3 things I hate, ordered in no actual order.
1. Selective Sympathy(You're not alone, Shadow0b!)
This has gotta be one heck of a pet peeve. Why do some people get more sympathy than others? We all need a good dose of help for our problems. I'm not religious, but I believe "We are all equal under the eyes of God," just cut out the part about God. So why? Here is an example. There are two people at my school, a girl with cancer of the blood, and a boy who can't walk and has a possible brain tumour that makes him cross-eyed sometimes. I don't know what the big deal is, but the boy gets ostracized, but everyone cares about the girl. Now, I care for them equally, but I can't stand it when people treat someone like a disease. Doesn't the boy need some friends too? But anyone who befriends him gets hated on. Why, damn it, why?
Another example is me, and the rest of the social outcasts. Some time ago, someone started a particularly vicious rumour about me. And guess what? My friends believed it! So my most trusted friend, was all like, "Quit stalking me!" and I'm like "So how much time do I spend with you, and how much time not?" and she says, "Half." Well, I told her I spend all my lunch and recess alone, but class time with her, and she's still.... ARGH! On Facebook, my other friend was trying to male me guess who did it. Now, I find that disrespectful to myself, and to the people I suspect. So I said no. Then she started flaming me and all, and I just continued to backlash her but you should never underestimate stupidity- She won. I got a message the next day from somebody saying, "I'm not talking to you. Forever!" So I go back to school, and whoop da flippin' do, "It's your fault."
Okay, so a few months ago, with the mental strain of **** and all, and because I mature mentally far beyond my age for some reason, I became pretty orientation confused. I talked to people about it because I was nervous about being bullied, and they said "Tell your friends. If they're your real friends, they'll accept you." I did what I was told. Weeks later, I was clear about my orientation. I'm straight. But by that time the rumour had spread, and it even reached the kids of the younger grade. No one felt sorry for me, since people said "It's your fault," and all. To stop cyberbullying, I shut down my Facebook. Then my Youtube, Google and Hotmail. dA is the only internet account I have left, and I'll have to shut it down sooner or later.
And now, let's go to one of the people who I liked a lot, Shadow0b. A perfect victim of selective sympathy. She has a pituitary tumour, which is benign, but still causes problems for her. Now, a benign tumour can be just as bad as a malignant one. It can cause enough pain to. First, let's see what's the definition fo benign and malignant.
A benign tumour stays in one place, and can't spread to other parts of the body. HOWEVER, it can cause symptoms just as bad as cancer, and like any tumour it can swell up and worsen symptoms.
A malignant tumour can break off to other parts of the body. It's often associated with more adverse affects, but that isn't true. Benign or malignant, it doesn't matter, they can cause the same pain.
For Shadow0b, from those many books I read I remember a pituitary tumour affects hormones. So when it's a certain time of the month, it's hard for her because..... Girl problems.  Her weight can also shift, and she can suffer form fatigue, dizzy spells, weakness, and irregular girl stuff. I'm blanking some stuff out because people from my class may read this. Her pain isn't any less real. Yet, some people say "shut up attention *****" instead of giving her the real support she needs. Shadow0b, if you're reading this, this paragraph and and the first paragraph is aimed for awareness, and for you. You're over 18, right? Okay, so single, no friends, ass of a mother who has trapped you, that's pretty terrible. Girl, please, if you're 18 you should have the rights of an adult. You need to get help. If your mother refuses it, then call the police. And, smile. If you're getting bullied, people are trying to kill you form the inside. If you're happy, they'll be irritated. May not seem a good idea for them to be irritated at first, but in the end it's amusing. Secretly laugh at heartless people and think how much of a unique person you are.
2. Discrimination
ESPECIALLY against the LGBT community. You know the girl who told me to quit slaking her? Well, actually I forgive her. I think she must've been under some kind of pressure to believe such a rumour. Because she doesn't like seeing people discriminated. For the sake of easiness without mentioning a real name, I'll code her as Awesome Girl. Awesome Girl has a friend, which I'll call Girl A. Girl A has a brother who is part of the LGBT community, and I'll call him Boy A. One day, Boy A was talking to Awesome Girls' older sister, and somebody pushed him in front of a bus and.... It wasn't very pretty. Awesome Girl heard of it, and came to school in tears. I don't know HOW she managed to sing in the school choir that day. Anyways, I learnt Boy A is in Year 12, and he's 19 because he had to repeat a year. Not because he didn't pass tests and all, but because he was brave enough to come out as LGBT and then had to repeat a year to learn "Being LGBT is wrong!" Now that is what gets me all the time I think about it. Why are people discriminated because they're a bit different? Boy A was brave enough to be in a relationship with another boy, and I could've sworn he was even proud to be different. He needs respect, and he most certainly did not deserve to die! How many people have you seen who have the courage to be different? You know, I'm a soft atheist so I have nothing against Christians, I actually respect them because once one of them said to me after some selective sympathy shiz happened, "We're all equal under the eyes of God." Yes, in the first paragraph that's where I got that quote from. But some Christians can be slightly hypocritical. "We're all equal under the eyes of God," then when they meet an LGBT person, they say "Burn in hell!" Somebody at my tutor actually said that to me once. I hope this doesn't offend anyone.
Rest in peace, Boy A, and may you find resort if there is an afterlife or a reincarnation, or a heaven. Heaven will be the best choice.
3. Child Abuse
OH GOD HOW I HATE THIS.
Okay, this is one of the WORST things ever. I'm against child abuse, because my first friend ever, was abused. She was 4 years old. Neglected, dumped on the streets and left to die, until an old lady took her in. There I met her at my preschool, she was so kind and energetic. But the old lady couldn't afford to keep her, and she was adopted by a young couple. Now, I've met her, and her parents aren't nice. My friend still beard the scars of her childhood. Imagine it. Unloved, then a stranger takes you in and you start to see a hope spot, then put up for adoption. You wait so many years, and when you meet your oldest friend, your parents are all like "No. No friends." Come one. Of course she loves her parents, but her scars still restrict her. She has a tinge of resentment.
But hell, I hate my parents. If she met me, she would be mad for not appreciating it. I guess it's just that way.
Anyways, NO CHILD should deserve to grow up lonely and neglected like that. NO CHILD. So why? Why does this happen? The only way to stop it is by awareness. I'd dedicate my life to helping abused children.
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Also guys, I can't use MMD anymore. Because my computer detected a virus in something I downloaded, and the whole file's corrupted! I can't use Meta because it crashes my computer, and Audacity has a virus too. NUUUUUU! Also, I downloaded and played Slender and Yume Nikki and got busted, so now I have to delete my games too! OTL.
Anyways, I saw one picture that has inspired me to make something. [link]
When I do get a new account and return to MMD, I'll probably would've forgotten all my skills. When I do come back, I'll start on a high school drama thing! Just more serious. It'll be dedicated to a lot of people. Humour to Kaedex503, drama for chocolato-chan, and darkness for Shadow0b, and the overall thing for my relatives, and one of my best watchers, TheSSSTeam. See ya later guys!
~KK

