Friday, October 2, 2009

Love is a firework.

Love, is like fireworks. They cost a bomb, fatal / dangerous if handled incorrectly, addictive, you can live with or without it, but they add sparkle to our otherwise mundane life. Some people dislike it because of its shortlived glory, while others are awed by the splendour of the moment. Love is just like a firework, it needs but a spark to ignite, and a moment to go out. Love is like a firework, it consumes all of its energy to shine so bright, only to burn itself out at the end. Love is like a firework, although it shines brighter than any star in the endless night skies for one glorious moment and one moment only, it lasts in our hearts, and our memories forever. Love, is a firework.

Inspired by Wei Li's DP.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Of football and Bolts.

Today.. was fucked at the beginning, good at the middle, and fucked again at the end. LOL

Went to work, sampai jer opis, nampak dah segunung kerja menunggu aku..FUCK. Do do do do...impossible to finish, I fucked that shit and just fucking left it where I manage to complete it by the goddamned time it was 1pm..HAHA fuck you boss!!

Was chatting with ma fellow bitch and so ngam she asked whether I wanted to lunch with her, FUCKING HELL YEAH I would wanna get away from the fuckhole office anyway I can..HAHAA again, FUCK YOU BOSS!!

Went with Fatt and Sandy to some indian restaurant by the name of Kanna (seriously, my mind kept having thoughts of 'kanalan, kanacibai,etc..LOL) and it was a great lunch, it's been awhile since we did lunch together macky!! Temaned the couple to get a mannequin from HCY and back to Aman Suria for some much needed COLD DRINKS FUCK THE DAY WAS FUCKING MELTING HOT!! GODDAMN YOU HEAT!! Joined by CK and Chan, normal limteh la ganalan betul...Chan kept telling me he saw some strange bus named "Sri Punniama"..weird fellow with weird observational skills. LOL

Watched MU vs Stoke City, no prizes for guessing who will win lah...diu, STOKE CITY wor..kanacibai Chelsea wtf is WRONG TONIGHT!! Why WHyw hywhwyhwhywhywhy!! WHY YOU HAVE TO LOSE YOUR NO.1 GK!!! Idiot ref. Fuck you too. Garh. Liverpool fuckers acting all high and mighty, along with MU asses. GODDAMNED REFS. I hate idiotic refs. Blargh. Not that I'm a sore loser though, I do appreciate good football when I see it..Nice play by MU tonight, though really,seriously, please take Berbatov away. Seriously.

On a brighter note, made a great joke about Usain Bolt and Theo Walcott's speed as TENG chui-ed like mad about how he runs faster than the world's fastest man..Wow. Like I said, Bro Teng,lu ok bo? You sure you saw right? Sure it was Usain Bolt and not U.S.A. in Bolt? AHAHAHHAH!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Bro hey bro

Bro hey bro.. it's been great these few months, I've been having fun.
Bro hey bro..what about you? Are you havin' some?

These few months have been real weird..alot of new things coming and old things going..y'all know what I'm talking bout..s'been weird but yeah, that's life innit?

Really, genuinely happy for my dickheaded brother for getting a good girlfriend, hi Miku, welcome to the family..LOLX hope you enjoyed being with us as we did laughing at your helmethead..JUST kidding nohard feelings yea budak? kakaka...

Kinda sad for some old friends leaving our fluctuating amount of friends..you know who you are..It's been months since I last saw you, how are you actually? You ok? LOL

Today was a real good day, laughed at old times when Melvin Chan brought out old pics of us when we still haven't fully left puberty yet...DAMN I was thin..compared to now that is.AHAHAHAHA how time flies and how fats piles on...I love it LOL

Times like these I just sit back, stone, and reminisce all the old times we had and all the weird encounters that we go through in life..meeting new people, how they change our lives significantly/insignificantly in one/some way or another...kinda makes me think "Damn is this all fated or are we all just some random dots on a piece of blank paper that happened to meet each other on the way to the other dot?" But I am grateful nontheless, and certainly nonplussed about the chance encounters that happen to us..chaos theory baby, chaos theory..

It's been real swell knowing everyone new, and really fucked that the old people are changing and changing..I know I changed as well but goddamn it feels fuckahellagood...

Bro hey bro, it's been great. Life's unpredictable and so live it free!
Have I lost weight btw? HAHA. I hope to Satan in hell I did!

Monday, September 21, 2009

Usui-san, I wish you peace in your eternal rest.


Usui Yoshito-san, I wish from the heart you rest in peace.
To Usui-san's family..心よりお悔やみ申し上げます , kokoro yori okuyami moushiagemasu.

