If you’re like me and you have a visceral reaction to the image above—if it makes your skin crawl, your hair hurt, and your stomach turn—you can count yourself among the trypophobic. According to its Facebook page, which is more than 4,000 members strong, trypophobia is fear of clustered holes. It is usually small holes in organic objects, such as lotus seed heads or bubbles in batter, that give trypophobics the extreme willies, triggering reactions like itchy skin, nausea and a general feeling of discomfort. (A picture of a candy bar with a pattern of small air bubbles did me in. Goodbye, dear chocolate. For now.)
Click here to see some photos that may trigger your latent trypophobia.My editor tasked me with investigating what causes this bizarre and irrational fear, which I had never heard of before.
It turns out that I’m not alone. I contacted roughly 10 psychologists for this story, and of those who got back to me, none had heard of it. The evolutionary psychologists I emailed were unwilling to speculate on the potential biological underpinnings for a fear of small, clustered holes. Trypophobia is not an official phobia recognized in scientific literature. For many (though perhaps not all) who have it, it’s probably not even a real phobia, which the American Psychiatric Association’s Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders says must interfere “significantly with the person’s normal routine.” Having just looked at a bunch of holey pictures and videos, I’m severely grossed out, but I can still write this story.
Although this may be of no comfort to those who suffer from it, trypophobia is simply one of an infinite number of fears that people experience, some more idiosyncratic than others. The online Phobia List, run by an amateur etymologist, contains the names of hundreds of fears, from the well-known (fear of heights: acrophobia) to the fringe (fear of the great mole rat: zemmiphobia). Trypophobia hasn’t made the list yet.
According to Martin Antony, a psychologist at Ryerson University in Toronto, past-president of the Canadian Psychological Association and author of The Anti-Anxiety Workbook, with the exception of a few terms (agoraphobia, claustrophobia and arachnophobia among them), professionals who study and treat phobias tend not to use all the Latin and Greek names that get tossed around on message boards and in the press.
Antony wasn’t surprised to hear that some people have an intense aversion to clustered holes because “people can be afraid of absolutely anything.” The factors that contribute to fears and phobias include traumatic experiences (getting bitten by a dog leading to a fear of dogs, for example), observational learning (watching others be afraid of heights), information and instruction (learning to fear being alone in the dark after watching too many horror movies), and various biological factors (like an inherited predisposition to anxiety). “Although the studies on causes of fears have all focused on more common ones, such as spiders and snakes, there is no reason to think that different factors would be responsible for more unusual fears, Antony says.
Trypophobia may also be catching. An element of so-called emotional contagion seems to be at work on Facebook, where some group members say they didn’t realize they were trypophobic until they started reading others’ comments and clicking on the pictures. “It’s not unusual to laugh harder at a funny movie if others around you are laughing,” Antony explains. “In the same way, we may be more likely to experience fear in a particular moment if others around us are fearful.” For me, however, all it took was a verbal mention of a “fear of small holes” to illicit a shudder. I became disgusted before looking at a single gnarly image of a skin graft or lamprey eel (look ’em up) or reading an online comment. I also immediately assumed that we were talking about biologic objects—holes in wood, in particular. Clearly, in me the fear was preexisting.
One trypophobic reported on Facebook that her fear stems back to childhood, when she had a Renaissance Faire dagger with a handle covered in little holes. Another member wrote: “I was stung by a bee in high school on my outer thigh. I had an allergic reaction, and my skin started to swell. The swelling was so bad, I could see each individual pore on my leg and I freaked out. Since then, I have not been able to look at clusters of holes without getting the heebie-jeebies.” Just. Gross.
Fear and disgust often go hand in hand, Antony says. “Evolutionarily speaking, almost all of the things that arouse a strong disgust-reaction--spiders, mice, blood, vomit--are things that could have been triggers for fear of illness.” Perhaps the same could be true for little holes, especially in natural objects where they seem particularly out of place. I suspect that we’re disgusted by pockmarked objects because they don’t look quite “right”; these perceived deformities signal danger, which we manifest as revulsion. But then again, a fear of asymmetry (another form of things looking not quite right) in some people with obsessive-compulsive disorder is not associated with disgust, Antony says. Perhaps holes, particularly in organic objects, subconsciously remind us of the symptoms of contagious illnesses that affect the skin, such as the rash or blisters associated with measles and chicken pox, respectively. All of this, of course, is speculation, and just goes to show how little we know about trypophobia.
Masai Andrews hopes that will change. Andrews, who runs Trypophobia.com, founded the Facebook group page in 2009 when he was a sociology minor at SUNY-Albany. “I started the website and Facebook page because I suspected this was a very common phobia and I wanted a place where people could compile information,” Andrews says. “It is my hope that one day the academic and scientific communities will, at the very least, acknowledge the aversion to holes and certain patterns.”
