20th july edit:

just took this picture. bad lighting/camera white balance. and my hair doesn't have the pink tone in white light. but this is how i look like now roughly.

haha, i like it!

edit of edit.

what can i say??
jang nara's just so so so so so pretty!!
she's so pretty, she does a lot of charity work, she has a career!
and i don't know but she looks even better as time passes! she looks so absolutely gorgeous here!
i love love love her!



:(

i need to buck up.
im living off my parents.
im rude and unreasonable at home.
i give nothing but headaches to my family.
im wasting my time.
im ugly inside and outside.

rrrrrr!!!!!!!!

i like this picture! :)


but my real irises are so small, you can see here >(


but anyway i don't look like that now.

before i go on, be mentally prepared. haha!

i self bleached my hair on friday!!!


used 2 bottles of gatsby ex hi-bleach


i like the colour actually. and you cannot deny i did a good job at bleaching ahaha! it is even and bright! i did it all myself with no help :( cuz no one was at home (ok my brother was but he was sleeping) and i just dumped everything onto my hair and was praying it'll turn out even.

ok i said i like the colour.

but before you start thinking im blind and crazy, yes! i do know it doesn't suit my face at all!! and my mom says i look like a drug addict with this hair.

but i bleached it not to get orange hair. neither did i want blond. it's cuz i bought freshlight egoist pink hair dye from japan, and i wanted the colour to show up well and not waste the dye cuz i cannot get it locally :(


so last night i got my mom to help me dye my hair with egoist pink. i only had one bottle and was afraid it might not be enough and needed my mom to help me spread it evenly.

anyway i love how my hair turned out!



i just woke up when i took the first picture, my bed head is very messy i know. normally it's worse haha. i need to put water to tame my hair every morning before i leave for school! x.x

I LOVE MY HAIR! i want ashy-pink-brown hair forever!

shirakawa go another day.

i love la'cryma christi! (sorry i just discovered how talented they are although they've been in my playlist for years! my playlist is a treasure box, there's so much stuff ive not discovered!)