最好的回忆
真的想通了。
我知道我说了很多次，可是这次是真的。
因为都没其他办法了。
我跟你不一样，你的还是一直在你身边。
而我呢，
决定了要把你当成我
最好的回忆。
没办法了，如果不这样的话，我会很糟糕。
既然你都要离开了，我会学会放下。
就让时间补救我的伤口吧。
TOKYO, Sept 21 (AFP) - Tributes poured in Monday for Japanese cartoonist Yoshito Usui after confirmation the bruised body of a man found on a mountain was that of the creator of the popular "Crayon Shin-chan" series. Usui, 51, who was popular worldwide among manga enthusiasts, went missing on September 11 after he went hiking on his own on a mountain range straddling Gunma and Nagano prefectures, north of Tokyo. A body was found on Saturday by a fellow hiker and Usui's family late Sunday confirmed it was Usui, a recluse who was married with two daughters. The indications are he fell and there was no suggestion of suicide, police and reports said. His death dampened celebration Monday on the Respect for the Aged holiday in Kasukabe, a suburban city outside Tokyo which has become well-known nationally as the place where the cartoonist lived and set the "Crayon Shin-chan" story. "I'm deeply depressed to hear the unfortunate news. I pray his soul rest in peace with citizens here," Kasukabe Mayor Ryozo Ishikawa told AFP by telephone. "I saw many sorrowful citizens today as 'Shin-chan' is definitely a Kasukabe kid. We hope 'Shin-chan', a byword for cheerfulness, will keep staying here with his family," he said. Usui made his debut as a manga author in 1987 and sprang to prominence in the 1990s with "Crayon Shin-chan", which features the daily life of Shinnosuke, a mischievous five-year-old boy. The series ran regularly in a magazine and later was made into a book and animation version. "We had been praying for Mr Usui's safety with his family but now feel the utmost regret over how things have turned out. We are in a big shock," Futabasha, the publishing house of "Crayon Shin-chan", said in a statement. A Futabasha official said the last picture on the broken digital camera found near Usui's body was one peering down a steep cliff. "As he was full of curiosity, we think he fell off at the moment he took the picture," the official told reporters. The cartoon books, which have sold 50 million copies in Japan alone, have been translated in 14 countries, while its animation version has been aired in 30 countries. Shinnosuke embarrasses his parents and kindergarten teachers as he often pulls down his trousers and shakes his hips while cracking indecent jokes. The behaviour prompted parents-teachers' associations in Japan to list the animation as a production they wanted to keep out of children's view. But the character has more recently been used in educational materials. (AFP)
King of Pop, May your soul rest in peace. Although you'd leave us, you'll still live in our heart forever. You're not alone. We love you. Michael Joseph Jackson - Rest In Peace - 25 June 2009 - 50 years old
someone's drinking rootbeer at A&W
I was missing and not blogging bcuz im away.. And now back.
The answer for the lolipop shall be review in the next post i think, after yuvee guess. It's pretty lame.. Sure i kena marah later.
Finally i bought the stupid Bata shoes.. It looks weird a bit.. But nvm.. Since that i dun have, so i should just follow the school one.. I bet no one else is buying it.
Bought eclipse and breaking dawn too. Don't say anything. I noe im late. But at least i read rite.
I'm so bored!!!
So i'll talk bout the movies i watched, all right? I know it's gotta be boring, but i just feel like sharing them.
~ Hannah Montana The Movie ~
Er.. just watched it a few days ago.. I don't really like Miley Cyrus, but i was shock after the movie. She look pretty when she was Miley Stewart, but not when she's Hannah Montana. Travis is so handsome.. =) I think i saw him somewhere in other movies, but forgot which. Hope i got to know it faster. The movie star rating is 4 stars. The plot is very nice. I almost cried.
Roughly, it's about Miley and her secret life as a superstar Hannah. Her father brought her back to her "kampung" when she actually should go to a New York music award by a jet. She broke many people's heart when she was being two persons in a time. Lilly's birthday party was ruined. Her date with Travis's too. Her father broke up with her future mother because of her. After some thinking, she realize that she can't have the best of both worlds anymore. Finally, in her charity concert for her "kampung" (i forgot the name) , she reveals her secret to everyone there.
~ The American Mall ~
It's kinda like High School Musical. The only thing is this movie doesn't get a high rating from the crowd. However, i find it nice. The song " Dreaming Wide Awake " and " Clear " is very nice. 3 stars for me.
It's about Ally and Joey. Joey is a night-time trash collector. He collected every single music note which Ally threw away -- the song "Clear". One day, Ally was playing the mall's piano and she sang that song, which was continued by Joey. She wondered who was it, and they know each other and fall for each other when they sing "Dreaming Wide Awake" on the roof top. A very spoilt girl, Madison, the daughter of the mall was jealous. She did everything she could to ruin their relationship. She wanted Ally's music store no matter what price it cost. Ally, who had lost both the store and Joey, had nothing to do but to leave the mall during the Summer Slam. Joey and his fellow band refuse to help Madison to perform on the song "Clear". The kind hearted Ally helped her no matter what she did to her in the past. Finally, Joey and Ally are together again!!
~ Fantastic Four ~
A famous movie, I know. They put it on tv2 yesterday, i just managed to watch half of it bcuz of WWE.
Ben (The Thing) who had alwez wanted to become normal back due to his ugly appearance tried everything in the world to do so. Ben was tricked by Victor, which was keen to take over his power. Meanwhile, Johnny (Human Torch) is thirst of popularity, women and money. Susan (The Invisible Girl) did many funny things when she take off her clothes to become invisible. Reed ( Rubber ?? ) is elastic. 3 1/2 stars movie to me.
Wait for the Fantastic Four : The Rise of The Silver Surfer this Sat, at tv2.
~ World Wrestling Entertainment (WWE) ~
This is the cause im not watching fantastic four. It was very nice yesterday. I still can't believe Jeff lose to Punk in the Summer Slam Table Ladder Chair match. It was Hardy's style of match. They had a row in the ring as the starting, talking bout who takes drugs and who doesn't. Teddy came out and promised them a Steel Cage Match. The winner -- Hold the World Heavyweight Championship for the next two weeks + a match with The Undertaker (omg i missed him!!). The loser -- kicked out of WWE Smack Down. Lucky they din't mention forever. It's so unfair for Jeff when Punk hit him a lot of time before the match actually started. He's acting seriously like Randy Orton, both are bastards. Jeff sort of lose to him, and was kicked out of WWE SD for a while. He promised his fans that he's coming back soon, he din't forget his bro Matt even it was the last time he was standing on the stage. He said " There's still a Hardy in this show, right? "
Other matches are:
Cryme Tyme vs Big show + Chris Jericho
John Morisson + Matt Hardy vs The Hard Dynasty
Finish crapping. =D
Went out yesterday, at around 8.30pm. Set for somewhere for a ceremony.
Bro was very hyper. He was acting like he is very close to me. 0.o
We seldom visit other people, so i simply try to make jokes by asking my family, when we reach there what must we say to them? They said that i dunid to say anything. Then i asked, " Is Gong Xi Fa Cai acceptable? " Then everyone laugh.. Well, it's just a joke. No offence.
Reach there and saw one big house. It's not an ordinary house. It's for the death, so it was made from paper. Roughly describe it, it's as tall as one and a half floor and as wide as two cars. From far it just simply look like a small genting highland. The place is so full with everything, and it cost RM 20,000. It's so colourful with many small light bulbs blinking again and again ( i wonder what will happen when you burn bulbs). Beside their grand house, there were two mountains which they call it " Mountain of Gold " as they put all the gold there. It is to make sure they will have enough money to use. There was even a small pond of water which they put gold fish there. Imagine it. In a paper house. So sad i can't take a picture bcuz we must show respect to the death.
You need a license to burn that paper house. And they are burning it today. I can't attend because of some reasons. The fire fighters must be waiting somewhere to prevent accidents.
Had a simple dinner of lemon chicken and some mee. Mum asked for ice-creams. =D
Some hours before we went out, we just know that my cousin's house was robbed on Sunday. So we decided to visit them.