Hello guys, so, remember 1-2 journals ago I said I might close this account if people find I have dA and have cyberbully me. Well, back in my Facebook days, I was all like "Hey check it, I modeled a head!" or "Wanna see something I made?" and I'd give them links. There is one person here that used to be a close friend from Year 4, and she's ~Sabrina-Nyaa. That's the only person I'm gonna trust with my dA account. I gave other people links to me, so if they come, I'll have to close my account. They probably won't comment here since most won't get an account, but mention it at school.
Pfft, don't worry, I'll be staying here.
Ack the weather has been cold here. I just washed some rice for my Asian style dinner(proud Asian lol, but not like the ProudtobeAsian dude on Youtube.), and the water nearly killed my hands. It was just so COLD. With all this cyberbullying drama and these rumours going 'round school, this weather isn't helping my mood.
Also, I have relatives from France! They stayed here yesterday, then moved to my other relative's house. Next week more French relatives are coming! I'll welcome them with an animation in MMD.
Today was also the school book fair! I only got one book, six dollars, an encyclopedia of world history. Watching Hetalia didn't teach me anything, but it got me into history.... That reminds me, we're studying government this term. I'm prepared, since I have this HUGE book about political and social studies that my bro used to own. I tell you, it's HUGE. But I'm KK, so I can whip through that in a few days.
I was just thinking again, that someone said "everyone has the ability to become famous." But not everyone is expected to be. So I guess that makes everyone a Chekhov's gunboy/girl, as they can be the unexpected person who becomes famous. Just me and my weirdness again.
Oops, got a bit off track. So, if I deactivate this account and come back, I won't call every single watcher to watch me. Because some don't bother to  pay attention to anything I make. So, if I mention you, please watch me when I get a new account.

You are one of my first watchers. You actually pay attention to stuff I make, as I do to yours. Thanks for your advice on my last journals! You've been a great help. You use traditional media? SISFIST!

Thanks for all the support! I really appreciate it. And also, you're my idol in MMD and 3D stuff. Animating's your passion? SWEET MAN! I'm a fan of your Romano's Mansion series. I'd draw fanart for it, nut sadly I fail at digital art OTL.

I just love how our talks go on for months LOL. Your art is pretty good, and you were very supportive of my project. Your MMD edits are awesome, and I'd recommend anyone to check out your gallery. What the hell! I'll just leave a link at the end of this.
Continuing on, I've shut down my Facebook, Youtube, Hotmail, Google and Blogger.
Now that I don't have Youtube...... What should I do? Meh. Kidzbop? LOL.
Heh, but I might consider that.
Anyways, last time I was typng my reactions to horror games. Well, you know how I wasn't allowed to play Slender? I DOWNLOADED IT ANYWAY. Let's just say if you were next to me when I was playing it, you would've gone deaf.
I'll make my decision whether to keep this account or deactivate it later, in the next journal. Anyways, I need to have my Asian style dinner. BYE BYE YOU LITTLE MAGGOTS!
~KK

To lighten me up, I was hunting for games again, and I came across something called "Slender." Apparently, it deals with Slenderman. I heard PewDiePie did something with it, and as a PewDie fan, I searched and watched it. I wanted to get the game, but unfortunately, I can't download games that are too scary. I just love games like this, when you don't know what's gonna happen. I might do a "Let's play" one day. So I might practice it right now. In text.  Anyways.... My reaction when playing.....
Yume Nikki
*sees KyuKyuKun* Okay.....
*goes through door* OMAIMADAF*KINGOD JUST WHAT!!!! *hyperventilates* FACE out of nowhere....
Umn... Hello, five armed girl. I believe they called her Monoko? I can't find Monoe though..... And oh god she's going closer, and back, and closer, and.... Monoko, I know you want to show off your talents but that's creepy.
Hello, Masada. Umn.... Your eyes.... You might want to get that checked. Hypertropia much?
AAAAAAARRRGH WHY DID IT HAPPEN SO EARLY!!!! *hyperventilates, and stares at screen* UboaaaaAAAAAAあああああああ!!!!!!
Ending: *sad look* Why am I so sad? I mean, I never got any info about Madotsuki, never knew her, but I know I didn't want her to die.
Ib
What the- Little girl, did yo' parents take you to school? I mean, apparently she can't read half the words here...
The Lady in Red... should I go up to it? Or not? I'll go up and ZOMG CRAZY BIATCHES COME OUT ATTACK ME NUU GO AWAY!
Ooh, so, Garry? Oh, he's kinda attractive. Finally someone who won't chase and murder me.
Slender(watching PewDie play.)
When creepy music plays: Umn....... Meep. 0.0 *eats popcorn shakingly*
Everytime Slender appeared: AAAARRRGH OMG OMG OMG OMG RUN PEWDIE RUN!
So umn, that's basically it. I am a sucker for dark games. =.=
~KK

To the world of midnight..."
Oh god, anyways, I've been depressed lately guys. I mean it, really depressed. So, here goes.
Since I'm going to another school next year, I wanted to make this last year the best year yet. Well, it got totally ruined. Someone made a rumour, questioning my orientation. I first heard it from my friends last Friday. I shrugged it off, thinking it was some sort of one off thing, until someone questioned me of it. I was deeply hurt, and told my teacher. Now, this has happened to me so many times, like in year 1, how people said I had a crush on a boy. I played along like it, and well..... Bad move. Of course more stuff happened and even my own cousin belittled me of a rumour once, so I lose trust easily.
I cried for a long time after I got home, so I could barely speak the next day. I didn't really want to speak anyway. So anyways, recently some people said some kids from the lower grade started this thing up, but I didn't trust anybody.
On Facebook, one of my friends tried to coerce me to guess who started it. I found it disrespectful, and to one degree, offensive. She then went on a full out rant going "You're a fat b***ch, liar, I'm not talking to you." I don't know what she did, but now all my friends hate me for "being rude." As If I thought people couldn't get more stupid.
I closed my Facebook account after that. I got cyberbullied before that anyway, with this dude sending me rude messages and harassing me. I blocked him. Before anyone else can track me down and ask about rumours, I closed my Youtube, Hotmail, and Google. If my friends find me on dA, I'll have to deactivate this account.
I've been so depressed and sad lately, I'm even turning to people I don't even know for advice. I just feel... so.... bleh.
Perfectionist complex, overdependent girl whose alone, bullied, harassed, stressed, here. I feel terrible. I'm considering backing out of school Talent quest, deactivating dA and giving up MikuMikuDance. But if I do deactivate, I know that I'll be back. I'll come to all of you watchers and ask you to watch me again. Now I'll draw on dA Muro in a sad attempt to lift my mood.
"There no one can see me cry,
The tears of my lonely soul,
I'll find peace of mind,
In the dark and cold world of midnight...."
And so, let the Black Lagoon marathon commence.
Along with the Olympics. Hey, I know! That might lighten my mood!
~KK

(These journals are starting to be habit..... I enjoy doing stuff like journalism, which includes blogging.)
Has anyone known I got a Youtube account? Kaedex503 will know, I comment on her vids. Anyways, I feel guilty about having it so young, so I'll be shutting it down. I'll be takin' off my blog and my Google account as well so..... Say sayonara to that. Also, anyone realise I have a bad habit of making these blogs at like, 9 or 10? Australian time? LOL XD. Oh well.... I got off subject. I'll shut down those accounts later, it's so late.
MEEEEEPEP! Homework, umn...... Oh god hell no. Forgot to do it. 0.0 Umn...... well tomorrow's the last day to finish it, but I still have some time to do it soooooo....
See ya guys!
~KK