You shall be forever remembered in our hearts.


Yoshito Usui (臼井儀人 Usui Yoshito, April 21, 1958 – September 11, 2009), born in the Shizuoka Prefacture, Japan, was a manga artist known for being the author of the popular manga Crayon Shin Chan.

On September 12, 2009, Usui's family reported him missing from his hometown of Kasukabe when Usui did not return from hiking in nearby Gunma Prefacture.Saitama Prefacture Police began searching for him at the family's request on September 15 and expanded their search to nearby prefectures.

On September 19, 2009, a body with clothes matching those described in the report filed by Usui's family was found at the bottom of a cliff in the Mt. Arafune of the Gunma Prefecture. The body was identified by dental records and family members the next day as being that of Usui. (source : Wikipedia)


Sunday, September 20, 2009

The card beneath the Joker.

To people I give/gave a fuck about :

I do listen to you. I just don't show that I am listening.
Your wellbeing is my concern. I just don't say it.
I'm not looking for some answer to this question-filled world of ours. I just want people to be happy around me. And that I can be genuinely happy as well.
I like to make people laugh. I don't mind being the fool if it makes people happy.
There are things that are only between me and some people. So lets make it stay that way and honor our trust to each other.
If your head is filled with questions, come and look for me. I may not be able to answer it all, but lets be confused together.
I'm just a simpleton, maybe it's the others who are complicated.
Life's just a simple thing, live it happy.Like I might have said to you, the sky is so vast, but your problems are so small. Live free and die hard.

I don't know how much my words have affected you, but I do hope that I have made you feel better like eating when you're hungry as a hunter.

To those who understand what I'm talking about, thanks for spending time listening to me spout nonsense about your lives, I am sorry if I had said too much when you asked for my opinion.

Go figure.

As usual, ain't sleepin' till the morning comes..listening to emo fuck songs while I'm at it..gosh I need a fucking cig. Where there's a will there's a way and so they say. Am I reaping the benefits? Goddamn it. Found out my pants were falling down like London London bridge~ wow is that a sign? Good GOD it's about time..the new me? No I don't think so..goddamn what the fark do I actually want. AHAHAHA but it feels hellagood when people say I dropped of some fats back to Pearl Harbour when Japan bombed the fuck outta it. Nice.

Damnit man, what the hell do you want actually? I changed, yea. Changed into something else. JUST FOR YOU yea I did ain't I just SHWEET? I love the new me, does this attitude make my ass look fat? AW~

What, you ask me? Oh for Christssake please don't tell me fuckshit like that OOPS did I just step on some tails? yikes...sorry Mr C., I'm not dissin' u or anything man, good job with the book tho you need to check up on your homies..

What? Again you ask me what the fark? Look mate, I ain't giving a care in the world no more, love that new attitude don'tcha? AHAHHAAH I know I do!

What?? What's that you guys say? Am I...OH DUDE! COME ON! Didn't I tell you guys, I JUST LOVE fucking up people's relationships! PLEASE don't come near me with your chicks/dudes, I might just end up fucking you guys up.. Oh what, am I going headstrong against..OH WOW! That has a story with me in it too? Oh YEAH totally, I just LOVE going after the same girl! Yeah even Usher and P. Diddy wrote a fuckedup song about it too, didn'tcha hear it? "Same Girl"!!

Oh what's that? Why am I such a bitch nowadays? C'mon, you and the rest of the world know there ain't no place for some dumbass like the old me? Ya need to be handsome/rich/nice to be after some chick nowadays ya know? And, seriously? Being all out bitchy feels kinda fucking good sometimes..I know I ain't doing a brill job now, but goddamn I'm trying me best. Give Me TIME! HAHA!

Oh what? You can see through my acting now? Oh good, did you see it a few months ago tho? No you DIDN'T?? oh my. damn dawg. That just proves another thing. You don't know me at all..if I wanted to hide it, I'd have hid it so well, you thought there never was such a thing!

What...? What the hell am I talking about?
Bro hey bro. 2 words for ya.

Go figure.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Negaraku

Happy birthday my beloved cuntry. ops. i meant, COUNTRY.

I love you, with all your dirty politics, your corrupted politicians, civil servants. I love your potholed roads, and your racist people. I love your dirty streets, I love the fact that you're a country that never sleeps, I love that you, although has been 52 years independent, is still producing lousy ass people to represent you in foreign affairs talks. I love the fact that although you're run by a so-called democratic government, we are ruled by the iron hand of tyranny. I love your food, I love everything about you.

Tanah tumpahnya darahku, once again, happy 52nd Independence Day.