We know the full recount on what happened to them. They're pretty lucky because my cousin's youngest daughter and son -- ( i dunno how to describe in proper english as the relationship are so complicated, well to be exact, the cousin i am talking about is just a few years younger than my father, and so their eldest son which are same age with me are calling me aunty -- to describe it properly) -- erm -- they went back to their grandparent's house (my cousin-in-law's parents). The robbers consists of 6 people, and have parang knives. Lucky for them, no one was hurt, they just lost some money and valuable items.
At around 11.30 we went to a nearby mamat stall to have our supper. Have a glass of my fav milo ice. Great night.
Sleeping at 2am is my routine everyday now.
Love you alot. Thanks for all the comics and jokes. I know that many adults protest for the comic you made bcuz some of them might contain 18sx, but sometimes it still shows us some moral values that we should practise in our daily life.
Far though you may be gone, you're still in your fans heart.
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Raya Holidays seriously rockz..
Because there will be no tuitions.
Because I don't need to celebrate it.
Because I have one whole week of free holiday.
Because 8tv's showing brilliant tv programmes.
Because teachers won't give us any homework. o.0
Because there are open houses for me to attend. =)
Because I can do all my fav. past time like watching tv, reading hp, and fb-ing.
MUAHHAHA
Yesterday my family went for a wedding. And this is the souvenir.
let's have a guess. What flavour of lolipop is this? answers at my cbox. =)just because he always chose my idols for the action movies Nope.. He's really good. Even The Invisible Target starring Nicholas Tse again Shawn Yue and Jaycee Chan is nice. Hope he's making new movies soon. ^^
This movies remind me of my favourite actor for action movies.
Nicholas Tse 谢霆锋 <3>
Edison Chen 陈冠希
从前，
有一棵大树。
树上住着一群白蚁和红蚁。
白蚁和红蚁一向来很好朋友，也答应了对方不会打扰对方的家庭。
有一天，红蚁因为白蚁把一枝大树枝吃掉了而到白蚁家闹事。
白蚁很不服，大声的吗了红蚁一顿。
白蚁 ： “你真过分! 说过了不可以到对方家闹事! 你犯了规!”
红蚁 ： “可是你这样不行啊! 如果你再吃树枝的话，以后这个大树不就被你吃完了吗!”
白蚁 ： “如果我不吃树枝，我吃什么呢？树枝是我的食物啊! 真不讲道理!”
红蚁 ： “你可以到别的树木吃啊。你吃完了这棵树，我的家庭住哪儿呢”
就是这样，他们的感情都被破坏了。他们争吵了一整夜，结果白蚁获胜了。
红蚁很生气地带着家庭到另外一棵树居住。
白蚁就霸占了整棵大树。
不久后，大树给白蚁吃完了。
大树给了白蚁地方住，可是白蚁不但没珍惜，还把大树给吃完了。
就跟你和我发生的事同样道理。
Wake up at 11 am. Thanks to the MTV movie awards yesterday, and oh yeah, it was brilliant. I wonder why 8tv's showing it so late.. But never mind, i always stay til 2 - 3 am.. It doesn't really matter. The top winner is the good-looking guy from twilight saga.. omg.. They actually called Robert Pattinson that.. Zac Efron didn't win alot. That's sad. They made a lot of jokes, and I didn't catch all of it because their English were too good and fast without the subtitles. They showed movie previews for Transformers 2, Harry Potter 6, and New Moon. All the best movies. Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson won the kissing prize.. O-M-G. It's funny when they were going to kiss on the stage.
Rite.
Open House. This is probably the best Malay family i had known. They were kind, good, and nice. And they seriously support One Malaysia. The roasted lamb and the char kuew tiao was the best food i ate. Love it a lot~~ So sad those nice chocolate biscuit was no longer there.. They bought another kind. Anyway, those cakes were nice.. Credits to the Berilla's family (im sorry but i dunno how to spell).
I'm late for onlining today.. Argh so sad.. I want my time back.
I'm seriously trying to update my blog now. Everytime when i was not in front of the computer, i always wanted to write something in my blog, but when i am in front of it, i just got some kind of brain freeze.
The previous post is actually a chain letter. =P
I can't believe i finished my DELF A1 exam. I did the oral last week, when im still sick and the ecrite thing this week. I think my comprehension part can get kinda high marks as im confident with it, but the radio situation part and the message behind is so stupid. I don't get anything at all. The french people in the radio was speaking so damn fast. Fortunately i sit right behind it, if not im sure that i wont even get the first and second part. And im glad to know that Madame said everyone of us passed the oral test.
Stay back for the prefect room. Spend most of my time chatting and wiping the wall with a small cloth. 0.o
My pinafore have droplets of paint which is washable according to the paint tong.
On wednesday, we actually had a sambutan kemerdekaan in the morning. The head boy said that it should be around two to three hours, which scared me. Finally, it turned out to be one hour only. Thanks god. My duty is at block C, so it's like so damn boring sitting there with Tuan without anything to do. It was til Victor and Jian Beng came to us, tell some jokes and made Tuan ROFLMAO.
Victor : " Selamat pagi TUAN " *start laughing*
Tuan : Selamat pagi.
Jian Beng : Hahaha her name is so cute.
Victor : It's not cute, it's CU-TEH (bm pronounciation). *ROFLMAO*
*ps : the Tuan is actually a name and it's a girl's name.
Then she started to be very hyper, definitely I'm also infected. Tuan shouted something to a guy that went pass us downstairs, and i shouted a loud "helloooo" when he palaued Tuan. He looked up and we hide, omg i was just trying to catch his attention for Tuan and he would have misunderstand that it was me becuz of my chinese slang. We kibar the jalur gemilang we took from 2A's front door. I try to make the flag visible for Casserene and Thiba which was standing at the entrance of Block E. Later that day, Casserene told me she saw it. Glad that i didn't look as stupid as i thought.
Me : Awk pernah x tengok jalur gemilang yang ada bulan sabit, bintang dan matahari?
Tuan : Mana ada matahari???
Me : Ada.. Tengok kamu letak dekat matahari dan ia akan tembus, so awk akan nampak jalur gemilang dengan bulan sabit, bintang dan matahari.
*kena pukul*
Stay back again for the prefect room. We girls carried the smaller boards, while the guys carry the bigger and 10x heavier one to the gymnastic room. I tried to push the heavy blackboard with all my might but it still wont move. Imagine how heavy is that. The boys actually ruined some of the plants by throwing the board down from the stairs. 0.o
Sometimes i paint, and sometimes i sit. The paint brush is not enough.
After carrying the boards, we guys sat in one big circle and chit-chat. I understand so much about they malays fasting. They talked alot about it. They made many funny jokes..
Ahh.. the next day.. which is both the last day of skul and the most boring one.
I went to do PA in the morning, when i reached the briefing room Mr Tan's already there talking bout the asuhan rohani thing. It will start at 12pm to 2.30pm. And i was to go to block E the forth floor to clear and jaga it alone. Didn't study the whole day at all. Haiz, forget to pass up the essay book.. Monday sure kena marah.
At 10.15, we went to the prefect room for the skirts and the blazer. Im so lucky to be the six lucky person to have the blazer. I also got my skirts. So lucky to have both of it~~ We tried at the bilik persalinan with the full u. No mirror.. =.=
Sharp 11.30 everyone started moving to their respective places, and i move to my block. The form six classes were still occupied, and teachers of theirs were giving out homework. I don't dare to interrupt them.
Later i was sent to the gym to look after the kolam competition, and kalpana joined me. We chit-chatted for a bit, and mess around some times. Had some fun messing around the coloured-rice. Ate one extremely delicious piece of curry puff and i wanted to eat somemore.
The rain and traffic jams were horrible, set for home at 8.30pm.
The match between The Hardy Boyz + John Morisson versus The Hard Dynasty + CM Punk is fantastic. Finally the good ones won. And it was very nice when Jeff and Matt hugged each other, hope Matt is not faking anything. The summer slam is never shown on tv3, let's just watch the review next week to see the Table Ladder Chair match of Jeff Hardy and CM Punk.