^What? I don't know what to name this.
Hello, watchers, KK is back! Also Kaedex503, look at the end of this entry. So today I finished the last of my math homework, without the help of Mr. Calculator, like a boss. I went on a chocolate binge, and spent the whole time playing games on meh laptop. So, why don't I review some of them? Still have some rants bottled up, so I thought some review will help me cool off.
Loved- Alexander Ocias
This game was vaguely sinister and particularly unsettling. The black and white design is well done. Even though there is no audio of the "voice" that guides you when you play, still has emotion. I didn't trust it the first time, so I disobeyed it, and watched the platform slowly become corrupted. The voice berated me for it, and the corrupted platform freaked me out for some reason, and made it difficult to play. At the end, the voice sounded sad, so I went and clicked "close." The ending..... Go and play it yourself. The game is very atmospheric. I heard some comments saying it was about an abusive relationship. Seems fitting, The voice in the game creeped me out, I played it again and obeyed it, and made it safely through. At the beginning, it changes your gender. It tells you to fall in a pit of spikes. When you ask for it to teach you how to play, it says "You do not deserve it," followed by "You don't control anything." Yet, at the end it sounds more loving. When it asks are you excited or frightened, if you reply frightened, it sounds pleased.
Much like an abusive relationship, the abuser forces and traps the victim by fear.
When I disobeyed the voice's orders, at the end it says "Why do you hate me?" If I clicked go, I was set free. If you play the game and obey the voice, you get to the end with a prize. Personally, I don't think that's good. An abuser leads victims in a vicious cycle, being cruel to them, intimidating them to never tell of the abuse, then being kind to them to win trust, only to break the victim down again. "You don't control anything," that is totally fitting. If you disobey the voice's orders, despite it saying things like "how disappointing," or "ugly creature." at the end you get to get out of there. Only if you press "go." It sounded sad so I clicked the other option. The whole game is vague and left to interpretation.
Yume Nikki/Dream Diary- KIKIYAMA
Oh god this game scared me. Generally, this is one of the games I've been most engrossed in. You wander through a girl's disturbing and dark dreams, with scares and surprises.
So... I'm guessing most people of Yume Nikki know of Uboa. I lost patience the first time, so I quit turning the light switch. But when I made it back, I encountered it in like, less that 10 tries. I wasn't expecting it so early, so you bet I screamed.
While playing Yume Nikki, I kept on thinking "Why? What made Madotsuki dream this? What pains her?" The answers were up to me to make, so the rest is my interpretation.  
Madotsuki is bullied and ostracized. I mean, why else is she a hikkikomori? A person with no friends has no reason to go out. She can't go to school, as she's scared of what'll happen. Her eyes are closed as she doesn't want to see the world anymore.
There are heaps of ghosts in the story. At one point, you come across some creatures in one of the worlds, and when you interact with them, a ghost like image of it follows Madotsuki. And in the dark world, there's that following one eyed ghost. I don't think all these ghosts are different people, but I think that they are all the same people. Her parents? Friends? It's someone close to Madotsuki that has died and their demise has tormented Madotsuki.
Monoe, when you go up to her she vanishes. I think all people in the monochrome areas are people Madotsuki don't know well, but still have a faint friendly relationship with. Monoe is the exception, she used to be Madotsuki's friend, but eventually moved away from her.
Monoko, I don't think she's related to Monoe. But that doesn't really matter in my headcanon. Monoko was one of Madotsuki's friends, but died when run over by a car, as she turns into her "true form" with the stoplight effect. I think she was horribly hurt when she's run over by a car, and Madotsuki witnessed her death, and she haunted her dreams.
Poniko is Madotsuki's best friend, and is very dear to her. While Poniko still wants to be with Madotsuki, there is someone else trying to "take" Poniko from Madotsuki. That person is represented by Uboa. Uboa is probably one of the people who harass Madotsuki. There is nothing Poniko can do, thus why she doesn't do anything when you go up to her.
The toriningen are the "popular girls" at Madotsuki's school.  The normal toriningen generally don't do anything. When Madotsuki stabs them, that represents she's trying to be friends with them. This makes the toriningen reveal their true demeanor, as cruel and ostracizing. The toriningen who are already insane are bullies.
Masada is Madotsuki's piano teacher, who is kind to kids and has a close bond to Madotsuki. He's in a spaceship because when Madotsuki is with him, she feels that she can let go of all her troubles, like going to another world.
Mars-san is another social outcasts that trusts Masada due to his kindness. While neither friend or enemy, Madotsuki has talked to him/her some time.
All the NPCs are people at Madotsuki's school. The knife represents Madotsuki trying to be friends with them, but when she does stab NPCs, they die(duh.) In real life, Madotsuki tries to make friends but people run from her because she's unpopular, but for her, she feels she's being to aggresive. So Madotsuki waits for them to be friends with her. Nobody comes, so she stays in her room and gives up.
Madotsuki's dreams don't have a character that are vaguely like a parent figure, so she has little attachment to her parents. Or maybe she once did, but gave it all up when she became a hikkikomori.
(SPOILER) Madotsuki, wasting her life away, is lonely and broken. She turns to her last resort, goes to her balcony, and jumps.
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What do you think? If you want to play these games, Google is a good friend. I enjoyed them very much, I'm thinking of playing Ib next! that reminds me! I finished reading Across the Nightingale Floor! And Kichiku Megane! Oh well, I'll review that another time. All I can say is that Saeki Katsuya is THE hottest anime dude.
'Till later! >.<
~KK

Hi guys! I'm back on dA! Who here's glad I'm back?(Even though most don't even give a damn 'bout me.) So.... I'll just do some rants, then start on my Slice of Life profiles. Also..... I am modeling something for my project, look in my scrapbook.  Whoever guesses correctly gets a cookie. Here is something that'll help you get the hints. [link] She is female, and she has an older brother. She is quiet, serious, and by many men, beautiful, to the extent of becoming a possible love interest for another male character. Also, that male character is steadfast and more than often, emotionless. Come one, that's heaps of hints. Figure it out yourself. I'll give you a special gift, first one to get the answer.
So for talent quest, I was stuck with singing for Apology by Alesana, the acoustic version ([link]) or Broken Glass Syndrome by Halifax ([link]), she said Apology by Alesana. She said it sounded nicer. I agree, Broken Glass Syndrome is more in my range but I have to strain my voice for the long notes suddenly, and when I sing it, I end up stretching it too far or running out of breath. Apology was easier to time and practice. With my finished but violent PV for Broken Glass Syndrome and the help of Windows Movie Maker, I'm gonna start animating. I've got most of my work cut out for me. I'll post the PV for Apology in months, after the Talent Quest's over. Maybe I'll post a version 1, then make a version 2. As for Broken Glass Syndrome, I'll post the PV one day. With my models of course, so expect it in years even. (Beginner mode modeler LOL) I'll save the motions first. Then get to Meta to make stuff.
Without the help of Mr.Calculator, I finished my math homework just in time! Just one more page that'll take five minutes. LOL, why can't I do it after I brush my teeth? Then I have tomorrow free. It's getting late, so I'll make another entry.
'Till later watchers and random peeps I don't know!
~KK

