good ones their psychology is ALWAYS the same. They will always hate us. ALWAYS..
Men really are all the same, while women are way more complex individuals. I find women to be of infinite complexity actually. While men are just predictable with black holes at the center of themselves.
All men hate women, all men are parasites, all men are selfish egoists, all men are incapable of feeling true empathy or relation to the suffering of others besides themselves, all men are obsessed with domination and being in control, all men think they are entitled to fuck, all men are stimulated by violence as well as obsessed with death and taking life.
The have no interest in caring or loving, they can fake caring and loving but only as forms of manipulation.
That’s why I hate the idea of equality, we are not equal to men and nor should we want to be! Look at how sick these fucks are! I used to know a guy who was sexually turned on to infant rape! Women are incapable, and should not interested in that shit.
Equality fails in real life anyway, men still judge women based on fuckability in job interviews, and they can’t actually prove this, nor are any of them willing to change this due to the fact that they all hate the natural female body.
Bravo sister!
I fully agree with what you have said. I hate the idea of equality as well, we are superior to men, in my world the only way they can exist if they serve us, other than that they are quite useless.
I wonder the same thing, boomernumber8: What do we do with this information? We now understand – thanks to the internet, the MRAs and our own personal nightmare experiences with men – what these things (these black hole energy beings as Spiritree41 calls them) are, but what do we do now?
I keep asking myself “What should I do?”
Overwhelmingly for me, for a long time now, I’ve just wanted to get away from them. That is not easy or even entirely possible to do and it seems like that’s not enough.
I think more women have to come to this understanding – that men are dangerous, far too dangerous to be around, which I think is happening. What will happen after that, I don’t know – either positive changes or they’ll start killing us faster like they did during the alleged Age of Enlightenment.
I’m not sure when it happened to me, when I realized that men were too dangerous to be around. After the last couple of really bad, dangerous experiences, I was afraid of all people for a while. I remember saying over and over again, ‘I didn’t know the world was this bad. I didn’t know people were so evil.” Then, I realized it wasn’t exactly “people” that I was afraid of, but men – pretty much exclusively men. I’ve had some bad experiences with women over the past thirty or so years, but none of them have ever tried to kill me. On the other hand, this seems to be a regular thing in my encounters with men.
I foresee this awakening in women occurring more and more as we are forced to come to terms with the horrible truth of our existence.
I think the answer to your question is again subjective, but I think we all can agree on one thing, that we are superior to men in many ways, thus they should serve us or GTFO.
I say it is subjective, because I did not have to go through to the horrific things in my life that you had to experience. I understand your view of men and I fully support whatever it is you are planning to do. And I do hope that you do not let these vermin affect your behavior patterns, I know that you sometimes feel that you have no choice, again I cannot be the judge since you had to go through so much, but I am literally sending you strength through prayer, so you may find the power to overcome any adversity that you might face. You have come this far, I think that shows a lot about your perseverance and strengths, and I definitely admire you for that. The fact that besides it all, you are still living, you are still spreading the truth about these vermin is awesome.
Unlike you, most of my bad experiences with men were indefinitely tied to women, – the queen bee, who either gossiped about me, said lies to others, this caused the men to bully me, to sexually threaten me and so forth. I did for the longest time in my life distrust women, and I still do to an extent, because the bullying and trauma as a child that I experienced from my extended family was so horrific that to this day I am living with the fear and the depressed that these cousins and aunts all ingrained in my mind. Just the thought of going back and being with all of them in one room makes me shake and tremble uncontrollably.
My contact with men has been limited through life; most were cousins, friends of cousins and so forth. My father, although I am awfully proud of his family roots in my country as a nobleman, and the fact that my father is so scholarly smart and most of my creativity and the need for freedom and love of my heritage comes from his side, was sort of a jerk to my mom all his life. As he has grown older, he has become a better person, I think he has realized his mistakes, but that is way too late, I mean the shit and trauma that was induced by his drunkenness and the abuse of my mother, the lack of finances, the laziness, the fact that my mom had to be the breadwinner and do ALL the housework, maintenance work while he sat in front of the television and read his books, cannot be forgiven. His abuse did impact my own emotional wellbeing and it made me see men as incompetent idiots, which most men are anyway..
Yes, the black hole energy beings sums up men pretty well LOL.
I foresee an awakening as well, but I think before we will see another culling, I just read that a woman in Pakistan was stoned to death, the California shooting, not to mention that the news in my country’s websites always has a case of a raped, beaten or a sold to prostitution female, who in the comments section and sometimes the articles is always blamed for everything that is happening to her. Things are getting worse before they will get better; the backlash against women is in full swing now. Worse MRA rhetoric is invading my country too; more MRA type articles and the MRA commentators are plenty. It’s like they have no lives, jobs or any other hobbies except making disgusting comments about females. But then again most men hate women so they are just acting out their hate online anonymously, since in public it’s become less acceptable to do that, I guess.