Addicted to Devil's Disciples 强剑。
Had he any manners at all?
Or izzit all Malays guys are like dat?
The elders were watching it, he knew it and he still change the channel.
Why can i watch Hindi movies by reading the subtitles, and you can't?
Although you don't like it, just watch it.
Bcuz you had the time ahead which they probably don't.
Such bastard.
misses you
hopes you aren't in trouble
wants you to be happy
someone
is celebrating your successes
wants to hug you
someone
is thinking of you and smiling
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
would do anything for you
someone
wants to laugh with you about old times
someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional
someone
wants to share their dreams with you
someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you
someone
loves you for who you are
is glad that you're their friend
someone
is alive because of you
someone
believes that you are their soul mate
someone
values your guidance and advice
needs you to send them this letter
It's been so long since i last posted something
It's been so long since you talk to me like you always do
It's been so long since i last saw you smiled
It's been so long since i last see you
It felt so long before the raya holidays~~~
Im dying of the duties now. I seriously hope that i'll get some block duties tomorrow, i really can't stand taking care of the form 3 students on the tapak perhimpunan. So sad that my p.a partner is no longer a prefect, i wonder now i'm doing p.a with who. Maybe just alone.
The perlantikan is going to be on 5th October.. Really can't wait to see myself wearing that shirt.
Now the UPSR is finished, and someone is having trial. This year is going to end soon. I can't believe it.
终于看见你真真的微笑了
这代表
我们都还有希望
可是
你却哭了
希望都从你的眼泪流走了。。
Really, no one's gonna be more surprise than Jeff Hardy himself when Matt suddenly help him up instead of hitting him. It was the first time i saw Jeff asking for mercy like that to his own brother, and finally Matt's brain had gone right again to reunite with his brother.
CM Punk really has been taking drugs in my opinion. What makes him so mad and stupid? He's taking every opportunity after each of Jeff's match to hit every inch of him.
Next week's highlight : The Hard Dynasty + CM Punk vs Jeff and Matt Hardy + John Morisson
OH-MY-GOD
it's gonna be soooooooooooo fantastic
however Jeff's still not my hero
i just can't forget my HHH
I'm NOT doing my homework.
I've got no book. Life is so boring.
I went to find the KH Teacher today after school and she went back already 0.o
Hope she wont scold us ME tomorrow.
This week's gonna be my amazing-things-happened week.
I broke my record by not coming to school. I was soo sick. I felt all alone when i was resting in my house. Even my teddies aren't talking to me. jk
Tuesday i force myself to school. Still sick a bit, my throat + the ulcer just wont stop hurting. The morning briefing didn't start off good. We sort of walking here and there without realizing that it's briefing time already in the room. I was having fun at the place where the treasurer was selling the accessories. I suddenly remember about the briefing and it was too late. Many people was late. Mr Tan was already there. We were first told to write a late letter but then he knew that some of us is waiting at the badminton court and he forgave us. Thank god cuz i dun think that i want to reinstall my printer again. The briefing ended up late, we prefects rushed to our class angkat but then the song was played before we reached there. After everything, yuvee and kal both running to me informing me bout the test is going to start and is held on the top floor of blok E. Definitely tired of exhaustion when we run up and down. I did the DELF A1 oral and so did my friends. It was awesome. Had a weird night.
Those duties are the worst. I off the cctv thingy when i do p.a. So sorry.
I'm thinking seriously about it. Feeling guilty of rejecting.
I am actually posting something, so I'm still alive, don't worry.
I wanna die of exhaustion (suddenly forget how to spell??? *BLUR*)
I'm currently having some kind of sore throat + fever + vomitting + cough + flu
Definitely i don't have the h1n1 which my friends are worrying more about themselves then me, if yes i wouldn't be here preparing for tomorrow school's stuffs now.
I've got no idea how am i suppose to do DELF A1 tomorrow. Hope it's just the oral.
Finally my goal is not achieved, which yuvee and i try to succeed, well maybe she can do it, about getting anugerah kehadiran penuh. It was suppose to be a public holiday today if the school was in Selangor. =.="
我不是 孤独的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要记得我
灯熄的时候 满天的星空
最明亮的是寂寞
我永远都只能当配角 Déjà vu
It's been song long that I don't experience the familiar feeling with an unknown place. I wonder why it happened so many times these days. What's gonna happen to me?
Madam Khoo asked us to try our french oral today in the moral class. I think i did it badly, but she still think it's awesome. She always encourage us in all sorts of way. That make me feel guilty on what am I gonna do to her next year.. And she actually gave french students some kind of lollipop from France yesterday. =S
This's been my first post since the school reopen, and I only have time to post something just because I tried to finish as many homework as i can at school.
I knew it. I knew my folio is gonna look so stupid. People's just doing around 10 pages, and we guys are doing over 100. Aren't we insane???
The first day we had briefing. Second day too. Definitely third day also. Then tomorrow will be lapor diri.
They anounce that Hannah is trying to standardize the black shoes. Should i pretend to have one or not?? I hope her taste is not bad.
Did i mention that i'd been sorted into group A? I think yes. And yesterday they just announce the new duty for us. I'll be doing kawasan C. I've got no special duties like block or gate duties.
Even during recess i'm doing the chasing-students part. Thanks god the muslim are still fasting.
Just got my black book today, well sort-of mine cuz the name is still Jeng Yee's.
We need to get the accessories soon. 0.o
Oh yeah, i just passed up my orientation today with 23 more signatures to go.
Thanks to the get-the-other-prefect's-signature-first chain the top AJK's make me to do. T.T
5 signatures in that guy's hand, and I didn't manage to get it.
Bye bye 171~~ sob
Hope I won't kena demerit.
A huge crowd of people were standing in front of the door.
They're all waiting for the news.
And here comes it,
the thing they dreaded,
the one they doesn't want to hear.
A man wearing a white lab-shirt came out from behind the door.
And told them what had happen.
Tears began to drip down from the face of the first one listened to him.
And soon, the news began to spread to the others.
Only two cried.
They hugged each other roughly,
Some soothing words came out from the others that didn't cry.
Some children just remained silence, maybe they didn't understand.
Some adults just stood there, each of them wore a shocking look on their face.
They sobbed all the way down to the other room.
Their voices and cries keep on ringing in my ears.
I walked away without any further glance at that crowd.
I wonder what would happen to the others.
I just can't forget it.
R.I.P.
Oh no. I just remember that the french oral test is just a few days away if I'm not wrong. The babe said that the exam will be on somewhere the early of September.. Argh.. Hope I wont die.
刚刚把戏看完囖。
真正的游戏大魔头就像在我预料之中的陆克英。
样子单纯的他，说起话来又一脸斯文的样子，是令我感到一些惊喜。
因为我曾经怀疑过校长。
我是有怀疑过他，可是自己心中一直在否认他的罪名，
因为他长得那么斯文又可爱，怎么可能是游戏大魔头呢？？
开玩笑的啦。。
我很好奇，如果他是游戏大魔头，为何他要将自己的性命也当游戏玩呢？
对呀，我想说的就是黑鬼曾少宗扮演的那一集。
为何他要让他的幼儿同学得到游戏光碟，报复自己呢？
或许我赶时间，没把戏看清楚吧。。一定是看漏了那里。。
咳，最后男主角还是得跟女主角在一起。真令人羡慕死了。
结局也是在我想象中了，他们会有新任务。
可是我没想到竟然会有人还在说：“你以为游戏结束了吗？不，游戏才刚刚开始啊。”
还加上一个大大个“GAME OVER”的标志。
真是气死人啦。。好想有霹雳MIT2。。
难道游戏的最终目标就是我们（观众），要让我们舍不得把戏看完吗？？
好，那我不会认输的。
2. 陆廷威
3. 张善杰
4. 小鬼
5. 鬼鬼
6. 范玮琪
讨论案件的过程
拍大头贴？？？
海报
单纯的陆克英
天使老师的儿子，李晓星的双胞胎哥哥
英俊潇洒的钱富豪
代号： 187
代号：007
谁来跟我玩游戏？
5
4
3
2
1
游戏开始囖
小心，我就在你后面
霹雳MIT
首先，为自己拍拍手。。 =D
我已把霹雳MIT差不多看完了。
严重警告喜欢炎亚纶的粉丝：最好不要看!!