Okay, I know I said that I was gonna upload some new stuff but, I'm not. I'm leaving. Calm down, I'm just takin' a break for a week. Okay, why am I taking a break?
First, I'm sick.
Second, I was supposed to finish my tutoring homework but I spent the two week holiday procrastinating, so now if I don't get it done by the 28/7/12 I'm doomed.
Third, the MMD drama. It's unbearable. From what I've learned from :devKaedes503: if I continue talking the drama'll just get worse, so I won't talk much about it.
I hope you guys can understand. By the time the week goes by, I'll come back with awesome new stuff. :3
On a lighter note, guess what? ROCO RELEASED HIS 4/7 MODEL. Pfft, hell yeah! I just got the download. I can't give out the password, sorry, but if your translator isn't working I'll explain the hint. So now I'm animating for the school Talent Quest, and practicing my horrible singing skills. LOL I was originally gonna sing Broken Glass Syndrome by Halifax, but then I heard the song Apology by Alesana. I'll sing that, but the acoustic version, I can't do screamo singing. >_< If I did, my voice'll hurt more than 5 hours of straining it. But I already animated the video for Broken Glass Syndrome. But meh, I'll just delete most of the parts since the video was a tad too violent. Plus, if I did show it, I'll be breaking the rules of the model, the no violence rule and all. So I'll just keep the parts that aren't so bad, and do it like that. Edit it a little, save in HD with Windows Movie Maker since I don't have any of those pro movie editors, and I'm done. I'll give you guys a sneak peak, it's gonna be a Hetalia video with a pairing in it.
Alfred F*** JonesXAnya Braginski
OR United StatesXFem!Russia.
I find the Cold War pairing sad, because I find wars sad. Even if they don't have any violence.(Actually it did have violence, but only with the Korean War and Vietnam War.) The song Apology seems to fit them for some reason. It's sad how fans portray the pairing, with blood and psychopaths.
Dude, that could offend someone? Geez man, NONE of the Hetalia characters are psychopathic bloody murderers. Of course if murder exists with humans, why not with personified nations? BUT NONE OF THEM ARE CRAZY MAN. So I'll just continue animating my MV now. Wow, I turned the last part into a slight rant. Sorry, with the MMD drama I've just been slightly ragey, so hopefully I'll cool off after this break. Thanks for reading this journal, I won't reply to any comments for a while, or even be on dA, so...... Meh.
~KK
(P.S I freakin' LOVE Alfred's middle name. LOL)

....Needs to end. Okay, so for some reason, there's suddenly been a lot of drama in the Overseas MMD community. So, I've decided to do something about it. Are there any Japanese modelers reading this? Good, continue on. I need your help with the chaos here right now. I hope you can assist me. I hope you can understand at least most of this journal.
Overall, I feel angry. No, I'm not angry at modelers. No, I'm not angry at people who break the rules. I'm angry at the whole situation. But furthermore, I feel very sad. I believe you can express yourself, but not at the expense at someone else's art. I believe Q_Ku said something that her models aren't a tool, but are an art. So don't say that MMD models are the only tool you have to use to express how you love Hetalia.
I'll explain what's happening right now. A lot of popular MMD Hetalia models are made by Japanese modelers(which are GORGEOUS in my opinion.) The modelers aren't good at English, thus creating a language barrier, and the readmes are different. Now going on, some models have a "no love" rule or a "no shounen ai/shoujo ai" rule. Since the Overseas Hetalia fanbase has a lot of yaoi lovers, there is a slight problem. That is an understatement. There is a huge problem! A lot of huge problems! I'll go through them one by one.
1. People assume Japanese modelers are racist.
This is not true. English is my first language, and I'm learning Japanese, and it isn't easy to learn. Try learn it for yourself, it's hard. So think how hard it is for a Japanese person to learn English, a completely different language. It is very hard for Japanese modelers to deal with rule breakers who they can't communicate with properly, and furthermore a different culture. What I call shounen ai, and what someone in Japan calls shounen ai isn't the same. So, Overseas MMD users have to follow a different readme, which restricts editing and such.
2. Yaoi fans are angry since some models can't be used in yaoi and such.
Some people say "Why? These aren't the modelers characters, they're Himaruya's! Why can't we use it in yaoi? Himaruya's fine with it!" I only have two things to say.
a) You're stupid.
b) It isn't their character, but it's their models. And they put rules on it. We need to follow them no matter if we like it or not, because these wonderful people have made us a piece of art to let us use, so we must respect their wishes.
3. The English and Japanese readmes are different, and people get confused.
This ties in with the above problems, and is solved like this. Choose one readme you can fully understand and read. I believe Q_Ku also said something about romantic content, and how the reason that you did not know does not hold water. Don't worry, she's only talking about people who go by the Japanese readme to edit models, but yet use models in shounen ai despite the Japanese readme saying it is forbidden too. That is stupid in my opinion, following a readme you can't fully understand. Choose one readme that you can fully understand, and follow it. Only follow the Japanese readme if you can fully understand it. So I use the English readme, and I ignore everything I've heard about the Japanese readme. Everything about the romance rules, the free editing, everything, and just go by the English readme. I don't use MMD for shounen ai anyways, MMD was made for models to act, dance, sing, etc., not for anything obscene.(Though I will admit, I've had ideas of animating violent fight scenes in MMD. With my own models of course! I'll put it off till I actually model something and gain enough skills to make a fight scene.)
Okay, so now you know Japanese modelers aren't racist and that if you follow one readme you can fully understand, there's no confusion! But of course, you have to be able to read a readme without a translator. Now, if you can use the Japanese readme, chances are that it says things about shounen ai. This is when the culture barrier kicks in. In Japan, shounen ai covers EVERYTHING. Hugging, hand holding, etc., Outside Japan, hugging isn't a romantic gesture but more of a friendly one. We'll just have to bear with the culture barrier. There are actually some Japanese modelers on dA! Okay, this is when I'm talking to the Japanese modelers. Will you help me fix all the drama here? DeviantART is the only way I can communicate to you, and for you it's probably a good place to address the Overseas community. We can work together to settle all these disputes. Please? We can't settle it alone, because you were the one who made the models and all. Plus, I'm sure there are many Overseas users who long to talk to you and praise you. We can break the culture barrier by communicating to eachother, by learning. I mean, if I search "Japanese culture" on the internet, I only get information about festivals and customs and such, not as in social culture. We need your help. So how about it? If you ignore the rule breakers and rude people, and the trolls, I'm sure you'll find the people here are kind. You'll find it's more open than you'd probably think, but of course, the users are all different. I wish you the best.
NOTE TO MY WATCHERS: School is kicking up in a while, so my posts will be a bit less frequent. I know I said I was going to post some stuff about a story project based on my school newspaper comic, but it'll have to wait. My priorities have shifted to resolving the MMD drama, and also, I need to let out some rage and I'll be doing some rants. Some will find it amusing, some annoying. Just bear with me.
~KK

Okay, first of all I've been hitting the Creepypastas. Particularly Jeff the Killer. Anybody got any tips on how to sleep? I have insomnia, and this doesn't help.
Second, who here wants me to put up some realistic fiction? I was doing some comics for school, and it's called "A Slice of Life." I was going to put up some strips here, but my scanner hates me. Find out some more shiz at this tl;dr journal over here: [link]
If two people support it, I'll start posting it. You might also want to watch that journal carefully, I might change some stuff later. For now, I'll type out some character profiles. I want to post this stuff, but only if you guys want it. I'm just testing out some writing tips and just seeing how good I am with realistic fiction.
Third, LET'S CELEBRATE. CELEBRATE. I got into Selective, and I'm headed to Bonnyrigg. For those who aren't in Australia, Selective is special stuff for gifted and talented kids and shiz. Next year I'll be switching accounts, and I can't tell you why. I can't post much stuff on dA due to personal issues. You won't be seeing much about "A Slice of Life," just some rough outlines. Next year I'll start giving you details my new account. I'll be changing accounts in September, 2013. So yeah, bye guys. I'm hungry again, break out the chocolate! But if I have chocolate I'll go on a sugar high and that.... isn't good. Last time I went on a sugar high I got sent to the school office to calm myself. LOL XD

