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turned 17teen on 30 03.
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cant live without 'em.

a typical aries who's
tryin' her best in everything.



straight a's in spm.
lg lollipop.
lappy.
camera.
backpack.
big black handbag.
distinction merit in Grade5 piano exam.
thin thin thinnnnnn!
grow taller. at least 1cm, please?
P liceeennnnceeeeee!
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Can't keep my eyes off you. ♥
so we live our different lives. ♥
we never stop waiting for something. ♥
RIP. ♥
the future doesn't scare me at all. ♥
it will take forever to fade away. ♥
what if you didnt jump into the picture so suddenl...
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Stop waiting to breathe. ♥
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reader(s) now .
days missing miyachi ):
18teen birthday! ;; days more. ;)
SPM- days more. D;
days more then can burn books jor. :D :D

the blog's days old!
im days old.

I realised I hadn't been blogging much on September.
Thou I have no idea why do I like September, more than other months. Heh.

I know I've been abandoning ignoring blogging alot lesser recently, and I hasn't write a birthday post for my special ones.

First, tang, tang, tang, taaaang!



HAPPY 6TEEN-TH BIRTHDAY, UNDIE aka BRO! :D [2509]
Sangsang sengseng lah kay. (:



HAPPY 7TEEN-TH BIRTHDAY, LOKESINWEI! ;DD [2609]
BFF! ♥


Ima continue with my exams now. It's gonna be boring. Cause I'll be screwing physics. And not forgetting halogens. Don't ask.

But all I wana say-
HALOGENS SUCK.
HALOGENS SUCK.

BUT PHYSICS SUCKS EVEN MORE.

Ain't loving physics anymore. pfft. I'll be thanking god if I manage to pass my physics. Like, seriously, the papers are hell difficult.

But I'm trying my best to see open abit now.
Cause I just started touching physics yesterday. Smore did only 5 OBJECTIVE questions then pergi tidurrr. Set the alarm clock & my phone's to 3.30AM. But then, I woke up at 6.20AM this morning. Realising both my clock & phone's alarm had been switched off.

Who so smart?
Yap Shan Min loh. -.-


I'm done bragging about exams. One more day left.
AND I'M, temporary, FREEEEE. :D :D

& I can't wait till this sunday.
&& I went sunway with mengchoo after school, and bought present for daddy for the very first time.
&&& what made me even smarter is that, I bought cufflinks for him.

But daddy doesn't use those.
Pfft, so smart being shanmin. -.-

I hope he likes it lah. Cost me RM70+ wei.
I know it sounds like he's buying presents for himself. Cause I'm using the pocket money that HE gave ME. LOL. :X

AND THE BEST THING ABOUT TODAY-
No tuition. ;DD


I'm almost there. Just a lil' bit more.
& I'm all over you. :)

Told 'cha I can do this. (:






I realised chemistry is turning into sejarah.
whenever I start doing chemistry exercises, I tend to be sleepy. & 15 minutes later, I'll be lying on my bed sleeping like a pig. -.-

this can't be happening. chemistry used to be my favourite subject. yeah, used to be. physics has taken over her place. teehee. :D

but I've got to stop this phenomena to be happening.
I'll not be able to finish the syllabus if I don't stop this. :/

& GUESS WHAT.
mummy got invited to have lunch with moonlight resonance actors. and she's allowed to bring ONE partner along. and I'm going with her. whee. :D :D

but the day before is daddy's birthday. :/
mummy wanted to bring daddy along, as birthday present. but daddy gave up the chance, knowing that I really really want to go. daddy's so nice wei. Ima diy something for his birthday! ;DD

or should I be less-selfish
and give back the chance to daddy? o.o

I know daddy wants to go, too. and me, three.
and this is why I hate being undecisive. it's killing me. but one thing thats clear's that I love my daddy. :)

& AAR, I'M COMING! :D :D :D
thankyou, eddy! really and truly. heh! xD






GOOD MORNING!
I know it's 2pm now. :D

I remember clearly that I promised myself to start studying on Monday. I'd only have fun on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. but who knows, the plan failed. should I say, never did any of my plans work out as planned. -.-

SO I TOLD MYSELF.
to wake up early this morning and went to the park nearby for jogging with brother. then PSP for few hours. & I'll go nerding.