因为看了过后会很羡慕鬼鬼。
霹雳MIT可以说有少少让我失望。
因为大概全部案件我的可以猜得出谁是坏蛋。
虽然如此，我还是非常喜欢看哦!!
因为故事内容很有趣，虽然案件有些容易.
有时剧情很恐怖，也有些浪漫，也有侦探故事，最重要的是有炎亚纶。
太好看了!! 等着瞧吧，我看完后一定写一个完整的霹雳MIT2009档案哦!!
I woke up finding myself numb with coldness of the morning breeze although the hot air is slapping hard on my face. I sneezed so many times and I didn't realize that I'm the weirdo when i get into the car and realize that the sun is blazing hot. Maybe yes, I'm gonna be sick.
Sick of my life.
My eyes were so swollen. I went to the bathroom's mirror and saw a pair of puffy-red eyes staring back at myself. Every time i blinked i felt as though someone had just poked some needles to my eyelids.
I wonder why.
Why i had to be the one.
每个人都说，自己的童年时期是最快乐的。
我都不信，还常笑着对他们说 ： “我现在也很快乐，很幸福啊。”
踏入了青少年时期的我，已在中学念中二了。
回想过去我活了14年，到底做过了些什么。
想了好久，却什么都没想到。
这真名了我什么好事也没干过。
返回一些久的相簿，找回了一些回忆。
相片里多数都是我的照片。
我想过：为什么大人都不爱拍照啊？
过后再看下去，总算看到一些大人的照片了。
可是为什么，他们拍照的样子，总令我感到一种很奇怪的感觉。
每个人脸上的确实挂着笑容，可是我感觉到他们的背后都是很伤心，痛苦，沉重，压力。
他们每人的笑后面，都藏着悲哀。看的我真心酸。
我再也说不下去了。
是谁说的
侦探小说里的
侦探
都不能谈恋爱？
难道
他真的只能
一直默默
的在一旁
看着他的她
变成了另外一个人的她呢？
或许我这样写会很乱，可是我实在是看不过眼，也看不下去。
为什么。。
侦探就不是人了吗？
他也会
呼吸
吃喝
玩乐
睡觉
所以他也应该活得像平常人一样
“侦探必须留下用来谈恋爱的时间和心情来做分析和思想每个案件的嫌疑。
我们才没时间陪你们这些小妹妹谈恋爱呢.”
不
这全都是骗人的
他不可以，或许是说不想
谈恋爱
是因为
害怕他的她会受到伤害
害怕杀人魔会找她报复
害怕不够时间陪她
害怕将来会失去她
侦探已经把所有的可能性
都找出来了
因为他的IQ和EQ
都比平常人搞得很。
他会思考的比别人遥远。
当他找到了自己的她，
他将会奋不顾身的
保护她。
他非常了解她
也懂得很多平常人不懂的事情
可是
却有一样东西
他不懂。
就是
她的心。
她既然选择了一名侦探
那她就已经思考过了。
她了解
她将来会很危险
她将来的生活将会很幸苦
她将来随时都可能会失去你。。
请你不要再这样对她了。她以受够了。
Officially said byebye to my school for one whole week.
So many people went for a trip outside but we didn't.
Today the tailor come and take our measurement.
Measured everywhere.
Someone just get so over-excited when the tailor will measure guys' pants.
That's because she just had some kopi jantan + hormon kuda + kacip fatimah.
Damnx999 hyper.
Funny when they gossip about V & V. Especially that "take note" part.
Orientation is as bad as ever. Some still left 5 people. Shame on myself, having 26+ people to get somemore. Most of the prefects still won't give us their signature. Some are kind hearted enough to think that we gotta pass it up after hols so they just gimme free. I did something that i never even dreamt I'll ever do.
I asked Crystal to sign. Fortunately and thank god she didn't ask me to do ridiculous things. Muaacckss to you.
I was so stressed nowadays, that i got angry so easily.
I got so disappointed with myself.
I don't understand why problems like to come and find me.
I never blame you on what happen, I blamed myself.
Why am I such a bad friend? Why am I .. ?
Yes I know. Now everything is and will be different. Totally different.
We used to get on well together. I've been missing you so much.
I really dunno how to mend it.
I felt so tired these days. Rushing here and there for orientation, duties, homeworks and projects.
Right. Today the briefing is very weird. Ze head boy just announce the group names, and I am in Group A. Penyelia -- Nichy's brother.. Have no friends at all. At least kalpana has her cousin and casserene right. I was chosen to go to the PA System.. swt.. But then i think i'll be doing the duty with my mentor again tomorrow.. Omg, they did so many orientasi dy.. The upper form prefects just wait.. Today you all finish trial right.. Tomorrow we gonna serang you all.. Make sure now no excuses that you all wont sign for us.. Don't make our work though please. Oh yeah.. The tailor is coming tomorrow to take our measurement for the prefect's uniform.
Finally tomorrow is the final day of schooling.
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
cheek
2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
dun wanna leave my bed (i knew sth bad's happening today n im rite)
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
er.. my bear
4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
yes
5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
if it doesnt hurt, yes
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
yea, definitely not the school one though.
7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
you(the one who created this survey)
8. What does your last text message SAY?
really waiting for you bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
the one that ask me to look for the meaning of entropy which he's asking for orientation (cuz im looking for it now)
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
i miss someone in the hospital
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12 sth
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I got it from one of my friends as old clothes
13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
A lot
14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
******y
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz:
25 Apr 1995 - 19 Aug 2009 (14 years 3 months 25 days )
Im dead.
The orientation is driving me crazy.
The duties are making me mad.
The projects are killing me.
The orientation totally sucks. Some prefects are good, they'll just give us free sign. Some'll give us a task to do, i just ignore it if i dun feel like doing it. Erm.. the others are so busy studying. I only got 20/61. How can I pass it up on next next wed?? Some are asking for other prefect's sign, some are their friends, their birthday, a joke.. etc etc. Many ppl did alot dy.. omg
The duties. Those people just wont listen. I've got nothing to say. Cant they just coorperate?
The projects. I really dunno wat to do. I haven even start. I think we should pass it up tomorrow but no one in our class really care about it. We dont know what to do at all.
I don't understand why. I was just being sad. What in the earth's problem he got with me that I'm not smilling? I believe, if he's in my place and have my problems, he wouldn't even crack a smile. He have got no whatsoever right to treat me like that. It's my wish how I wanna be, whether smile or not. It's TOTALLY none of his business. I'm getting so frustrated with him. He only talk to me properly when he want something from me, or my help. Whenever I was talking to my friends, I was just joking. But he'll take it seriously and scold me for being like that to them. I was not talking to him, why he so perasan and ss. He always take everything seriously. Another guy(B) in the class used to like to joke with him, but guy A always take things so seriously, which broke their friendship. It just doesn't worth it. Why he wanna make enemy with everyone he could？I'm trying to ignore him everytime, but he alwez talk to me when he feels like. He also always bully my friends, but yet they can play and talk with him like normal. I don't understand how the hell they manage that. I used to angry at him last time, but later he kinda treat me better so I tolerate with him. However, he started to provoke me and made me feel annoyed. He also like to say nonsense but he didn't know he's affecting people so much. I really dunno how to describe my loathe towards him. I am really angry at him.
to reveal my secrets
Nothing to do..
我有一个很不好的预感
我感觉到学校的朋友
好像都在吵架
perang dingin
虽然我不知道发生了什么
可是我却大概明白
发生了什么事，
是谁先开始
以及谁的错。
希望
他们能够
早些和好
别再吵了
大家都是好朋友
I need you to be with me.
Forever and ever.
I couldn't bear
the days without you.
I really need you.