~KK

Anyways, obviously the 4th of July was a few days ago. That was a celebration for my relatives over in the United States, and also, Alfred F Jones' birthday is on the 4th of July, so TONS of modelers over in Japan made so many models for him. And I missed them. FFFFUUUU- When I saw them I was like 0.0 "Gasp, gasp, sob, gasp. OH GASP!!!!!!" Pretty much, I was like "YEEEAAAHHHH FINALLY ROCO! YOU RELEASED IT!" But when I went to look for the download, it was down. and I was totally like "NUUUUUUU!!!!!" I managed to nab NononoP's model though. :3 It was GORGEOUS! I've been stalkin Roco's twitter page for a while, and he's making an Alfred model. Oh when that comes out, poor Zeze's model won't be so relevant anymore. D: I can't believe I didn't get Roco's younger version of Alfred..... His models are so pretty. I'm playing with NononoP's model right now. *0* Alfred's hair is so shiny......
For those at school who have no idea what I'm talking about, because people at my school may be reading this, I'll explain. Hetalia is an anime of personified nations. Alfred F Jones represents America. Which is also why his birthday is on the 4th of July. I like calling America Alfred for some reason. I like calling the characters by their human profile names.
I missed out on so many models. *le sob* Zeze made a model of Alfred in the Independence War, Roco made a model of Alfred in his Children's Day clothes, NononoP..... I dunno what her model's supposed to be, but it's beautiful. I wonder if she'll release an Alfred model in his normal uniform..... Haha! Lol, just wanted to say this. I've been happy lately, drawing comics and gasping over making it to Selective. :3 It's time for lunch now. Lol, nice way to end a journal. Bye guys!
~KK

Anyways, I'm on the school newspaper and I'm doing comics! People say it's pretty hard to do a realistic comic for children that's interesting but..... I'M GONNA TRY. There is no protagonist in my story, just tons of people. I don't have a scanner so I can't put up my drawings..... ;_; But Let's continue on. Should I introduce you to all of the characters(I MEAN ALL OF THEM.)? And some trivia? Okay, let's go. The story takes place in Governor Philip King High School, around the Edenser suburb.
Baker Family
The Baker family has 4 people. The Baker family is of an English and Australian descent. It is a middle class family.
Reen Baker(Age 12)
Reen is the older twin of Kaleen, and a part of the main cast. He generally acts in a completely different way from his sister. Reen's hobbies are sport, mainly basketball. He shares one interest with his sister, which is music, as he is noted to play the guitar and drums. In the Talent Quest, he also joined his sister and her friends and played the drums. Reen is generally tall compared to his sister, and has dark hair, which he keeps slicked back. Compared to Kaleen, he is easy to distinguish from his twin; the only trait he shares with her is his hazel eyes. His eyes are two toned, in green and brown. He is usually seen in his school uniform or his sport uniform rather than his casual clothes. His notable features are his height, and his talent in basketball, and he's good at history. He talks with an Australian accent, though it's hard to detect.
Kaleen Baker(Age 12)
Kaleen is the younger twin of Reen, though she is more mature and can sometimes be an older sister figure to Reen. Reen depends Kaleen and borrows her materials for his own school projects, and in return helps her with her homework and music practice. Kaleen is depicted to be shorter than Reen and to have short light brown hair. Her hair is straight and she cuts her bangs straight. Later in the series, she refuses to get her hair cut and grows her hair. Her eyes are hazel and two toned. Kaleen's notable features include her intellect, as she is smart and excels in most subjects but history, which is what Reen's strength is. She draws comics for the school newspaper. She is in the "Governor's Buzz" team, or in other words the school newspaper. Kaleen talks with an English accent, which is easy to detect.
Mr and Mrs Baker never make a large appearance in the series, only once or twice. They are minor characters.

Johnson Family
The Johnson family has an unknown amount of people. Only 2 members of the family are known, though it is hinted that there are more. It is never noted, but I'll confirm it right now the Johnson family is of a British-European descent. It is a high class family.
Annabeth Johnson(Age 19)
Annabeth is the younger sister of Julian, and the possible love interest of Allain. She is quiet and serious, and is known for her looks. Annabeth is a talented seamstress, and the only (known) member of her family to have a job. She is drawn as a grown woman, often in long lilac dress. She wears an elaborate ruffled shirt and wears either an ascot are a purple ribbon with it. On cold days she wears her normal outfit, but black gloves and a navy overcoat, with her ascot/ribbon showing. Annabeth's hair is a rich brown, and is decorated with a bow at the back. Her hair doesn't quite reach her waist, but is beyond her chest. Annabeth wears glasses while reading and sewing. Like most other characters her eyes are two toned, in violet and dark blue. She has a British accent.
Julian Johnson(Age 21)
Julian is the older sibling of Annabeth. Despite being older than her by 2 years, Julian is short compared to his sister. Julian is the cheerful and carefree man, but he is easily startled. He appears to be unable to take anything seriously. He is drawn in a slightly more feminine way than you'd expect. He appears to have the appearance of a late teen rather than an adult. Julian has a noticeably short stature. His eyes are again, two toned, in light green and brown. His hair is slightly curled and light auburn. Julian's voice is quiet, and he only makes one appearance so it's unknown what accent he has. He also mentions in his first and last appearance that he and Annabeth must go to a family meeting, confirming there are more than two members of the Johnson family.

Anderson Family
The Anderson Family is the smallest out of the whole series, with only two members. It's of an unknown descent, but I think it's necessary to note Anderson is a common Australian surname but Alicia has a North America accent. It's a middle class family.
Allain Anderson(Age 20. It should be noted he was born in the same year as Annabeth, just his birthday passed already.)
Allain is a childhood friend of Julian, who he made his debut alongside and with Alicia, his sister. He's the megane boy of the whole series, and possibly the most attractive character there. (Pffffttt! What is this I don't even-) According to Julian, he's a successful businessman who lives alone with his younger sister. Not much is known about his occupation or his personal life, and the only information anyone gets is from his sister. Allain is notable for being.... a dull character. He has no expressions. His voice is monotonous. He has no emotions. But that's what makes him interesting, the way he contrasts with other characters. Allain does not spend time with his sister and neglects her, which is why Alicia hates his guts. Allain's eyes aren't made up of two colours, and are missing the highlights, exaggerating that he's a stoic. His hair is a bright blonde, which was slicked back in his initial appearance. In other appearances, it's parted to one side, In his flashbacks, he usually leaves his fringe straight. His voice is monotonous, so no one can tell what accent he has. Another notable feature is that Allain is the tallest character here.
Alicia Anderson(Age 11, she's turning 12 so she didn't skip a grade.)
Alicia is Allain's gifted sister, who despises him. Alicia's biggest hobby is playing the piano. She is also said to get good reports, which shows her intellect. Most of the other children in the story go to Governor Philip King High School and wear a blue uniform, while Alicia goes to a private school and wears a green uniform. She is in the "Musical Syndicates" at her school, or in other words a drama and musical arts club, which is also linked with her school choir. Alicia appears to have no friends, and spends most of her time with adults. Allain's constant neglect doesn't help her loneliness. Alicia is the designer of her school's newspaper, and she notes she won the contest for creating the name of it. Alicia admits she hates her brother, but later in the story it's shown she still does have attachment to her brother, when- OH WAIT. I can't tell you that, or that'll be a spoiler. She wears a short white cloak over an aqua shirt. Alicia also wears a white skirt that ends just above her knees. She sports a white headband which Allain gave on her birthday when she was younger. Alicia has light brown hair, that some can mistake her for being blonde. Consider it a dirty blonde shade. Her eyes are light green and brown(think Julian's eyes.) Some notable things are all the things I just wrote.