So to get back to my original point, our answers to these questions will be subjective; we may each decide a specific way to solve our issues and problems. My way would not work for you and so forth. But what is imperative I believe is to awaken as many women as possible, so they see the truth, then we must lead them toward establishing communities of women that are powerful monetarily, physically and spiritually wise. If we can protect each other, if we have the guns, the power and the social influence, we can then manipulate the societal terms for our own sake, we cannot play by the rules, we must create our own rules and live by them.
Amen, that’s all I see worth doing in this world. Everything else seems pointless except radical feminist transformation and awakening.
I think there are ways that can instantly improve a woman’s life which is staying dick free and cutting their relationships with men or as many men as possible.
Another weird correlation that most of the ‘better’ men tend to like cats a lot and tend to love and defend animals.
Now most men who are dog lovers, and who explicitly hate cats, tend to be such terrible vermin, they are loud, obnoxious, demanding, who think they are the top of the world. I also noticed women who like dogs and tend to hate cats a lot, tend to be a handmaiden types.
Just something I tend to notice. I’ve had dogs and cats before, both were amazing creatures, currently I have a cat, so I am very into cats. I had to leave my dog behind when I moved. :( He died soon after because the extended family aka terrible demonic entities mistreated him. :((( I still cry to this day just thinking of of my poor Billy.
I read that some were trying to blame this on Asperger’s, that he had it. Just like that guy who killed all the schoolchildren. But answer me this: If it is Asperger’s, why are there no women with Asperger’s who kill like this? No, the women with Asperger’s become well-known because of things like having a talent for communicating with animals, trying to get others to treat animals well because of their unique understanding. Asperger’s, nah. Must be something else. Look on the Y chromosome to figure it out.
Exactly. What about Temple Grandlin? Why doesn’t she shoot all the boys who tormented her or the men who didn’t want to date her because of her Asperger’s?
There is no way that they would ever examine the inherent violence of the y because the male dominates.
You two make a great point, as a child and a teen I was rejected by most of my male classmates, since I was deemed as ‘ugly’ and ‘unacceptable.’ I was like the first one to hit puberty, I was the tallest, but never mind the fact that my bmi was NEVER outside of the ‘healthy’ range, to these ignorant fucks I was seen as a fat and ugly fattie.
Whatever, now I see it as a good thing, because it kept me safe away from the parties where rape happened and all the other bad things that happen to females. Instead I focused on my education and now most of these same fucks would love to be with me because of my looks, many of them have tried to contact me on facebook, obviously I blocked the losers. Now I can be a virgin all my life, without having given any of my spiritual energy to these sick vermin fucks, besides penises are ugly and disgusting, they are clear deformities that should be cut off.
Can’t wait for the ability to have artificial wombs so we can have beautiful girls and women ruling the earth.
So anyways as the reasoning goes, I should be super angry at the boys for rejecting me, and if I were to shoot them up, would they make excuses for me? Would they blame the boys for rejecting me in the first place? Or would they just think I am a crazy lunatic? So sick of the double standards of men and women.
I don’t get the whole artificial wombs thing? Why would we need manmade wombs to do what we can do naturally?
We don’t need sperm or piv to reproduce actually. I think parthenogenesis has possibilities.
I hate double standards also, I never notice them though but they directly prove that men and women are not the same.
I don’t like to think about my past that much too dark. But as a child I was like you, tall, “fat”,awkward, humiliated by boys and token tortured by girls. But it was always the boys that were the real violent ones.
Penises are deformities. I am pro-castration. Literally those things gross me out.
I am sorry, I had no idea parthenogenesis existed, I just googled it now. That sounds way better than anything produced by men within the misogynist sciences.
But I don’t personally imagine myself ever having the child myself, and having to go through the labor pains, it seems too much of a burden to me.
I completely agree, we are different, almost as if we were a different species, I am sure we either evolved or were created, to be different rather than the members of the same group. I hate everything mostly about the English language so much. HuMANity, WoMEN, WoMAN, MANkind, I swear I throw up each time hearing these bullshit words, Its funny Freud, dared to call us deformities, as if we are jealous of the phallus, honestly if I was born a guy, I would have probably killed myself, having a disgusting penis is a curse itself. Ugh!
I am sorry about your experience as a child. seriously, screw those assholes! But I think we are better that way, since we haven’t been brainwashed to think that landing a man is our only hope in life,
I too wish with all my heart that it was safe to wonder in the woods and also dream about nymphs. My cousin was almost raped by a stranger after she was at a concert waiting for someone to pik her up and she had her ipod on. The sad thing is we are safer inside. The notorious Laci Green did a video on this weirdo and at the end she stated a common trope shes repeated before that liberals are so fond of “we are all to blame”. Who is “we”? It’s not women’s fault. On a different note, uterus transplants are starting to be done. This is so unethical. I am absolutely opposed to it. I hope it doesn’t become common in the future or there will be a human trafficking demand for women’s uteri. Trannies would kill us and take our uteri if they could.
“I too wish with all my heart that it was safe to wonder in the woods”
Women were meant to wander in the woods and be safe. Women have an bond with woods, creatures, plants, etc. that is important to us. Separating women from this world is a part of taking away our power. In addition to “taking back the night” we need to “take back the woods.”
Well said!