When that happens, a Wikipedia page dedicated to the fear should follow. Surprisingly, one doesn’t exist today. “I can barely keep a page up on the subject without it getting taken down,” Andrews says. In March 2009 the powers that be at Wikipedia determined trypophobia to be a “likely hoax and borderline patent nonsense.” The deletion page also says that Wikipedia is “not for things made up one day.” As for who actually made the word up, that distinction probably belongs to a blogger in Ireland named Louise, Andrews says. According to an archived Geocities page, Louise settled on “trypophobia” (Greek for “boring holes” + “fear”) after corresponding with a representative at the Oxford English Dictionary. Louise, Andrews and trypophobia Facebook group members have petitioned the dictionary to include the word. The term will need to be used for years and have multiple petitions and scholarly references before the dictionary accepts it, Andrews says. I, for one, would prefer to forget about it forever.
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I like the idea that a name is attached to the symptoms I experience. I may not be able to sleep tonight without having creepy dreams after looking at "most" of the video, but at least I now know that I am not alone. Now when I get the heebie jeebies I will think of you.
As a member of the fb group may I add that it isn't just holes but also clusters of bumps, layers, cracks and other such uneven surfaces. Uuurgh >.<
the parts with the toads being born from the skin on their parent's back is disgusting. nothing else grossed me out. just that. who isn't? hurblublluublllbbbhurrguhrhg!!! sorry, still feeling nauseous.
These pictures seem reminiscent of parasites and or some time of disease. I can see how a human instinctive reaction would be avoidance or discust.
i agree i was fine with everything except the toads.
I didn't itch at all during the video, but I got extremely nauseous. The only situation before this that I really noticed a strange feeling was with lotus pods. However, I have always had the compulsion to get rid of the holes. If it was a lotus pod, I would break it so no cavity was a complete hole. I would smear every hole in pancake batter with a toothpick while cooking. I would crush the honeycomb, etc. Those Surinam toads are a new level of gross though!
This photo really freaked me out when I saw it for the first time: www.snopes.com/photos/medical/breastrash.asp
It makes intuitive sense to me that we should be repulsed by the sight of parasites that are capable of burrowing into us.
Wow interesting article.
I think the video has a small flaw. The footage of the tad poles hatching from its mom's back elicited a itchy reaction from virtually everyone I showed it too. I suspect that its because that's just creepy and alien no matter who see's it. The remainder of the images did nothing.
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Those toads always give me the creeps, the ONLY other thing that even got close was the girl at the end of the video with the lotus pod like holes in her arms. Even then it wasn't as strong as the toads.
That last image of the girl isn't real. I've seen it before. Its a photoshop image where the creater crosses the image of a person with lotus blossoms to make it look like something has burrowed into them. There are parasites that will burrow into you but i've never seen them leave marks like that.
I am open-minded and don't think normal things are nasty. I can watch surgery and see other nasty things that most people would probably cringe from.
This is not just because it's "nasty", I seriously am disturbed by the cluster of holes, particularly when something is in them too. The three pictures that disturbed me the most was the first plant, the toad, and the chocolate! It makes my body feel so strange thinking of it!
I have really bad OCD though, it may be linked to that, but it should be looked in to! I'm surprised psychologists turned down the offer to look into a biological explanation...If I were a psychologist I would have. I find these strange things interesting.
Wasn't this first green plant in the article, also in a Star Trek series show. Where the thing shot needles in the air and face of the onlooker! Hmmmm, creepy!
So why is that strawberry white?
I was not really itchy but 47:71 made me so nauseated and I am so disturbed. It is so gross I feel so uncomfortable watching that. I feel like crying.
That test is torture! I never get itchy, my whole body just feels uneasy, especially my stomach. But not a nausea, it's kind of unexplainable, it's so freaky! I hate typophobia!
I definitely was creeped out by the photo at the top of this page, and didn't watch the video for fear of increasing icky feelings. It's not something I've noticed before, but it's hard to ignore a high-res image like that glaring at you. It gives me the same feeling I get when I suddenly see a spider moving in my peripheral vision; I nearly jump out of my skin and feel just completely gross all over, concentrated in my abdomen (I then have to hunt said spider down and kill it lest it get out of my sight only to crawl all over my face as I'm sleeping). It's this feeling that I want to run / explode into a million pieces at the same time.
I think what's fueling the nay-sayers is that there is a general disbelief surrounding phobias in general; people without phobias find it hard to believe that anyone could be afraid of everyday objects or situations in which they find themselves all the time without second thoughts. And so for some to have a "fear" of "clustered holes" does sound a bit ridiculous, but it is an undeniable feeling of disgust that I can't shake.