Reine Family
The Reine family is of an East Asian descent. It has over 5 members, and is a middle class family.
The Reine twins(Age 12)
To make this shorter, I'll cram two descriptions into one, because Claire and Blaire are identical twins. The Reine twins both have a medium shade of long brown hair, which they tie with a golden ribbon. They have golden eyes, which are only one colour, but the shadows are so sharp that they still give the effect two toned eyes do. They're both a medium height for their age.While the twins do not differ in appearance, the differences in their personality is drastic. Claire is described by her friend, Samantha as insane. She constantly pushes herself to big expectations, and meets them in the most interesting ways, While Claire would be an annoying person if she were real, if people like her didn't exist the world would be dull. Blaire is more level headed than Claire. She is quiet and shy, and generally an overcautious and nervous person. It is shown she is a easily scared, as when she first met Alicia, Alicia creeped up on her, causing her to cry out loudly. Claire and Blaire, despite such conflicting personalities enjoy each other's presence. They both have a light Australian accent.
Auntie Lindsay
Lindsay is Claire and Blaire's favourite auntie, and the youngest one. There aren't many children of the twins' age, so they often hang out with her. In her first and only appearance, her hair is dark and straight, and her eyes are like the twins, a single colour with dark shadows.

Cols Family
Samantha Cols comes from the Cols family. She confirms at least 3 members are in the family, her parents. It is of an Australian descent.
Samantha Cols(Age 13. Yes, she's older than most kids.)
Samantha is a close friend to the Reine twins. She is an ordinary girl. Samantha has brown hair, and her eyes are two toned, with light blue and green. Samantha does everything a normal girl is expected to do. She usually gets a slightly higher than average report. She seems so.... ordinary, right? Well, I use the same stuff I did with our little megane boy, Allain. She's friends with Claire, who isn't weird. She's just creative. Or insane. And thus, two sharply contrasting personalities make her interesting. It makes you think how different she is when she's so ordinary. :3

Jones Family
The Jones family is of a North American descent. It is a middle class family.
Amelia Jones(Age 15. Yes, this is a shout out to Hetalia.)
Amelia Jones is the rival and friend of Rosaria, a person she competes against in her "Athletics Carnival." Not much is known about Amelia, all we know is that she's popular(but not mean), good as sport, and is kind. She has an America accent, and has confirmed she comes form Nantucket, a city in Massachusetts.  That's a state for those who can't figure it out.
Amelia's father
It is unknown what Amelia's father looks like, as he never appears and is only mentioned once. It appears that Amelia's father has been divorced since Amelia was very young as Amelia has no memory of her mother. Amelia notes that she's scared her father will be sent to fight in Afghanistan. Also, one of Amelia's friends found him on Facebook. He has Facebook. (Lol random fact.)
Amelia's auntie
Amelia appears to have an auntie that is in hospital due to lung cancer. She is only mentioned once.

Other characters
Mr. Samuel is Reen's teacher. His class is called 7SR and is next to Kaleen's class.
Kaleen's teacher leads the class 7KT. Her name is not mentioned, but Kaleen saying "Miss is trying to scare us with publishing," confirms her gender.
Julia is Kaleen's classmate. She and Kaleen are the only people in 7KT who are in the "Governor's Buzz." It's noted she's good at cooking.
Carina is a Japanese girl in the gifted and talented class. She is quiet and intelligent. Like our megane boy, she's a stoic but not to the extent Allain is.
Ivana is a popular girl that Carina befriended. She is only mentioned once.
Kaycee, Isabelle and Ange are friends of Amelia. Amelia talks to Isabelle and Ange on her phone and often mentions Kaycee and some sort of science project. It appears Kaycee does not have a mobile phone.
Zero, Infinity and Markus are characters in a story Kaleen makes for the "Governor's Buzz" comics, called Zero times Infinity. They appear in monochrome in Kaleen's sketchbook.

Trivia
Kaleen and Reen have uncommon names, so to give them a sense of uniqueness.
Allain is a variation of the name Allan. Allain is named after someone related to me.
Alicia and Allain's relationship is a reference that me and my brother don't talk much to each other either.
There is someone I know called Aliesha. (Yes, spelled like that.) I got Alicia from her name.
The Reine twins and Annabeth's design and characters were things I made up long ago. I decided to put them to some use.
The same applies for Allain, but he had no character back then. Just a random sketch. Now that I look back on it, our megane boy looks like Alfred F Jones. Which looks like Ronald Knox. But since Kichiku Megane influenced my drawing style, he looks like Saeki Katsuya. Blonde anime dude with glasses wow, such an original design KK.
Many of the characters here have appeared in the stories I did for school.
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So what do you think? Do you want to see this story on dA? I don't have a scanner so I can't scan the comics, but why can't I write it? Come on guys, If you want to see it, comment! Send me notes on it! If I get enough support, then I'll do it. 2 people to support it will push me for it. Like ~TheSSSteam or ~chocolato-chan will support it right? *dark face* Right? So umn, bye guys. Lol, last journal was so short this one is totally tl;dr.
~KK

So umn guys.... I GOT INTO SELECTIVE. I'm so happy!!!!!!!!! CELEBRATE GUYS! OMG..... Deep breaths KK, deep breaths. Calm down. I'm so happy..... :3 I'm euphoric! So, I have a second cousin, she's all tomboyish and smart, like smarter than me. Well, I feel sorry for her. She failed. She tried to get into another school than the one her parents want her to go, so she tried for selective. Poor girl. Lol, short journal is short. If i make any spelling mistakes, it's 'cause I'M OVERWHELMED. Anyways.... I got into this thing called Kichiku Megane. It's hardcore yaoi. It's R18, so I won't touch the download button for the game but... that doesn't stop me from the manga. OH GOD SAEKI KATTSUYA LOOKS LIKE ALFRED F JONES OH SHIT.

Okay, so some stuff has been going on. Today was the last day of the school semester, I'm looking forward to the holidays and term 3. And I dread it as well. Anyways, I'm planning on moving accounts, so all my deviations are in storage. This account will cease to be active by the end of 2012, but don't worry, I'll still be here. I'll never close down this account until mid 2013. Why am I doing this? Well, I have a busy schedule. Considering it's the holidays I'm not THAT busy, but when I looked through my tutoring homework....
Me 0.0 Meep......
FFUUUUU! TUTORING Y U //shot
I won't be moving accounts until 2013, but that could change. I won't be updating on Uninstall BUT I will be putting stuff on MMD and 3D stuff. You might think, "Why is she moving accounts?"
Well, all my deviations are in storage and I'm moving because.... Look, it's all base art. I still suck at digital art. Scanners broken, not allowed to get tablet... Yeah...
I'll also be taking a break from dA because.... As I entered the Hetalia fandom, the weeaboos have sent me reeling. I've gotten quite interested in Hetalia, so I won't leave the fanbase. (I'm kinda scared of the day I lose interest in Hetalia.) But the WEEABOOS...... I've been in the Fullmetal Alchemist fandom (and still am), I've seen some weeaboos but HETALIA.... 0.0 HEEEELLP MEEEEE! I'll post something tomorrow on random stuff, then I'll be gone for a few days. First, I need to finish my homework, and I need to relax. Look, listen up weeaboos. Face it, you aren't Japanese. You aren't married to *insert anime character here* Get over it. It's good to be interested in other cultures, but it's too enrich your lives and give you some knowledge, not for your whole life to revolve around it.
Also, about the haters. There is a difference between people who calmly express their opinions, and the haters. In this case, I'll use FrUK and USUK, two popular Hetalia pairings with fanbases often pitted against each other, as an example. With some RusAme. All people here are entirely fictitious
starsofanime: I don't really like FrUK, but it's fine if you like it. I suppose FrUKUS is okay.
theanimefreak: I don't like any of them, but I guess it's fine if you like it.
mikiaphfan: Lol, I like all of them.
*Now a hater comes along.*
RAINBOWSUNICORNSPUKE!!!: BAWW YOU DUN LIKE FRUK? SO DAT MEANS U LIKE USUK, WHICH MEANS U SUK! LOOK IT EVEN SEYZ IN THE PAIRINGS TITLE. USUK = U SUK.
*another hater*
KAWAIIDESUNE?: YU R ALL ASSES RUSAME 4EVA!!!!! DESU!!!!
I found a game called Yume Nikki; I'm thinking of downloading it. But then... homework. Sigh, homework. I have twice as much homework then usual for tutoring, so I need to finish half of it by Sunday, 1/7/12. I'm in Australia, if the date seems unusual to you. Speaking of that I better go look up time zones... My school teacher says we're going to brush up on that next term, and it's in our end of year tests. Not sure if it's Australia time zones or World ti- And I got off topic again.
*yawn* How late is it? It's nine.... sigh, time to go. Till tomorrow, my friends.

