For me it seems the internet bulletin boards are not the chief reason. You have selected a difficult way, so you must accept some degree of sacrifice and risk. You should not forget that people tend to get tired easily. Keep changing if your purpose is a short-term benefit, but I would like you to be stubborn for a long-term benefit, even though you can not find yourself being accepted by the people during you're alive.
Even for a long-term benefit, though I can not find myself being accepted by the people during my alive, I still have to pay a high rent for room and eat for living.
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