BUT STILL, IT FAILED.
cause played mahjong with fam last night till 2AM.
I know. daisei lah, daisei. :(

I'm now all addicted to PSP. gotta ask daddy to sophisticate my PSP. why does even Harvest Moon attract me so much. why lah, why.

among these five play-play-no-studies days, I'm quite proud to say I spent 10 minutes on the Chemistry model test paper. & went sleeping. at least I did something right. :D

& I aint gonna make any promises to myself anymore.
unless I'm pretty sure it'll be kept.

can't wait till trials are over. :D
& I wanna, I wanna attend the AAR concert!
any digi userrrr? o.o




It used to be my favourite comic book during my childhood. & it is now my all-time favourite comic book. thou it's kinda 18sx, still I like it alot. I enjoy reading shin-chan. :)

You will be missed.
Thanks for making my childhood happier. & Rest in peace. :)

I feel really sad knowing people have died so suddenly. even thou that person have no relation with me, I'd still feel sad. maybe I'm just too emotional.

everyday on the newspaper, there're news about accidents and dead people. they made me sad, too. emotional much. ;/

but they taught me to be appreciating.
to appreciate everything I'm having now, knowing that they can be gone the next second and I'd not be able to do anything.

& nothing stays the way they are right now forever.
things change, they may change back ; maybe they forever will not.






I just simply adore the sky. :)
& definitely do enjoy staring at the sky. watch the clouds moving, so slowly. I feel relaxing. the sky's awesome, yo! ;D

lots of things always come into my mind whenever I have nothing to do but sitting alone, stoning like a statue. the past always haunt me, or maybe the other way around. o.o

valuable time is being wasted away as the evil clocks continue ticking. I once think that if I stop all the clocks from working, take out every single batteries from them, the time would stop.
and I know this thought is stupid.

in few months, or weeks, time, we're gonna graduate. the good things are no more waking up so early in the morning, no more uniforms, no more hair-checks and no more discipline teachers. but no more crapping and laughings during assembly and recess, no more laughing out loud in class with friends. D;

and in four or five weeks time,
no more kasturi. :(

why can't time just walk. why must they fly. -.-
walking's good for health, they dontknow one meh.

I wonder what life after five week's gonna be.
I hope I'll have no regrets for making this decision. maybe what everyone said's true, I've wasted enough time on him. this will a less-painful way to end, I believe.







HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLOO.
AND HELLO TO THE PEACE-PEACEFUL EARTH! ;D

I'm pretty excited now.
partly because of its holiday from tomorrow onwards, mostly because I get to sleep as much as I want! :D

I need 9 hours of sleeping time. but I've got only 5 hours of that per day. and, together with lacking of water & the stress I've, pimples are all around my face now. thanks for ze awesome pimples.

my face's a disaster now. -.-

&& I've screwed my accounts paper today.
I'm hoping to pass now. :/. will work ton times harder to get an A1 in SPM. or I think someone will be laughing at me, again. like what he did when he knew I got a B for my geography in PMR. -.-

I should stop discussing about exams.
ITS A HOLIDAY TOMORROW, YO! ;DD

but too bad, we hafta postpone our exams one day after.
stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. now I'm having exam on his birthday. lmao. like it matters to anyone but me. :X

did I just talk about exams again? ;S
&& I'M GONNA ENJOY THIS 10 DAYS OF HOLIDAY.
by studying. ;D

yay, studying is my hobby.
an awesome hobby I'm having here. teehee! ;D







shanmin ah, shanmin. look at the time now.
its 12.32AM. & you're wasting time on this stupid lappy.

gah. life's been damn freakingish stressed. :/
& today is so unproductive. I've spent only 15minutes sitting on the chair in my room and read form five history textbook, and the next minute, I'm in the study room- not studying but to tidy up my notes.