So.... Today was the last day of tutoring for me. Yippee! This means I have time to start rewriting Uninstall, and work on my new animations. Also, I'm on Blogger and YouTube. And a lost note, call me KK. An old nickname I got, if you're wondering.
Blogger: [link]
YouTube: [link]
Yeah.... Might add to my signature. Just wanted to say that to all my watchers, you can FINALLY, after months of waiting, see me get productive. See, that's how much my academics gets in the way of my life. I promise you, I'll post stuff. So all Uninstall chapters have gone into storage.... Just be patient, once this school term ends I will start posting. About dA, Blogger and YouTube, not all my stuff syncs up. Generally most of my posts say the same things, but I might mention random stuff in dA, or Blogger, but not in YouTube. I'll try to keep them in sync so it'll be easier for you. But dA is the base of all my creations, so you can always get the most information here. I don't usually post my animations here, so all of that will be on YouTube. Sorry for the short post guys. Bye!
*rushes off to do stuff, and to get some lunch*
LAST NOTE: So umn... I might as well start an MMD meme today. I recently downloaded Audacity, I'm kinda thinking of recording myself saying random stuff. Like today my friend stood in the sun and shouted "SUN! I'M GETTING VITAMIN D! HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!" God that girl scares me and makes my day. If you think that's crazy, you'll die of shock when you see me on a sugar high..... Well, why don't I have some chocolate right now? Then I can get the best effect while I'm recording. XD Bye... Again....
~KK

So, as you know I've been messing around with MikuMikuDance. At least if you visited my most recent journal. So anyways... I feel guilty for putting MMD in front of Uninstall.
A small confession.
I never saved anything in MikuMikuDance. Not one thing. So I raided so many sites and downloaded so much stuff, and never did anything with it, so I deleted MikuMikuDance, as I realised I never did anything. My friend, recently got into MMD, so she turned to me for tips, as I'm a total anime freak and that I could totally help her. So I re downloaded MikuMikuDance, version 7.39dot, the latest version. I posted some tutorials on how to download and set up MikuMikuDance, and model manipulation and all. So as I am in Australia and typing this, it's 9:30 and the date is 10.6.12. Tomorrow, 11.6.12, I'm going to officially start MMD. I'm preparing myself for one hell of a download spree, and you can ignore the following list of stuff I plan to get back, and stuff I already have. If anyone wants to start MMD, I'll leave some links here if you're interested. At least when I find the links. Remember to credit the wonderful people who made these models if you use them!
MikuMikuDance Version 7.39 [link]
MikuMikuEffects(The pass is mme) [link]
Diffusion 7 by ??? [link]
Depth of Field by ??? [link]
America, Canada and Cuba model pack by Zeze [link]
England model by Kanaha [link]
Japan model by Kanaha [link]
Updated Japan model by Kanaha [link]
Fem!England model by Usapon [link]
LAT Hungary model by [link] (I honestly like it better than MikuMikunoHito's version, the hair doesn't spazz out. Comes with Belgium!)
ISHM Stage by [link]
Sakura Tree Forest Stage by :iconSachiShirakwa: [link]
BRS Steel Frame by Anomaro [link]
This AMAZING stage made by Yuduki [link]
So yeah it's time for me to go.... I'll edit this tomorrow. SO TIRED GODDAMMIT EVEN A HARDCORE BOOKWORM WHO PULLS ALL NIGHTERS TO STUDY NEED SLEEP! I never pull all nighters unless it's studying... or VIDEO GAMES! So... yeah... *yawn* Good night guys. I'll edit this tomorrow and stuff.
~KK/HD(Human Dictionary)
EDIT: IT'S DONE. I've decided if I want to improve my skills, I'll animate everything myself(no motion data) and use only these things. But, I'll also use Animasa's models. Any suggestions for songs? I think Miku Hatsune's White Letter will be a good song for this. So umn, bye guys.
~KK/HD(Human Dictionary)