I was, am and will
Miss and love you forever.
Please don't be the one
who
create the most horrible day
of my life.
We are just separated by an invisible wall.
Although we are in different dimensions,
I will always watch you from far.
I'll catch your eyes from my corner of mine,
whenever you're not looking.
I can't let you know, how I feel.
Whenever you feel happy,
I'll drop tears of happiness
to celebrate with you
at my place without you.
You'll notice colourful rain,
which is full of hope
and it will
energize you
to start a new day.
Whenever you feel sad,
I'll always stand at you side,
to support you
but you'll never see me beside
because I'll only be with you
in your heart.
I'll whisper
inspiring words,
urge you to continue your other day
or make you feel dizzy or sleepy
so that you can
forget everything
and make tomorrow
a better day
for both of us.
So near yet so far.. ..
Our school is getting scarier now. I dread everyday.
I don't wanna see the sunset of today.
I dun wan to see the sun rise of 2mrw.
I dun wan to see the familiar classroom of mine.
I dun wan to see anymore..
Every word people saying now, are containing much more deeper meaning than the actual one.
Each and every single of them, mostly is backstabbing, teasing etc etc.
Why would 2009 be such a year.
Many things changed.
For Friends
For Opposite Sex
For Her/Himself
For Studies
For Ambitions
For God's Sake
For Ta Mere's Sake (nevermind that meaning)
I never wish for the next day to arrive. I just wanna lie in my bed as long as i want.
"Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, cause I might do something crazy like believe it."
"It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does."
"Just live and breathe
And try not to die again."
Lazy to do in facebook, so did it here.
Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 15 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.
if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy.
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking??
- Not necessary.. but not very ugly (love is blind)
2. Smart?
- Able to understand what im talking about, that's kinda enough for me
3. Preferred age?
- Must be older than me
4. Preferred height?
- erm.. actually must be tall.. but nevermind that now. at least 1cm taller.
5. How about sense of humor?
- that's the most important of all
6. How about piercings?
- if he's the cool kind of person, yes
7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Definitely
8. Pink hair?
- Never
9. Mushy or no?
?
10. Thin or fat?
Ngam - ngam.
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Brown
12. Long hair or short hair?
Shoulder length is acceptable, with fringe.
13. Plastic or metal?
Plastic which is immortal for 100 years
14. Smells good?
Better not. Later i ate him.
15. Smoker?
I dun like to feel smoky when kiss. (JOKING)
16. Drinker?
For reasons, yes.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Yea.. I dun really like being in the centre of attraction like kalpana
18. Musically inclined?
Yup
19. Plays piano?
Nope, i would rather choose bass.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Yea, bass is cooler.
21. Plays violin?
Nope, look so nerd
22. Sings very good?
nope, it'll be funny to tease him about the way he sings.
23. Vain?
hell no
24. With glasses?
Better.
25. With braces?
Nope, dun end up like kalpana, the way she speak is not clearly at all.
26. Shy type?
Nope, cuz i'll be the one.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Medium, it'll be like devil beside you.
28. Active or passive?
Active.
29. Tight or bomb?
Neither
30. Singer or dancer?
Dancer, i cant bear anyone fighting with me for the microphone.
31. Stunner?
Yup
32. Hiphop?
No-no.
33. Earrings?
It's okay, like i said as long as he's cool.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un
Definitely not that kinda popular guy
35. Dimples?
*emphasise*A MUST
36. Bookworm?
A bookbug
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
If his essay got high marks, it's okay.
38. Playful?
Another must.
39. Flirt?
Only to me.
40. Poem writer?
No, he wont talk to me then
41. Serious?
Not my cup of juice
42. Campus crush?
Depends
43. Painter?
Never, i dun wanna have Encik Muhammad Salleh bin Perang, SAB version(form 2 history text book page 69 top right)
44. Religious?
Yes
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Not about offence stuffs, as jokes it's loveable
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Internet needs such as msn, facebook, fs, blog etc must have but not a geek.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
I dun love a robot, or a computer.
48. Loyal or faithful?
Is there any difference? If yes, loyal.
49. Good kisser?
Not too, im not a gud one.
50. Loves children??
ER.. Im not thinking that far.
*yawn* goodnight.
The exam just finish today(exclamation mark key spoiled,replace with full stop instead). Well, that is to say, almost finish because tomorrow i still have a french paper, and this is the first time ever in my life that im not studying, not touching the book at all because i got fed up with the stupid delf a1 and dunno what to study now. Let's not talk about the exam now, since that it's over.. ( I dunno why am i still thinking about how I'm gonna answer the questions tommorow, erm but not to worry first.)
I used to think that blogging is a very suitable place for you to say something that's in your heart, but now i start to feel like this way is not effective at all. So many things had happen, and i dunno what or i wanna say about it. No one i think is suitable of hearing all my woes. My blog is public and people *hint*, someone in my family to be exact, love to see my blog. I realize that i love the highway i use to go home with now. [ only one person know why ]
Totally and currently addicted to :
No Boundaries - Kris Allen
Be With You - Wilber ft Akon
Right Now - Akon
A Little too Not Over You - David
Crush - David
(lazy to update at movies to catch)
G. I. Joe - The Rise of The Cobra
Hannah Montana
Harry Potter
Race to Witch Mountain
Transformers 2
I have nothing to say right now, na na. NOTHING AT ALL.
And i finally understand why all the people dun like that person now. So irritating.
I'm really really busy, so busy that i dunno how to describe. Im feeling so guilty cuz im not suppose to online nowadays, not to mention blogging. Im gonna fail myself in everything.
Today the prefect 'short' briefing.. Really, dunno wat to say bout it. They say short, and it ain't short at all. Suddenly i regret everything. Very confuse now. It's like so many things to remember, and i cant see how the prefects have ever did like dat d previous year. Nevermind.. tomorrow onwards i shall just wake up early.. OMG.. can't believe it. And i skip sabels fees for it, my favourite domino pizzas. Thx 2 MienJeu cuz she keep a bottle of 100+ for me at least.. Better than dun have =)
Erm.. i think i better say sth bout the swimming gala.. Sorry guys, i dint take any pictures, especially of the one u all very keen to have, bcuz the fon is kept in my bag and i was downstairs competing.. hmm.. i sort of enter 3.. at first i put 4 but the teacher cut my name.. Dunno bout the medals yet.. They haven give.. They say they are giving 2mrw but i think they changed the plan, never mind.
Breast Stroke
Free
Medley
And my goals are achieved.
Now the tv is showing Chris Jericho and Rey Mysterio wrestling, but i have no interest in watching anymore. I need to print for the prefect badge, and next week i'll have exam so i dun think i'll be able to blog anymore. 2mrw, the nightmare starts.
NITE =)
17 Again
Freaky Friday
I've just found out that this two movies are so fantastic. Both movies are about switching characters and then they learn many lessons from the switching, and it's hilariously funny too. Jake and Mike are so hot. Meanwhile, Anna and Maggie are so pretty. I think i just fell in love with high school movies. =)
I am extremely busy dis week, or should we call it this month, with so many folios to be done. I finished by kgt on monday by not sleeping, that's my record, i've never do something like that before. Feel nothing special the next day, not really sleepy. It's very sad to know that our class n 2m must redo our peka again, as it must be done by hand actually. We printed it out, used so many inks and papers, what's the point? Fortunately we still can cut the colour pics from the old folios, if not it's really such a wastage. So many subjects are doing their last minute stuffs, like science, geo, bm and english. Most of the language subject need us to do our oral, which i suffered the most. Lucky me when our bm oral is done casually, spontaneously (i spelled wrong?), bcuz teacher sort of ask our group to go first. We did not prepare anything, no, not at all. Just the script a bit, and i think it's not that gud bcuz the tatabahasa is like something wrong then it is not formal at all. We did the forum, cuz for the first time dis teacher is like getting angry. We speak like we're talking, and we got 25/30. What a surprise, i dint even expect 20 bcuz all of us are so unprepared. Now the last oral is the english one, fortunately it's pair work. I alwez have problems with my nerves when i need to do the oral alone in front of the whole class.