For me, I would probably connect it to the resemblance of clusters of spiders' eyes (which I can't look at while watching an HD nature program on a huge freaking TV); I always have to cover my eyes or look away. For some people it might be connected to the skin because of previous experience (the example with the bee sting is a good one). But for me it's bugs. Ick.
I have Phobophobia, that is fear of your phobias.
FYI the white strawberry is a cultivated hybrid of a traditional strawberry and a Pineberry. I believe they are of south american origin.
Hole-filled things always struck me as "kind of weird", but I never had a disgust or fear reaction from them. I mean, as mentioned, frogs living inside holes on another frog's back are just creepy, but it's the concept, not the holes.
The closest I've come to typrophobia is looking at the bottom of octopus/squid tentacles. Those suckers give me the strongest "ew" response of any of these things, but I'd still LOVE to have a pet octopus xD .
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HAHA! I thought I was alone! LOL, every time I see something with "cluster holes" as you call them, it'd freak me out and make the back of my neck tingle. When I asked some friends if this happens to them too they'd look at me like I was off my damn rocker. But I don't think I have it as bad as you do. I can look at these pictures (I didn't look through all of them mind you lol) and it isn't so bad, but every once in a while it'll really get me... (Yes, my username is SpongeBrain. Yes, that is ironic. I wasn't thinking about an actual sponge at the time... but now I am and I might have to change it. Yuck!) It's the sight that really gets ya.
Before this article I was fine. Now I am creeped out. Thanks a lot!!
That video is absurd. First of all, are there any circumstances where you can sit in a fixed position for over two minutes after being specifically told to be aware of itchiness, and not feel itchy? They could show pictures of frolicking kittens and you would feel the need to itch.
Second, the choice of images has little or nothing to do with the fear of holes. A real test would use pictures that are innocuous except for the feature to be tested. Holes don't bother me. Fingernails that have rotted away are certainly uncomfortable. Creatures crawling up through the skin of course are creepy, especially when depicted coming out of humans. What does that have to do with a fear of holes? This is like showing people Hitchcock's "The Birds" and then asking if they have a reaction to flocks of birds. Of course they do.
If you establish an association between an innocuous feature (the neutral stimulus) and a feature that elicits a reaction (the unconditional stimulus), the innocuous feature will elicit the response. That's not about testing for a phobia, that's about conditioning and the new response is called a conditional stimulus. Just the same way that Pavlov conditioned dogs to respond (salivating) to a bell by presenting it in conjunction with food. Here the conditioning method is used to deceive people into thinking that they have a phobia of something completely innocuous.
What a bunch of wierdos. I find the lotus pod fascinating.
No creepy feelings or itching on me.
My first thought was a paper wasp's nest. The pattern of holes similar to a bee's honeycomb. Those patterns are symeritical; they are more uniform. The ones I recall that are not symmetrical are CANCER!
I've always thought I was weird for being absolutely disgusted and overwhelmed with an itchy/sharp tingles in my body EVERYWHERE. I want to cut off my freakin skin after seeing that finger, THAT FINGER WTF IS THAT EVEN A FINGER WITH NASTY, oh my gawd im starting to itch even more now just thinking about it again. But yeah, I was "alright" up to the point of the finger and the girl with the holes on her skin, after that it was over. GG and it still is over for me, ahhhhhh i wanna tear off my skin now!!! @#%#$%#$^#%@#@# I'm traumatized, i need to smoke some weed.
Ummm. Yummy!
The honeycomb did it for me. I have had this bad feeling about things like honeycombs from a very young age. Has anyone seen the skin of a Jackfruit? Whoa!! you dont want to!!
I think parts of this video--involving nature photography of plants enhanced with CG effects--might be enough to trigger trypophobia even in people who don't have it normally:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VkMHsN8SoI
I associate those types of holes with Bees, Ants, and spiders, all of which can cause extreme pain up to death in humans.
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greenhorz.info/coloring%20book/index.php?level=picture&id=729
www.abc.net.au/science/scribblygum/twitchathon/img/trapdoor.jpg
I also associate those structures with caves, because to a bug those structures are caves and each of them could potentially contain a dangerous insect.
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Fear of clustered holes... Uh, sorry but that made me laugh. I wonder what they imagine seeing in them to make them afraid.
To answer the question, "is trypophobia a real phobia?” I say yes. It’s a phobia, only if it causes unreasonable and uncontrollable behavior in the individual. Simply a feeling of disgust or yuck don't make it a phobia. This would be a controlled conscious reaction.