Anyways, a few months ago I got into MikuMikuDance(MMD.) I did heaps of stuff with it, downloaded tons of models then I realised, "I'm not even doing snything with it." So I deleted MMD. But my friend on Facebook got into MMD, so I redownloaded it and decided to teach her about it. I gave her a whole ****ton of links and all for tutorials. So now since I haven't used MMD for a long time, I need to relearn how to do stuff with it.
As you read this you might wonder, "Why is she telling us this?" Because I played around with MMD instead of writing Uninstall. Does anyone even read Uninstall? And I was procrastinating, I have computer troubles, homework overload, and it gets worse. I might now be able to even start writing Uninstall until the end of the school term, due to reports and all. Also, you are going to flip a table if you've been pissed off because I haven't been writing Uninstall. I am going to rewrite every chapter, so in a few days all my Uninstall chapters will be in storage. I found out those stories I wrote are totally not what I could do. I'm going to blow you away with my writing skills. This year my teacher makes us work our butts off, and really pushes us. I've improved my writing skills a lot, and I want to do the best I can with Uninstall.
Okay, this is irrelevant, but just a small fact. When I write in class, I tend to write long stories. Like 5 page long stories. Then I get reminded that I have a limited amount of time, I end up panicking and skipping plot points and details. And in the end I have a LOOOOONG but descriptive orientation, and then a good start to the complication, and then it goes downhill with my spelling mistakes, poor grammar, and messed up story structure. We have to do our stories around a certain theme. We've done 5 stories, here is the list and what I have done. Plus the titles.
Myth story-Mary's Child-completed
Fairytale-Beauty and the Beast-nearly completed
Family mishap-Trapped in the Maze of Canberra-completed
Sport story-Amelia, Age Fifteen-nearly completed
Historical twist-Why I Never Trust Claire with a Time Machine-completed
Okay, an explanation. The first story, has to be associated with a myth, in my case I used Bloody Mary. The structure of the story is REALLY bad, but I have to suck it up and live with it. You know, when I get my books home at the end of this year, why don't I put it up on dA? I have to wait until the year ends and I take home my books, as I can't take 'em home right now The plot follows Reiko, who is on a summer vacation with her friend's family, Aoi. Aoi has a brother called Akai, who is not a brat. Stereotypical little brothers are brats right? I like breaking stereotypes. Makes it more interesting and offers better character depth. Akai's a good little boy. So Reiko likes myths and all, and one night she tries to call Bloody Mary. She succeeds.
The second one has to be a fairytale, but must have something different. And I don't mean just change the names, that's a ridiculously half-assed effort. I mean put it into another time era. In my case I did Beauty and the Beast, the title's the same but i'll change it soon. It takes place in modern times. So a long time ago, there was a king who had a son. The king was old and wanted his son to be married so he was ready to take over the kingdom, so a marriage was arranged. But the prince didn't love the girl who was chosen for him, and fiercely rejected her. So the next day someone set a curse upon him, that is implied to have disfigured his body. The girl who he was to be married to also gave him a rose, and told him if he doesn't know true love by the time the rose dies he'll stay in his ugly form forever. Then it switches to a modern time era, right now. The protagonist is a typical teenage girl of about seventeen years, her name is Elizabeth. She travels to the mountains and finds a castle. Blah, blah, blah, not bothered to type anymore.
The third is a family mishap. My one is about these two twins, Kaleen and Reen, who go to Canberra on a school holiday. They go to a museum, and the bus driver says they can only be there for one hour or they'll be left behind. They forget, and they get lost in Canberra, with nearly no money since their dad blew it on an expensive entry fee, and they just stay there. Yeah. I think this story has the best structure, and the characters act more realistically.
Now for a sport story. You just have to write a story with sports involved. Like the life of an athlete, or playing in a soccer game, or something. The teacher said that it's hard to write from an athlete's point of view. But guess what I did? I put my hand up and said "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED." So it follows a girl called Amelia. I was thinking of Hetalia. Yeah.... so she's good at running and got to the cross country. There's this girl who's like her rival, called Rosaria. Rosaria's sister set a record for the cross country, and Amelia tries to break it. One day in PE class, Rosaria trips her and pretends to hurt herself, blah blah blah. So Amelia gets suspended and all, and also risks being kicked off the cross country. Don't worry, she gets a good ending.
Historical story. Another one I like, but bad structure. The story is told from Samantha Cols view, a sane ordinary girl. So there are two twins, Blaire and Claire and they can wish for anything and get it. Blaire never uses her powers because she's the quiet sensible one. But Claire is crazy. One day Claire gets a time machine, so yeah. We go to the aftermath of Cyclone Tracy, and the Vietnam War, and the Australian Gold Rush era. So in the Gold Rush era, they find that some soldier boy got sucked in the time machine. They decide to let him follow them. Anyways, his name is Alfred(Yes, Hetalia again.) and he's mute. You can assume he came from the Vietnam War period and he's from America. So they go to Medieval times, stuff happens, and they get back to Australia, 2012. Then Samantha wakes up, and finds it's all a dream. THAT WAS LAME I KNOW. So she wakes up goes to school, but then here's the twist. There are two new students, called Blaire and Claire. Then Samantha gets a pen pal form America, his name is Alfred, he's 19, and he's mute. The story closes with Samantha befriending the twins, and at their house finds a strange machine. They use it to teleport to America, where they happen to end up in Alfred's room. So Claire's tempted to travel in time with that time machine, and Samantha stated her thoughts by writing "After that dream, I'm not sure if I can trust Claire with a time machine." So Claire and everyone just stays at Alfred's place. Samantha notes that Alfred used to be antisocial, and after he recovered from being antisocial he wouldn't speak to anyone, but he still enjoys his life. So he's progressively mute? Samantha closes the story by writing "Samantha Cols, signing out."
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How do you like it? I think my best story is Trapped in the Maze of Canberra. descriptive, appropriate length, sticks to the main point, good structure. it's actually based off on of my experiences, when I went to Canberra during the school holidays, we went to the museum and all. The difference was I left the museum too early, I thought I was late.  XD I'm such a retard. Ha, well I got off tropic didn't I? So I'm messing with MMD, trying to calm down about reports and preparing to rewrite Uninstall. And preparing for hell breaking loose as I work my *** off in the next writing session. And then I have to publish. HELP ME SOMEBODY SAVE MEEEEEEEEE! So ummmm.... yeah....
OOH! OOH! I FORGOT!
Every year at school we hold a public speaking contest. I suck at public speaking, but I gave it a shot. I didn't even practice my speech, and I got chosen amoing with a 1D fangirl in my class! OH YEAH! I didn't even write stuff on my palm card, I wrote the speech in my head. It came out great! So I have a well needed confidence boost! Oh god YAYZ! YAY FOR ME YOU ***HOLES! (Lol censorship.) And I got a YouTube account. I'll give out my username later. Also, some while ago I had to teach people in my class how to draw angles, as we were pretty horrible. So the people I taught, were like 1 degree off, even half a degree, and I made them do it again. We wasted a lot of paper. So I still keeps some of those pages and wave it i their face, saying "Remember?"
Lol. "YOU MAD SH*****N? YOU MAD I***ANA?" Umm... thats all. Yeah....
-KK/HD(Human Dictionary) signing out.

AAAARRGH! MY COMP IS EVIL! So anyways, my computer has crashed and stuff... so it'll be a while until I update. My brother had to use my laptop for an assignment, and he ended up using it for like a whole semester. So anyways, what I've been doing.... I've been researching history, as I'm gonna be doing not just one subject on Australia... We're doing Medieval Britain! Currently I am drawing a picture for my fanfictions right now... For what anime? Hetalia. That's right. I got into Hetalia. I'm really surprised by how many little sane fangirls there are. So anyways... Some people actually use Hetalia as a substitute for a history book. That's a stupid idea. I actually study, then go watch Hetalia, because then I'll never know what they are referring too. e.g, in the episodes Germany had to make stuff to earn money for France, and Italy comes begging for a job, and he got really high wages, but it said something about an egg being about 32000 000 marks... If I didn't study before I watched this episode, I never would've guessed it was about Germany's hyperinflation. I've been reading a lot now, since I've never loved history more than ever. This term at school we're doing speeches, and just my luck. The theme is history. So right now I better start practicing. I'm going to talk about the negative and positive about historical events. I've realized heaps of people don't look beyond the violence and brutality in history. Last term we were studying about Australia's gold rush in the 1850's, and it had heaps of good effects. With everyone on the goldfields needing supplies, shops were opened and people became employed. People from Britain realized Australia wasn't as organized as Britain, and set up school and universities. As people became employed and got paid very well, the society became divided into the very rich, and the very poor. And most miners were very poor. During the gold rush, there was a great spread of racism. And people form other countries brought diseases which people had no immunity too. But with the spread of racism, there was a spread of multiculturalism. By the end of the gold rush, the environment had been practically been destroyed. During the Eureka stockade, the miners lost but they got what they wanted. Sort of. The license fee was lowered, and after this there were many rights given out to other people. This is how the Eureka stockade became a major plot point in Australian history, and how it became the country it is today. We are still far from a perfectly even egalitarian society, but it's impressive how far we've come.

There is no update for Uninstall for a while. I'll get on it after my speeches are done. I'm feeling rather confident this year. My speech will be called "Brutality of the past", and it will be talking about the positive and negative effects. Didn't I say that already? But the main thing about the speech is to say, to keep peace in the future, we must look at the wars of the past.

-HD(Human Dictionary)
PS, Human Dictionary was a nickname given to me by my friends at tutoring due to my english skill. But you may call me KK or KS as well.

March 11 disaster = Horrible
What's even more horrible = People who think the disaster was karma
Many people hate Japan because of WW2. But the disaster started at 3 o clock Japanese time. When 5 year old kids were walking home. And they died. LITTLE KIDS WITH NOTHING TO DO WITH WW2 DIED. And people say it was karma. Let's ignore all the trolls and help Japan! Span your friends facebook page with PRAY FOR JAPAN comments! Donate! Do stuff! Japan will take YEARS to recover from March 11! Maybe centuries thanks to the level 7 meltdown at Fukushima! So do what you can for those who are still alive. I'm very sorry for lack of activeness, I... ok I admit it I was lazy. Sorry for the short post! Peace out!

FullmetalPipsqueak2