I’m a victim too and you all are being ableist
I have come to the realization that I have delusion disorder. This causes me to believe these stories I have in my head, these stories of fear and trauma. To think they’re real. Essentially, I believe my own lies. It’s a terrifying thing to live with.
Perhaps the story of Georgian rape was a result of my delusion disorder. I posted it because I wanted people to realize and be warned about what boys and grown men can do to further the patriarchy and rape culture of the next generations. Boys are bred to violent and rapists in the backward south and people need to know about it. I feel terrible if my delusion disorder caused me to lie about it. I took down the post yesterday.
About the 8 year old boy everyone is calling me a pedophile over. No, just no. I was saying that young boys are different than young girls and that in this situation both parties were underage which complicates it. I wasn’t saying he deserved it. Just merely what I said in the sentence above. I’m an anti-rape warrior, I am not okay with rape. But what I said should be a lesson to everyone of what a female rape victim, of any age, is forced to endure. Don’t you dare tell me that all would be outraged if it was a young girl because young girls are constantly forced to think rape is their fault. Because of what they wore, say, act.
So there is my apology. Please stop being ableist to me. Please understand that I’m paying and repenting for what I’ve done.