A phobia, on the other hand, is a subconscious reaction to an event in which the subconscious mind associates to an event in the past. The past event only needs to have things in it that appear the same. Colors, shapes, smells, noises, and even words can trigger and stimulate a past subconscious event. Once triggered, the subconscious mind takes over and controls your behavior. Your behavior is now determined by how strong and how many past events have been triggered. Your reaction can be as mild as breaking a sweat or becoming nauseous to extreme fear and paralysis or fainting. In severe cases, the person is unconscious and it is almost impossible to communicate with him.
Actually, the complete spectrum of mental illness operates this way.
I've long had a deep and visceral revulsion to things like the lotus seed head, and the toads with eggs on their backs (I saw them on TV and felt very nauseous when I was little, but it didn't- I think- start there). I couldn't bring myself to watch the video.
In answer to the question of what I fear inside the holes: I think it's a fear of infection, decay and deliquescence (that IS a real word). It's my imagination seeing the image as a stage in a chain of events- a still in a movie, if you will- and continuing the progression to hideous effect. Something truly disgusting and liquid slowly welling forth...
To give anyone who hasn't got this aversion an idea: think of the time-lapse video you may have seen of dead animals decaying. It's pretty horrid. Now imagine that happening to something while you're holding it- now, instead, imagine that happening to a part of your body. Ewww, right? Skin diseases hold a special horror for me. I'm stopping now- I think I'd better...
The toad was very interesting. That was the first time I've ever seen one. That method of breeding is very interesting. It definitely protects the offspring a lot better than other animal's breeding methods.
I made it to 2:10. I almost beat it, but after the fingers and then the girl with the holes, it just gets too freaky. Even though those images are completely photoshopped, they still weird me out. Everyone in my family except for me has this uneasiness almost to the point where they will freak out and almost throw up.
I made it to almost sixteen Seconds (00:15.5). I jerked my eyes off the screen--too much for me. Within a minute my back started to itch, and it has since spread. The itchiness is driving me up the wall.
I don't have to look at any slideshow to know that this kind of thing has bothered me my whole life. In fact, id rather not look at it. I remember as a child being freaked out by large cracks in the ground left after a puddle dried. I get the willies when seeing certain patterns and I've never known why. I get chills, my jaw clenches, sick to my stomach and I have to look away. Its a definite physical reaction...and its somewhat random as to what triggers it. I had tried to explain it to people, but found hadly anyone who had the same reaction. I never saw it as a fear though. Nevertheless, whatever it is called and whether or not people acknowledge it as real or not does not change the fact that it does exist and is a bothersome 'condition'. It's kind of nice that I'm not alone, but it would be even nicer if there was an easy fix other than avoidance.
I have had this "fear" for the longest time. I usually stay away from searching trypophobia up on the internet but after seeing a cluster of imbeded rocks on the sidewalk i wanted to know more about why things like this make me shiver, itch, and sweat. its not a fear because i rarely see things that trigger my fear. i tried to explain to people and they tried to show me various things but only specific kinds of holes make me itch. i often have dreams where my teeth are covered in holes or my eyes. not to be vulgar or sexual the feeling makes my nipples hard strangely. i get so uneasy when i see certain "holy" things i had to cover the screen of this page when reading the article knowing there would be pictures. if you truely do have trypophobia you think about holes, dream about holes, and when you see holes you feel terrible for an extended amount of time. not ordinary holes of course. i first knew i had it when it saw the urban boob legend online a while ago but last year i googled fear of holes to find the name. one thing that this article mentioned that i did not like was that trypophobia was a trend. its not, its stupid to assume so. you gain nothing from pretending to be afraid of holes. you cant catch it. you have it or you dont, but you can discover your fear after years of not knowing. secondly there is a difference between being afraid and disgusted. i can certainly say that if my skin where covered in lotus pod holes if would cut it off. no shit. that's fear. people laugh when i try to explain my fear they also try to show me pictures but i refuse to look knowing i will be traumatized for a while. when i saw the picture of the smiling girl i banged my head on the wall for half an hour. keep in mind i am 22 not a small kid. sorry about the punctuation and capitalization, or lack of, im in a hurry to get off this site.
Where to start. This is not a phobia because the aversion does not impair the subject. It is however a very real and natural reaction. Your discomfort (e.g. skin crawling, shivering, nausea, etc.) is an automatic reaction of the sympathetic nervous system known as horripilation.
Horripilation and its associated mechanisms like piloerection (goosebumps) are a legacy genetic trait that serve to protect us as a 'fight-or-flight' response to inminent threat (like hurt, wounds, infection, etc.)
This sudden onset of sympathetic nervous system responses in your body are the result of a complex process in your brain that takes place when you visually analyze flawed organic texture.
There is a region on your brain called the somatosensory cortex which, just like the other cortical regions, is in charge of performing the higher level interpreting of the nervous signals that it receives from the thalamus.