Im getting so frustrated with sab. This school is not systematic at all. They'd never think of how many activities a person attend, well maybe yes, they thought about it. And they simply ask us to go for something which is more important. What if both the events are equally important, well maybe not to them, but to me? It's really so stress studying in this school, the co-curicullar activities is so not systematic, and the principal is still calling so many visitors to our school, which will simply make the school busier.
Enough crapping bout those school things.I dun understand why humans love to borrow people's things. Not to say cannot, but if u are borrowing someone's things, just simply return to them after use, and try not to use all of it. Actually many people dun like rejecting, so they'll just agree and borrow them. Almost 80% of them later will come complaining, well if i must say, include me. All my things are missing nowadays, include some of my most valued stuffs. DO REMEMBER, IM NOT YOUR WALKING STATIONERY LENDER. Pls dun feel scare to borrow things from me later, im not that angry, just make sure u return it on time or dun spoil it.
HALF-BLOOD PRINCE
Last Saturday which in other word 18 July 2009, i went to watch Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. As i had expected earlier, it's definitely so nice. Here are some scenes which i would like to share.
Severus Snape and Narcissa Malfoy are making the Unbreakable Vow which is helped by Bellatrix Lestrange.
Harry was looking at Dumbledore's wand after Dumbledore died in the headmaster office.
The pair are kissing in the Room of Requirement.
Here some cute Harry Potter pics
goodbye,
emo-ing.
Monday, swimming AGM.
What a shame, I actually missed the treasurer and form representatives by an inch. Or maybe it was further. I noe im not that good, but i'll just try my best, won't i? Never mind, it's our school's tradition to take old, ex-'s and experienced people to serve the school. They wouldn't give chances to the new one.. I din't mean swimming club, just saying that after someone remind me bout it. I don't know but i just dun really feel good bout dis year's ajk, as so many people did not attend the agm, sorry to say. Thanks to previous years's ajks alot for taking care of the club. Love ya all!! hahaha.
Tuesday, what's up? Bicara Akademik.
The school was flooded with parents and human beings since early in the morning. The prefects are being extremely busy, that scares me what would happen if I got to be in the prefectorial board. Im definitely not that kind of people that dare to offer help to strangers, not that im not friendly but i do not dare to "open my mouth". And yeah, Puan Halimaton is treating me very good. She dint say anything about me being noisy and ignoring her in the class. She just told my aunt that im so good, and quiet in the class. Very kind of her to say so. It's not that i want to be like that, but it's because the two human beside me are discussing more "important things" beside me. Im that kind of people that cant concentrate easily, but when i am concentrating really hard, it'll be like im in the book/tv/computer. That's why i cant finish my harry potter book with you guys around, kalpana.
Wednesday, what's up again? Look up and you'll saw the ceiling smiling back at you. =)
The day has arrived. It is like someone had bewitched the clock to work at triple speed again.
So tomorrow i'll have to pass up the prefect form. Im just starting to prepare the certs and realize that i've lost my photo. Getting so furious, i went to tuition with no mood. People are bullying me there, how unfair. When i return from tuition, im very grateful that i'd got a new photo. Thanks to you. Muacks.
Thursday, Today.
Passed up the prefect form. Did test during pj. Got many hw n folios to be done. Attended SABELS agm and fainted. Thanks to SABELs ex-ajks too!!! Lov ya'll. LOL
bye, gotta go to finish folio
Beware guys, influenza H1n1 is now available in SAB!! So one of the class is being quarantined for a week now. And a guy in my class actually has a family friend in that particular class!! Hope everything will be okay. I dun wan our skul to be close. Chill
To friends that dint study in SAB:
Pls dun think im a weirdo. Im not infected.
Last thursday, i just cant believe i did sth that i'd nv dreamt of doing in my life ever. I actually went to take the form to apply for being a prefect. A prefect in SAB!!! Never in my dream. I wonder where my guts come from. My friends? My family? Or is it i dint realise that i actually wanted to be a prefect? I promised myself last year that i would never want to be a prefect, i really wonder who or wat influence me so much. Anyway, i put my name on the list and grabbed one of the form finally, so i think it's better if i'll be worrying wat sort of secondary school's certificate i can give them. Good luck to myself.
I noe, I noe.
It was like since ages ago when i last posted sth in my blog.
I dunno wat kept me so busy, but im just as busy as a bee.
I dun think im going to blog alot nowadays, gotta keep up wid my hw abit.
I dint really start my folios yet, shame to admit.
Today's Sabels outdoor activity is very fun. Unfortunately i dint get wet at all.
I was hoping to get wet as the weather is so hot.
1st, we circulate the block e, zig-zagged upstairs n den downstairs.
They were ppl hiding in the classes, splashing water on us.
I dodge all the splashing, it's just so easy.
You just need to stand behind all ur group mates. (ppl who stands in front will normally got wet)
Alwez avoid the classroom doors. (the ajks wont be able to hide at other places)
You must noe how to use ur friends. (just joking)
Run as fast as you can.
Finally we reach downstairs again.
1st station, we played the number range game.
Human can simply say any number.
However, if u said the correct number, u'll be splashed.
I was kinda dangerous.
My range was 5 - 8.
And i must guess either 6 or 7.
I took Melissa's advice and guessed 6.
"Whoa.. that's was just so close.. lucky you"
The ajks was disappointed, lol.
Kauutam was splashed as it was his turn.
Next, our group are asked to sing one of the Michael Jackson's song.
They agreed to sing "beat it", but i dint noe the lyrics.
The ajks are happy of cuz, they punished us and splash water on us.
But still, im not wet at all.
Later, we use water gun to shoot the bottle.
We managed to do it..
So it's now OUR turn to splash the ajk.
They are not really wet bcuz they all ran fast.
So i ended up as dry as dried chilies.
Bye, till i finish my hw.
My printer is not working again.
It's so annoying, everytime i need to print sth, i would have to uninstall it, and then reinstall it.
After all that, i'll have to restart the computer almost 3 times.
Sometimes i even need to plug in and out the pendrive n the printer's usb connection as they are sharing one. It's just so stupid.
I dun understand, why does my cpu, having almost 6 usb port, and only two are working.
The two are supposed to be used for the mouse and the keyboard, but fortunately the old keyboard is using the dunno-wat-port (forgot it's name). I know now i have 1 spare but it's still very annoying as it has to share between printer, scanner, pendrive and sometimes even the handphone.
I dun understand wat the swimming form is about in many ways,
whether it's just a survey or is it a real form ( it doesnt look formal),
wat they mean by each team mate suppose to do different stroke (is that wat we call relay?).
The day is coming soon. I hope i wont lost my meaning of life.
Alright, im just crapping. Never mind.
Erm, gotta go. i tot i could, but definitely not.
Hmm.. .. I probably just had the best day of my life a few days ago.
However, i need to understand n accept sth. All this stuffs will end very soon.
yuvee, i shall blog wid chinese very soon. this is for u. LOL
monday.
I brought yuvee back bcuz swimming was cancelled. Wat a day!
We ran here and there, there and here. First he told us no swimming, den later he run back n say got swimming. Then later that secretary come n say no swimming again.. Shit, it's confusing.
Swimming gala is comming soon. I hate it!!! I hope it doesnt fall on that day.
Really, i wished i could go.
However.. The babe attend her first swimming lesson in her life on last friday. Hope she could tell me wat happened soon. She said they were doing bubbles n tap feet.
I hope coach's not giving us a hard time by the first lesson we're back. Luckz.
Yea, our principal just announced that we'll have monday as a holiday.