AND THEN, I'M HERE.
awesome. -.-

I know, if I spend the time I'm blogging now to study history, I'll maybe score for the paper, maybe. but I cannot focus now. :(

I hate to say this, but I think I've screwed my physics paper 2, AGAIN. sigh. thought that I can do better, this time.
and much, much better in SPM.

now, boh liao. nothing left.
left only habuk. :/

I really, really should stop complaining about there isnt enough time. I'm the one to blame, not the clocks. :(.

okay, I've done crapping.
& the guilt of not studying is haunting me now.

nights, people.





good luck to you, you and you.
and sisterrrrr! good luck in UPSR. :)






“
　Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
　I know you can make it through, cause I believe in you
　So let’s go put up a fight, let’s go make everything all right
　Go on and take a shot, go give it all you’ve got.







HELLO! :D

and yes, its 11.37AM now. I should be in school. :(
but I skipped it, since wednesday. well, let's not say that I skipped it. rather, it should be a study leave. teehee. :)

I did study. serious.
on the last two days of study leaves, I, proudly to say that I've KO-ed Chemistry F4 Chap7,8&9 & F5 Chap2&5! awesome, no? :D

I'm really happy, happy now. heh.
at least my study leaves are productive.
unlike someone. xP

and I'm afraid that I've became a nerd now.
I feel happy when I'm studying. zomg. is it a good thing or bad?

its like I'm addicted to studying.
did I just say I'm addicted to studying? :/

never mind that. I think I've a new hobby now-
STUDYING // BOOKS.
omigosh. trials&SPM are driving me crazy. :(

okay, I feel like I've wasted the last 15minutes for typing all these craps. I even feel guilty for not studying wtf.

Ima go nerd now. :)

& before I go, good luck to everyone! :)
especially youknowwho. HEH! BYE!

HAPPY NERDING YO! :D




Ima present to the world-
Lesson(s) of Ze Day.

1. Never gossip about someone in the LRT.
Cause you'd never know if that person is in the same trunk with you, or no. Trust me, it'll be too late when you've notice his presence.

2. Never leave something to be heated for too long.
OR, YOU WILL GET THIS SHIT-



this is the story-
One morning, a girl wanted to drink milo. Since her house doesnt have a hot water supply or whatever you call those, she decided to boil some water. She heated & leave it, alone. Knowing that it needs time to boil, she went to the computer, blogging.

30 minutes later, she smells something which isnt nice, at all. She ter-remember that she totally forgot about the boiling water. She ran there, and discovered this awesome scene.

EVEN THE COVER MELTED.
SMART LAH, SMART. :(

& the glass is breaking now. shit.
so much for a friday. luckily mummy praised me.

she said-
"smart loh you."

friday is superb awesome, no?






HELLO&BYE, ♥
Still can't find my blogging mojo. & trials' on the 8th.

It'll be in hiatus mode, very soon.
or maybe, now. :)

&& do check out my plurk in the 'extra' tab ya. :)







played mahjong with family yesterday night.
i afk-ed and daddy played for me. then, i helped sis, cause she didnt know how to play yet wanted to play so badly. -.-

then zomg, i helped sis to win that round! :D

oh yeah, oh yeah! I got something to blog jor- I HELPED SIS TO WIN. bwahaha.
but daddy lose, means you lost also woh.
ohya. -.-

damn potong. gah.
:( :(


fateless is the word to describe you and me.
the moment i left, is when you found me.
maybe our worlds don't have that intersection point.


“
　就算怎么伸尽手臂　我们亦有一些距离






GREETINGS, HUMAN.
I come in peace. -.-V

Okay. Anyway, today I'm gonna write a blog post in proper english. As in, without lah, leh, loh etc. & capital letters for the first letter of the sentence. && no malay. Heh. Let's see how long I can last. :)

Went back to school to attend the Sejarah extra class. And our new PK Hem didnt allow me to go into the class. Cause I was wearing a knee-length shorts. Went to ze principal's room. Was told that our testimonial marks will be deducted.

3 words-
Like I Care.