In the case of the somatosensory cortex, it is very specialized on interpreting the nervous signals that come from and go to your sensory and tactile system.
This cortical structure is so specific, that well-defined cytoarchitectonic regions deal with very specific parts of your body. Your brain has a whole area in this structure devoted to digesting the tactile data from your feet. It has another dedicated area for your ears. It even has quite larger (in comparison) areas for the tip of your fingers alone.
In essence, your brain is very good at keeping track of the where and how of every inch of surface of your body.
When you see the picture of a hand in perfectly good shape, your occipital lobe relays the visual data it gets through the ventral stream into your somatosensory cortex and you relate and evoke 'truth' that you derive from such data.
If the picture of such hand was shiny for example, you could easily relate and 'almost feel' the oily sensation in your own hand.
If the picture in question portrays the hand's skin as being very dry, you can relate and perhaps even 'feel' the scratching of the skin when you rub it.
The senses, are the 'language' of your brain. When you see a flawed texture, the way in which your brain interprets it is by formulating and reenacting all associated 'feelings' about it.
When it goes around trying to formulate holes in your tact for you to accurately digest this disturbing visual data, it overwhelms the somatosensory cortex by demanding it to portray data it can not process. The very X/Y coordinates for you to, say, 'feel' the depth of each hole, simply do not exist in your neurons' history.
The picture of the fingers display a severe burn lesion most likely inflicted by electric discharge exit wound. It is likely that the subject had an accident while handling high voltage. You can clearly see the carbonized bone at the center of each wound.
You, at this very moment, are naturally not having a similar wound. You are most likely to be able to feel the tip of your own fingers, feel their warmth, the pulse of your blood, the lush red color and the texture of your skin.
The disturbing wound picture has enough information for your visual cortex to try to 'draw' a charred bone in your somatosensory cortex so you can interpret the visual data and accurately represent the depth/distance/position information you are gazing.
People who do not experience any adverse reaction at all are simply reacting in the simplest possible way by deeming it ficticious, thus not relating, and have no horripilation reaction at all. People with a greater neural network plasticity go as far as formulate it either way, despite not being wounded, 'enacting' the actual lesion, inflicting the virtual wound, and triggering the sympathetic system's response in awe.
There is nothing you can do to avoid this reaction (and perhaps might even go as far as to congratulate yourself for having a greater density of proprioception than others). But there is something you can do to get rid of the discomfort after experiencing the horripilation.
Quite simply, just go ahead and rub your own skin. With the full surface of your hand palms, go on and rub your arms, your neck, anywhere you feel the piloerection (goosebumps).
You will notice that the eeriness is actually replaced with a satisfactory sensation of comfort, because what you're doing is you're overriding the anomalous data that your visual cortex interpreted from the flawed texture picture, with real data of the hypothetic surface when, as you rub your own skin, and find out that in fact, you do not possess such lesions.
Simple as that!
I actually remember specifically the first time that clusters of holes began to bother me - I had a dream that a butterfly landed on my hand, and although I thought it was just sitting there, it was actually laying eggs under my skin, in a circular cluster that looked exactly like wheel. In the dream, my skin began to swell, looking very much like a bacterial colony that I remember growing in a petri dish a week or so before.
I would agree that it's not a phobia, but I do have a real aversion to anything that resembles that wheel-shaped wound in my dream. And those lamprey images, MY GOD. That will haunt me for forever.
I won't be able to view the video, though. I'm already twitchy just reading some of the comments. I'm sure mine doesn't help, either!
I would say I'm trypophobic, I have been for a long time. I cannot uses or even look at sponges, lotus pods (this gets me because I do Potpourri and they often use pods... ugh),coral and skin lesions.
The last one is most detrimental to me. I physically will scratch my body until I bleed, I have self inflicted rashes on my arms and stomach and thighs where I went crazy. I try to stop my self consciously, but if I was set off recently I can't really stop. In my sleep I find my shirts and sheets are bloody from the lesions. Because looking at the lesions makes me want to scratch more I wear long sleeve clothing so I don't have too see it.
When I have the lesions on my neck it's the worst though because I have to wear turtle necks... I even do this during the summer. People think I'm crazy, maybe they are right. I know the fear is irrational, but most fears are.
Tell me this isn't affecting my day to day life again please. I'm getting married this year and I worry so much about showing my skin, so much I don't really want a wedding...