真的很抱歉
看来我和你们俩真的没有缘呢。。
我指的那两个人就是chiyen和joeyee囖。。
每次你们约我出去，我都没办法和你们一起。
还记得去年放大假时，我答应了joeyee说要和她一起去sunway lagoon度假。。
可是却放了她飞机。。哈哈。。
那不是故意的，应为我搞错了。
她说某个星期的拜五要去，可是我却误会了，以为是另一个星期。
刚好她要去的那天，我人已经在云顶了。。所以没办法陪她去，然后他就叫了chiyen。
啊！真幸福呢。。好羡慕她们。。应为我好想去哦。。
×当她打电话给我时我在云顶outdoor的鬼屋里面。。×
这次又让chiyen失望了。。
可是这次不是我的错，因为不是我接电话。。
以为joeyee能够代替我陪chiyen去，可是又不能。
咳，抱歉囖。。
放了你们俩的飞机。。 以后相信能和你们一起去玩的！！Night at the Museum 2 Yes Man Bedtime Stories Fast & Furious 4Journey to The Centre of The Earth
这个假期实在是太闷了。
是我度过最无聊的一个。
这还不够呢，
你还要把我全部东西一瞬间拿回去。
听着，是全部！！
全部东西在一瞬间没有了，会有什么感想？
我真的开始对自己没兴趣了。
啊！！真的好无聊。
这个星期直到今天，我还没有看到什么值得惊喜或开心的事。
希望将来的日子能够不要再变差了。
这样已经够烦了。
昨晚和前晚都没睡好。
应该是想太多了吧。
还记得我所梦见的事都跟我在烦恼着的东西有关联。
我已经好久没做个好梦了。
真怀念以前的时间。。
希望一切能够恢复正常，
让所有的东西，
变回以前的状态。。
每当我想到要把事情变回像以前的时候，
我就会不断地提醒自己：
“过去了的时间，是没有可能到回去。”
没办法之下，
只好学习好好的珍惜我现在所拥有的一切。。 。。
最近好喜欢在部落格emo哦。。请别在意！！
人家去做苦工就说累到半死。。我又累什么呢？
咳。。说来说去，不就是在担心那些事情吧！
不知不觉，已经到了2009年的六月。
时间过得还真快呢。
还记得去年的这个时候，我收到一个我认为很特别的短讯。
在这里分享一下咯。。
1月25日，雪灾=天灾
3月14日，藏独=人祸
5月12日，地震=地灾
1+2+5=08
3+1+4=08
5+1+2=08
08年08月08日北京奥运会巧合？ 地震发生那天正好是距08年08月08日奥运会还差88天！
再加这个都是巧合？
真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年（08）奥运会地震：
“北暮苍山兰舟四
京无落霞缀清川
奥年叶落缘分地
运水微漾人却震”
前四个字-----北京奥运
后四个字-----四川地震
可是，北京奥运会不是很成功吗？
一个国家在一年内面对那么多事情还撑得住，真的佩服呀！！
华人的光荣。。 =）
请不要理我。。我太无聊了。。
wednesday is so boring.. doing nothing at home..
get so frustrated wid myself.. try to make myself do the pile of homework.. but din concentrate at all.. ..
i think i will fall ill soon..
even wan to read some books also left it at home..
nothing to blog.. simply say something..
bm class.. asna dint come.. haiz..
sit at the back line like normal.. cheng yun sit in the middle of two tables.. =.="
and yea.. at least bm class is kinda funny.. cheer me up a bit..
'thnx' a lot to cheng yun.. he ask me not to worry summore bout the ejekan.. but he himself is doing it.. ejek me summore.. ..
he owe me once.. nope. suppose to be he and sim..
send me wat mysterious msg.. and said wat best actor konon.. he really have a kind of face when he lie..
no offence. =)
well.. things got sort of .. erm .. unfortunate nowadays.
i dint noe the fortune teller is so true, that my critical day is on 2nd June.
yea.. i lost so many things that day.
got so damn disappointed, feel nothing to do in this live and have the feelings like macbeth in life's brief candle.
everything suddenly turn from the gud side to the bad one.. omg.. it's so irritating.
thnx a lot to my friends, they did a great job. i bcame happy back after tuition. =)
yea maybe i should stick to my friends a lot more to avoid sadness..
sorry~ just my emo-ing.
dun have mood to blog at all. . .
and yes, it's so delicious, the bil looks delicious too. almost thousand, omg, god bless.
our skul celebrated teacher's day last friday. there were many performances, but its kinda boring. first, all the important teachers went up and giv speech for teacher's day. later got fashion show, some of the students wear like our teachers. den there was price giving ceremony for those teachers who got the highest vote from each class for the respective categories. this year's price giving is not as 'high' as last year's. next, we had drama. it's very funny as they act like 'pro's. erm, there was also a band. some of the teachers and students also play games together after those performances. i wished encik saribuwan happy teacher's day. he's the only one who i wished, he must be proud. lol.
later, we went to leisure mall as planned. we first go to watson to buy vivian's contact lens solution. when we was paying the money, we suddenly saw chak. haha, sort of scared us cuz he doesnt look like ppl who'll come here after skul, lol.-no offence- we went to buy the night at the museum 2 ticket, we chose a place which is quite behind, row C if im not wrong and it's on 2.30. we then walked to a&w to eat lunch. we bought 4 sets and sat down. we found out that chak is actually coming wid kevin, jonathan, angeline, jia huei, eileen and many others their friends. we got to noe that we are watching the same movie on the same time, lol. yuvee, vivian and me kept on talking bad about kalpana to kevin, and kevin said that everyone in his class noe her. wow, we denied that she had such popularity, and we were prooved correct when kevin told us she's actually famous in his class becuz her name is weird and funny. definitely, we had a gud laugh. then, we parted.
yuvee and i planned to make a surprise for kalpana, so we ask vivian to make kalpana to stay wid her so that yuvee and me can go and buy the teddy bear for her. we first said dat we would like to go to the toilet, cuz we noe that kalpana will never go to toilet. who noes, she want to follow us. alrite, we think of plan B. yuvee and i ran away just after kalpana went in to the toilet. we went to living cabin to find teddy bears for her, but they was all not fluffy and expensive. we had no idea but to change to plan C as i seldom come to leisure mall. vivian and me leave yuvee wid kalpana instead so that we could go to look for other things. fortunately, they dint got lost. we search other places, and found a cute tortoise. we decided to bought it.
we found them at speedy, we ran to them. i said " happy belated bday kalpana ". and whoa, she show us a terharu and puppy face. walked to popular bookstore.
later, we went to watch the movie. it's very nice bcuz it's really stupid and funny, but dunno why i dint laugh much. aozhu said that i had become cool nowadys, and even vivian agree to that. the guys behind us r kinda annoying. however, kalpana still like them. wat to do, it's her nature. LOL.we also went to many shops, and went back at 5 sth.yuvee's macho is really so cute, love it so much.
look who's pics down there..
today sabels do treasure hunt, i wont miss it of cuz. i went wid kalpiey, as they combine the BLADES wid us. grouped wid her. omg.
1st, we solve the riddles in the class. the first quest is like :
________ tree
cooking ______ answers is : palm oil.
lol, i got the palm but dint get the oil. thnx ajk for telling us the answer.
we went to the palm oil in front of block A, so easy to get kim's signature.
she's so blur.. .. haha. we sign for interacters while they gave us a sign back.
next, astaka. luckily we dint have guys in the group. they broke the toothpick into two pieces, and give us one each. we pass the rubber band around using our mouth. it's kinda weird, argh. we cheat a bit? lol
then, the worst part of all. form three science lab. karthi and jaarvis there. i first saw kabenesh's face full with flour. and then, i urge my group members to be faster. and we knew wat we gotta do. there was a small basin on the table. it contains, non other then flour. but the worst of all is that they added water. eww.. gross. well so, like normal, the upper forms bully us and say that we lower form should do it. fine, i agreed. but i dun wanna go first, so kalpana went first, in a heroine style. lol. she stuff her head inside the water. it'll be kinda hard for non-swimmers? it took her only a while to get the mentos inside. okay then, well my turn. alrite, chill. put my head inside, well, it felt normal, like swimming. but i was too addicted to the water (lol) that i dint realize wat to do. i took up my head to breath a few times because i was too nervous. i force myself to put my head deeper inside the water to find for mentos, but the only things my lips touched is just the flour. i tried at the side of the basin, but it's hard to get. So they add some water and shake the basin a bit. got it at last. jaarvis said my hair is so full wid flour.
next is burst the balloon, each of us burst one.
final checkpoint is to guess a quiz thingy. got it correct but still second place. sad.
bye, gtg for wwe.
if u ask me to describe her dog, i'll only say four words
big . muscular . fierce . o-m-g
we watched the full version of the phantom of the opera, but i went back early n didnt watch finish, haiz, so sad.
today we was given a project to do, and we must pass up on dis friday.
shit lar wei.. who can finish a folio by two days?? uhh!!!! maybe i should sleep at 5.50am and wake up at 6am. great suggestion.
just got a song editor program.. yea!!
bye~ gtg to do the folio.