Then, had a study group in McD, Parkson Grand after the extra class. Not a group, should be a date. Cause it only consists of two people, kononnya ngmengchoo & i. (shit, i failed. -.-)

i suffered for the last 5minutes writing a blog post in proper english. gah. i'm so gonna fail my english paper now. :(
guess ima back to me. me, me, me yo. :D

something real funny happened.
when i went for the coke refill & she went to take the chilli sauce, I saw her him. he was passing by McD. with his gang of friends. slowly. and i wanted to tell her but tak boleh, cause takut too obvious. so here it went. fyi, her back was facing him. and i was facing him.

me her
woi woi.
*looks at me. & gives me a o.o look.
WOI WOI. *giving her hints to look at the back.
I'm looking, I'm looking! *still facing me.
WOI WOI WOIII!! *bigger hint.
I know. I know!

.. they walked away ..

XX AHHH! *point.
HAR? *runs out from McD, with two chilli sauce on her hands.

and it turned out that she thought i was asking her to keep an eye on our bags. which is why she was saying "I'm looking" & "I know". -.-

the situation was superb funny. maybe it doesnt sound funny here lah. but you wouldn't imagine how stupid and how crazy we were. lol.


thinking about the past always makes me smile.
i wonder why. & i sure miss 16th August 2007. :)

i miss you.




HELLO HUMAN BEINGS. ;D

there are three main reasons why i did not update so frequently anymore. well, two to be exact.
1. I don't want to blog.
Cause I know I'd get stucked and wonder what should I write next for hours. And end up wasting ze day.
2. I don't know what to write.
3. Timeless lah, timeless.
I need more time. 24hours per day definitely isnt enough for me. 36hours, please? :(

1&2 can be counted as one, actually.
and i've been saying "timeless lah, timeless" alot lately.
i think it's my soon-to-be quote. heh.

& HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEEN-TH BIRTHDAY TO YAPYUNYEE. :) [1908]
&& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHARISHOYONGSYUEN! [2208]
&&& SELAMAT HARI JADI, GRANDPA SAYA- CHIAGENYIK! :D [2308]


22nd August 2009
; School, Timesquare, YYY's birthday party.



went school for chemistry extra class. knowing that i'm gonna fail my chemistry makes me decided to attend this extra class. which falls on the first day of holiday. well, it doesnt seem like a holiday to me thou. -.-
still, i went. so i guess i'll not be failing chem!

happy lah, happy. :D :D

rushed to timesquare after that. cause takut timeless.
then i co-incidently walked to a restaurant named Timeless.
LOL. is this world wonderful or what. xD

met up with mengchoo. shopped a while. bought a new bag!
and also yyy's present. :) then went for UP! ♥♥♥

i've always loved cartoons! whee.
and this one's seriously quite nice. heh.



I ♥ RUSSEL! :D
superb kawaii. whee.

went home after movie. accompanied mengchoo to ze park for jogging.she jogs, i walk. i did some exercises too! :D

thennnn,
YYY's birthday party! :)

minta maaf, yun yee.
didnt mean to be like that. but just couldnt control my feelings. hope you're not angry or what ya. and i doubt you'll be reading this thou. LOL.

i malas cakap banyakbanyak.
let the pictures do the talking. :)


vinegar and mat tong saya! ♥




birthday girl! :)


Kong's, SuYi's, and YoursTruly's.


favourite spot. :D


bro and mattong's bro. -.-


MAT TONG! :)


SuYi! :)


Kong! :)


constipated much. xD


this candy machine's damn awesome! got sweets come out after you rotate that thing. XDD


23rd August 2009
; Midvalley.



had some transport problem in the morning.
and got quite dulan. guess ima not elaborate more on this matter.

lepak-ed here. lepak-ed there. seriously got nothing to do.
the most entertaining part is the bowling part. hah.
&& the big-head-sticker. heh.

genyik, hope you enjoyed the outing! :)
and good luck for your exams! heh. this granddaughter damn nice kan. :P

AND SUZ&ME READ THIS TEXT FROM SOMEONE'S PHONE. woo. xD



&&, daddy got qualified for the Ready To Fly programme! :D
will go astro to record the show next week.
and it'll be on the TV during novemberr! xD

i wana tag along too. but am afraid that it'll crash with trials. gah. :( still am very happy that daddy got qualified! :D :D