One of my earliest memories was looking at dried up mud after a rainstorm and seeing reapeating hole patterns all over. I was maybe 3 years old and I HAD to step on them so I knew the holes wouldn't exist anymore. I can remember feeling itchy and incredibly grossed out. When we learned about phobias in high school I kept wanting to find out if being afriad of "tiny hole patterns" was a phobia because I knew how it made me feel but I couldn't find anything online or otherwise. Today, I noticed on my friend's finger nail polish had air bubbles in them and I literally started dry heaving on her couch so I had to check google again to see if this was a real thing. THANK GOD for this page because nobody can understand what is wrong with me. My mother thinks its all in my head and has called me "weird" numerous times everytime I express that her sunflowers freak me the "f" out.
Everytime I look those pictures above I feel like an abnormally giant sized earth worm is trying to crawl inside my ear, centimeter by centimeter. My body feels like it has small safety pins poking inside every pore and in extreme cases I have vomitted uncontrollably. Which has happened twice. Once looking at a lamp in pier one with small tiny curved in holes, it happened instantly all over the floor, I was 19 with my boyfriend and I felt fine before hand. Yeah, try explaining to someone you're dating that you freak out everytime you see holes. SO attractive, right? The second time happened when I was 21 at a bar with my professor and friends and I casually glanced at a wall next to a dart board full of holes. Looking at something with holes makes me feel anxious and its as if someone is touching my spine without me being able to push them away. Its irritating that I have this fear and once after the bar scenario happened I even tried to expose myself with as many pictures as I could find with tiny hole patterns to shock my brain into thinking "its casual, its ordinary, stop freaking out over this, its not going to hurt you" but if anything it made it worse! Its not like a fear of dying, It not like these tiny hole patterns can hurt me, its just a FEELING of uncomfort that is so major at times it messes with my regular life. I can't eat certain things or do certain things so it does effect my day to day, so by these cercumstances I dont understand why its not recognized by any professonals.
I tried to watch that video to see how far I could truly get until I was EXTREMELY uncomfortable where I couldn't take it anymore and I stopped at 00:29.51. Incase anyone was wondering.
During a random conversation with a friend tonight I mentioned my odd discomfort at the sight of honeycombs and a young woman behind me (who I didn't know) interrupted and asked, "Did you say honeycombs??" and proceeds to tell me she experiences the same reaction when she sees clusters of holes. I was rather stunned because I've never known anyone else who reacted to this like I do: a sense of discomfort and escalating revulsion that makes my palms tingle, then itch. My hands, seemingly on their own, want to scratch out and obliterate the pattern as my anxiety increases. I mean, it really gets to me. I had never even heard of trypophobia but googled it as soon as I got home, so here I am, reading other people's symptoms that are nearly identical to my own. It's a bizarre kind of comfort to know I'm not alone in this but I gotta say, those pictures freaked me out. I scored 32 on the above test but admit I didn't watch the entire video...I was feeling a MAJOR gross-out coming on and don't want to have nightmares tonight.
I tried to watch the whole thing... most of it I was peeking through my fingers and literally screaming like a girl watching a horror movie. Around the part with the frogs being born out of the other frog (my hands are shaking just typing this) I started physically crying. I can handle blood and spiders and most every other gross thing but these images caused me to cry and shake.
I also have this irrational feeling that if I can get rid of the bumps or clusters (i.e scratching a group of tightly packed pebbles, smashing a sedimentary rock, crushing a bee's nest, etc.) it'll be better. My mom and I are both like this and I never knew anyone else who was and I decided to look it up (actually, I kinda failed at looking it up because every time I pulled up an article, there would be pictures of things that gross trypophobics out and I couldn't get through the article. I'm just glad I'm not alone and I have a word to explain to people why I'm so grossed out about little things.
This really bothers me. After I see pictures like this, it's almost hard for me to function. I just can't stop thinking about them. I think this fear comes from my phobia of having creatures that burrow under skin that would make holes like this. Just the idea of something that would make holes like that makes me want to throw up.
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38 seconds into the video my hands flew up over my mouth. I was completely grossed out by that frog that seems to have holes in its back and things jumping out of it!! AAHHHHH! (what was that thing??!!!) I have had this fear for a long time and my sister and mom have it too. That image at the end of the girl with the holes in her arms and legs also really got me too. Made me feel sick!! (I don't really feel itchy.) I have been trying to explain this fear for my whole life...finally someone who is attempting to recognize it!
Where do I start! Yes this IS a real phobia. I myself have it. Ever since I was little. When I saw something with clusters of dots OR holes my spine would tingle and I would twitch. My mom always asked if I was OK. I always felt itchy and tingly. So YES this IS a real phobia. When I saw swiss chesse or even just some dots on a pic I would shut it off instantly. The picture of the flower really got me going. With the frogs being born I got goosbumps and screeched. Ahh.. Yea I have severe trypophobia :\
It doesn't make me itch, persay, but I have gotten the heeby-jeebies ever since I was little from those little hole-shell things on the rocks at the coast, and holes in things always freak me out..... WHAT THE HECK WAS WITH THAT FINGER!? I didn't have TIME to look at my time, I was too busy getting the heck away from that picture!!!!!!!
