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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:18:12 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

bpkzs-3388422436@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

I have a nice flat (with a hot tub)

Hi your advert on Craigslist sounds great. I have a nice flat in Russell Square - it has a jacuzzi and sauna downstairs.

My body picture is attached. Can you send me some pictures please?

I'm only available in the day times - including today.

Nicholas xx

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:24:55 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

zvtdr-3422328699@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

I follow through

I like arsehole.

I'm hot and well endowed.

Available today.

Picture attached.

PS I have a jacuzzi and private sauna in my building, if you're interested...

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:25:56 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

vsmfg-3416983846@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

I like young girls, how thick are you?

I like young girls.

I'm hot and well endowed.

Available today.

Picture attached.

PS I have a jacuzzi and private sauna in my building, if you're interested...

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:26:30 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

s277c-3422291440@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

My dick is huge and white

I am very well endowed - 9" uncut.

I'm hot, good looking and in shape.

Available today.

Picture attached.

PS I have a jacuzzi and private sauna in my building, if you're interested...

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:27:35 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

7rht9-3422235269@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

Penis size is 9"

I am very well endowed - I have a 9" uncircumcised penis.

I'm also very good looking and in shape. I'm good in bed.

Available today.

Picture attached.

PS I have a jacuzzi and private sauna in my building, if you're interested...

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 11:29:30 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

jx6hw-3420032121@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

I'm 9" is that ok for your wife?

I have a large 9" white uncut penis. Would your wife be able to take that?.

I'm also good looking, patient and skilled.

Available today.

Cock picture attached.

PS I have a jacuzzi and private sauna in my building, if you're interested...

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 12:16:18 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

58v8w-3407128100@pers.craigslist.org

Subject:

Threesome

Hi your advert on Craigslist sounds great. I have a nice flat in Russell Square - it has a jacuzzi and sauna downstairs. I'm a bisexual male so up for a true threesome. I can be dominant.

I have a 9" uncircumcised dick.

My body picture is attached. Can you send me some pictures please?

I'm only available in the day times - including today.

Nicholas xx

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 12:37:55 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

xxnattzxx@gmail.com

Subject:

Hi Nat

Hi Natalie. I have big feet ;) ;)

Are you working today (Tues)? Let me know.

Nicholas xx

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Date:

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 12:41:00 +0000 (GMT)

From:

Nicholas Smith <pretguard1-jb@yahoo.co.uk>

To:

centralchelsea@yahoo.co.uk

Subject:

Outcall in Russell Sq

Would you do a half-hour outcall in Russell Square? We can go to the sauna in my building. Oral only maybe?

Let me know your thoughts Chelsea.

xxx

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Craigslist (anti-)Climax
2011-11-14 12:31:48

After lying on the hotel bed for what seemed like a small eternity, there was a knock at the door.

The knock was the end of a torment which had lasted 24 hours. The day before, I posted an ad on Craigslist’s “casual encounters” section, quite a cocky ad actually, looking for no-strings sex, and hopefully sexual satisfaction. This isn’t the first time I’ve done this, and it’s not the first time I’d met somebody for sex through this process. But it’s been a while, and I was quite nervous. The fact that the woman was ten years older than me added pressure too! I’m sexually confident, but I was almost biting my nails worrying about satisfying this woman and living up to my ad and very explicit emails...

The idea that she could be a crazy serial killer had also crossed my mind.

I “confidently” opened the door to be greeted by a mildly attractive, well-dressed Scottish blonde. Her appearance was just as it was in the photos she sent me by email, so I wasn’t particularly disappointed. I invited her in and poured her a glass of wine. We made a bit of small talk about the strange process which brought us both together in this random hotel room. She seemed a little uncomfortable jumping straight into the sex we described in our email exchange, so we talked for a while over the wine she asked me to have brought to the room. It wasn’t bad conversation actually!

Eventually I gave her the massage she had been hinting about, and slowly but surely we ended up naked and intertwined... The sex was okay, nothing mind-blowing, but certainly not bad. We were both satisfied as far as I could tell and then we cleaned up and chatted a bit more. As we lay on the bed, naked, talking about life, I couldn’t help but feel completely empty and unsatisfied with the whole experience. I may have mentioned in other posts that the sex which an addict almost constantly strives for, is often unsatisfactory. Well this time was no different.

As a self-described sex addict, and somebody who has obsessive compulsive desires to shag my way to happiness, occasions like this are becoming more regular, and slightly worrying. It used to be the case that I would have my fix of casual sex and not think about it again for weeks, or even more than a month. Nowadays the gaps are getting shorter and shorter. The sexual fix sometimes lasts hours, and sometimes it doesn’t appear at all.

Will I ever be satisfied? Have I turned sex into a meaningless exchange that I’ll only ever experience with strangers? Perhaps what I need is a real, meaningful connection with somebody real – there’s a hot date coming up this weekend, and I’m thankful that I won’t have to shave my balls for this one...