The holes in the fingers is worst! Urrrggghhh!
I actually have a similar story as Adrea on the comments. But my dream was yeast being put in my pores. Causing them to expand. Ever since then the holes make my skin crawl.
I actually saw a Bison scientist had carved a hole into so they could reach in and check what it was eating and that has been bugging for two days now. I had to do some research as to why. Glad i came across this page.
I had actually come to the conclusion last night, well I tried to lose the image, so I could sleep. That it must be a response to what I am seeing as an abnormality. In fact if I was in a primitive setting I would literally attack a stranger or creature with marks resembling the holes. Because of the rage it creates in me, due to the extreme discomfort it causes. Granted I would definitely refer to my personality not as violent but very protective of my loved ones. So maybe its my more domineering/protective nature causing it to manifest that way.
For me, only certain hole or bubble patterns seem to bother me. Sponges have no effect on me The lotus is only mildly gross. The chocolate looks nasty and dirty. The toads were impossible for me to look at as were the worms coming from the stomach. It's a feeling of revulsion and nausea.
I have worse problems with clusters of fish eggs. Caviar and sushi rolls sprinkled with eggs are completely out of the question. We had to study crawfish and the way they carry their eggs around on their body in school. I fought a gag reflex the entire time and was unable to look at them. Spider eyes, baby spiders that have hatched from the egg sack...all send me into heebie jeebie mode.
My actual intense fear lies in looking down into holes like wells or crevasses in the earth. If it's lit so that I can see the bottom, this reduces my reaction slightly. Once in a Ripley's Believe It or Not museum there was an exhibit set of a well. My mother was looking in the well and called me over because it was "cool". Not really thinking about it because we were indoors, I leaned over and looked. Through the use of mirrors, they had mimicked a deep well with a woman's face at the bottom looking up at you. (she'd apparently fallen in and given birth in the real one). Immediately, upon seeing her face I stopped breathing, tears rolled down my face, and my knuckles went white clinching the rail. My mother had to forcibly remove me from the area. I was paralyzed in fear.
I've never met anyone else with this fear. I'm 42.
Sorry, but I'm a believer. Every time I see something similar to these pictures, I get a very uneasy feeling all over and for some strange reason my left arm breaks out in goosebumps. Strange, I know. Not sure why this happens, but it's a very strange feeling, and one I don't like at all. There is no nausea or fear that I notice, just a strange feeling. Just that the deeper the holes appear, the worse the feeling gets.
I'm 47 years old and have noticed this for years, but never knew why it happened...a phobia would definitely explain it, but why it exists in the first place is beyond me. I had a very severe case of chicken pox as a child, but no memories of that that I am aware of; was hyperactive as a child too.
I'm a believer too. I've always had this uncomfortable feeling every time I looked at things like that. But it's not only holes, it's every thing that is not "regular". For an example, the one time Homer got "crusty eyes" on the Simpsons. It's been almost 5-6 years since I've watched that but the image still haunts me...One time I saw little crusts on the painting of my window and I just HAD to scratch it with my finger until it was out. I literally cut my finger (and it bled a *lot*) doing this, because of how uncomfortable I was.
When I see a lot of ants together I get very uneasy too. I just want to crush all of them lol. Or I see "rusts" (and they have holes and crusts) and I get all grossed out. And I'm like that since I was a kid (I'm 20). Sometimes I think about these images (some of them I make up in my mind lol) accidentally and it's just so...ugh. Knowing this is so popular, I'm surprised it's not a "thing" yet.
I had an allergic reaction, and my skin started to swell. The swelling was so bad, I could see each individual pore on my leg and I freaked out. Since then, I have not been able to look at clusters of holes without getting the heebie-jeebies.” Just. Gross.www.thaicartrick.com
So, so pleased to find others like me (I'm not n Facebook so have not come across this before). I've had this reaction to clusters of holes, rashes, non-regular spots etc. since I was a child (I'm 63) - most people think I'm bonkers if I mention it. What prompted me to look it up and see if it was real was the fact that my daughter's dog scratched several small holes in our study carpet, and I can't get them out of my mind now. They kept me awake last night, and I had to buy a small rug this morning to hide them. But I know they are still there! I've saw the toad years ago on a nature prog. and it comes into my mind from time to time. I do a lot of sewing, and if I see a fabric with irregular spots in a shop I have to sit down or I'd pass out. I usually put this irrationality (I have no other phobias - I don't mind any kind of wildlife, flying, etc. etc) down to an incident in my childhood in the 50s. Then, many houses had damp walls, ours included. My parents had decorated my room with a pink wallpaper with white spots, totally regular and very pretty. One day, I pulled out a doll's cot that had been standing against the wall for some time, and was confronted with huge, irregular black and green spots of damp over the pretty wallpaper. Maybe people could think back hard to see if there are any such incidents in their lives that could have triggered this. It sometimes helps in confronting it, as you can think well, that was then, this is now. Anything that helps!
I couldn't even watch the video or look at the photos. I had to scroll past it as fast as I could just because I was already having anxiety for the fact that I knew it was there! My skin crawls, my hair stands up on my neck and arms and I just get so sick to my stomach. I have had to step out and get air from various situations because I saw such pores or holes. The first time I ever noticed that I had this reaction was when I saw the mom toad with the baby tadpoles come out of her back in a class video. I just felt is overwhelming surge of disgust and I wanted to cry. As I'm typing this, I'm totally shaking from just being so grossed out. For a very long time, I thought this fear wasn't real since I never heard of anyone having it. I'm OCD-ish and tend to be over-sensitive to certain sights (I cannot watch a scary movie not matter how ridiculous it is) so I dismissed it as my over-reactive nature. I fear heights but that's only when I'm on a balcony that is very high up. Other than that, I love animals and have owned reptiles and various creatures. I don't have this problem when I see patterned polka-dots or any such similarities. I'm glad that many folks have the same issue and I'm not alone!
This is absolutely a real phobia. This wasn't an "I heard of it and think I may have it" type of deal. I had no idea anyone was experiencing anything like this. Frankly I always thought it was so stupid and weird that I'd always been scared to mention it to anyone, until I decided to Google it today after a pattern on a wooden dresser I was assembling made me itch uncontrollably. I've had this my whole life. It's nothing that's going to keep me from leading a functional life, but it can definitely severely disorient me and take me totally out of it for short periods of time. It's gotten worse over the years and occasionally can have me itchy and make my skin crawl for an hour or so.
I can't believe I finally have a name for the phobia I have had for so many years! I have a very serious case of Trypophobia. I couldn't read most of what people were commenting due to the images they began to describe. I had to squint just to get past the sample pictures at the beginning of the blog. When I see or even think of these things my skin crawl and I begin to scratch myself everywhere. Sometimes I can't stop until it bleeds just so I can put something on the wound that will sting and feel like it killed whatever it was that was itching. I would have horrible nightmares of these visuals and wake up crying and even kept a piece of cold smooth metal next to me. It helped me not think of the images and helped me get out of the panic attacks my imagination would cause. I don't understand how this is not considered a serious condition. I would take medication if I knew there was something to help stop my reaction to these images and descriptions. I think the fact that I cannot live comfortably with this issue should make it a legitimate issue. It's something that I hate dealing with and don't understand to this day.
The only reason I'm here is because I was busy doing a PBF on a patient and her anemic RBC's clustered together gave me the serious creeps, up to the point where I was unable to focus on my work, hence Googling up this distraction in a bid to 'face my fears' - yet I am unable to watch the video, I just can't.
So screw all the people who dismiss this as 'paranoia', I've had this ever since I was a child and there has been no trigger - my parents do not understand what caused my innate and visceral fear towards it.
Like many, just the mere idea or thinking about 'it' gives me the serious creeps ; my stomach hurts, my back feels itchy and facing them daily in my line of work is a serious challenge - if I didn't love medicine so much, this might have been reason enough to quit.
Just wanted to get this out there.
I just finished my comment and hit an unknown button on my keyboard and I lost it. I apologise if I repeat myself. I am so glad I am not alone in this irrational irritation at circle clusters and certain circles. That one of the breast with holes and worms coming out, made me cry, and creeped me out big time. I don't like dried out puddle patterns either. I did not look at the video. I will never look at it. When there is a full moon, I get creeped out. I feel like it is following me. I can't look at swiss cheese, but I can eat it. Polka dot patterns don't bother me too much. This doesn't affect my life, but I always wondered in I was the only one. My friends and family think its weird, and they tease me sometimes, but that's ok. I can take the teasing, cause it is weird. I don't get itchy, but I get this uncomfortable feeling that I really can't explain, just a sense of uneasiness. It passes pretty quickly if I don't dwell on it. I do suffer from sleep paralysis and arachnaphobia though. I guess I could be worse off. Feels good knowing it is not that uncommon. Yay.
The term 'clusters of small holes' or even just 'cluster' makes my skin itch allover and my stomache turn. Unfortunately I have a very strong imagination and visual memory.. I never knew this was a 'thing'. Anyone know where it comes from other then with some ppl who have an asociative trauma??