New birthday celebration methods
happy birthday~~ sim
tuition so funny.. they celebrate sim's birthday in such a way~
you guys can try this on ur friend, male friend though.
OH-MY-GOD
dis is going to be a long post.
i miss onlining so much. i have so many things to say.
SAB ghost story. Block A toilet.
well, sab has many legents and ghost stories.
however, this is the newest one, as my friends experience it themself. however, im not at the scene. hope it's not true.
two of them are going to the toilet at block a. as you all noe, only the last toilet is functioning.
they walked in and saw a malay girl walked out from it. another malay girl tat was queueing there went in. so they waited outside the door.
they started to feel weird when she went in too long, and no noises inside. one of them saw the door creak open. they wondered why dis girl dint lock the door when she using the toilet, and push the door a bit. THEY SEE NOTHING. NO ONE IS INSIDE.
they swear to me that they really saw a girl going in.
this is creepy, i hope it's not true, omg. i believed my friends, cuz they dont look like they're joking. moreover, no point joking on stuffs like dis rite.
Got locked~interesting french class
this is really a very special experience. when i recall back, i'll be laughing like a mad person.
erm.. this happened on one of the wednesday, i forgot which is the exact day.
the wednesday before the exam week if im not wrong.
that day, we -- kalpana, yuvee and me stayed back for french like normal.
and kalpana followed yuvee and me to petronas.. (O-M-G SHE'S ACTUALLY GOING WID US!!)
then we changed our plan and went to the ice-blended place instead, and we walked walked and walked. kalpana was like finding for a RESTAURANT for the ice-blended STALL but she see nothing, so she complain to us how far more we'll have to walk when we'd actually reach there.
den when we come back to skul.. im damn worry.. it's already 3.05pm.. and i haven eat my lunch yet. i quickly swallowed the mee, and urge them to go to the class. kalpana dont want to go.. so she purposely do things slowly.. she only agree to take her bag when i was so noisy bout we're going to be late. who noes, the teacher's not there. we copied the homework into our exercise book and start figuring out ways to do the exercise. -- it's so hard, i dont even noe how to do a 'sentence' and we supposed to do 'questions' for this exercise.
it all started to become funny when i got too thirsty and boring. i suggested to go to the canteen to buy a bottle of water, but kalpana said the 20 cent water thingy is functioning again (it was spoiled since last year) so we went to the koperasi instead of canteen.
i found out i saw a pack of twisties on the place we used to put our bottles to fill in water, and the thing is locked. i got angry and scolded kalpana.. hahaa.. yuvee said we'll go to the toilet instead.
we walk to the block E toilet, the one most of us preferred as it's cleaner. we reached there, and it's so quiet. only a few pbsms playing games at the volley ball court. we went up to the third floor, as the second floor one is quiet dirty too. yuvee got in to the toilet.. she's so slow.. and kalpana n i planned to scare her wid the ghost stories. this is how we played her :
i said i saw something on the ceiling there, then kalpana see also. she shouted "OH MY GOD!!" so loudly and purposely stomp her foot loudly and ran away.
yuvee was not scared, she knew we're just playing. and here's the climax.
we walked down by the 1 hemah's stairs. we didnt noe wat'll happen to us in a few minutes.
i went down 1st and saw the gate was locked. omg.. started to feel a bit panick.
we tried to use the 1 amanah's stairs instead, hoping that it's not lock. dis time yuvee went down 1st, she saw the gate is kinda locked, but she said " aiya.. they just cloz the gate. i dun think they locked it. "
who noes, the thing we dreaded really happened. it was really locked.
i felt so funny instead of scared. then we laugh laugh and laugh.
yuvee was panicked i think, she asked jingyee whether jaarvis is there anot (we saw jaarvis when we went up to the block e). she said yes and yuvee was shouting for him.. so funny.
then we saw one prefect there, one of us shouted, and he went away. we tot he palau us.. but i think he's the one who went and call the guard.
a while later, many pbsms come by and saw us. they showed us shocked n weird faces.
then yuvee's friend came. i dunno wat's his name, the great pbsm. he said we look like animals in the zoos.. omg. he also gave yuvee a balloon to 'survive'. (wat he said, like feeding food to animals in the zoo)
finally, the guard came. he opened the door. he asked us why we still went up to the block. he said he'll lock it at 3pm.
i dunno wat he's crapping, it's already around 4.30 when we went to the toilet, but he dint lock it.
he dint even check for human beings in the block b4 he lock it. he said it's for the 'coupling' probe that happen at our skul. lol. ( he wore 2007 5C's t-shirt.. haha.. got kalpana's sister's name there)
really a funny experience, i'd never try one before.
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sorry~~ cant let u read the content. LOL
this probably will be my last time of blogging.
will return after the exams, 17th may. bye~
多美好的时间，也有伤心的时候。
多难过的日子，总有一天也会有过完的时候。
可是为什么，我的功课，总没有，做完的时候呢？ =P
dunno why, i alwez love to leave a post on swimming.
this tuesday is the last swimming lesson, maybe they are doing it after the mid-year examination.
in the bus, we girls are chatting. they talked many things, so funny. we kept on laughing and laughing.
when puan maznah changed into the swimming suit and went to shower, we all were like clapping and cheering loudly.
erm.. when we rest, the malay girls suddenly sang:
"i love you, you love me, we are happy family."
and the coach say, " who wants to be your family??"
hahaa..
and.. the other girls also talked about breast stroke. then some of us had negative thinking.. breast.. but coach say, "wat lar!! im talking about chicken breast!!"
i had a good laugh.
ahh.. my back stroke so cacat.. i noe lar.. haiz.. i hate back stroke so much.
if without moving the hand, it's okay, but if we move the hands, i swim so badly.
some more crapping about my birthday,
humans are still wishing me happy birthday.
thnx for da wish, shun ren.
and thnx for the other present, sim. you shouldnt bought so many things.
ahhhh.. i was sooo sick.
wednesday, my nose feels so uncomfortable.
i really really hate running nose.
i'd almost used three packets of tissues. i wanted nothing more than go home.
and, during the last two periods, i went home. teacher is not coming for science, so no worry about the homework.
thursday, i had two periods of pj.
omg.. so tiring. especially when we do the warm up thingy.
i felt sooo sick.
and.. it's quite shame to say. i got 0/5 for the badminton test.
shi ern ask me to hit harder, i dun wan to hit hard, because everytime i try to hit harder, i would never even hit the shuttle cock cuz i was too scare.
yea, i dint train at home and yea, i alwez study study and study.
ahh.. vivian say i look like a nerddd.. im sad. i dun wanna be a nerd!!!
we practise the servis dekat thingy, it's quite easy, better than the far one.
test after the exam, luckily.
one advice before going on, never give your pendrive to kalpy, or bring it to school.
yesterday, i was doing the li project thingy for the 10 marks sake.
and that is when i scan my pendrive with the avg free.
it had been a habit to check for virus, as i scared that it will infect this dear computer.
"THREAT FOUND!!"
"VIRUSES!!"
this kinda of windows suddenly pop-up.
i was stunned. 0.0
and i quickly went to see the avg free scan.
guess how many viruses was found in?
120++ viruses!!!!
i tot my eyes got probe.
i had no other way but to heal it.
and all my files, were deleted. so sad.
since all my important files were already deleted, i took the chance to format the pendrive.
omg, i cant live without my pendrive, and now all the things are lost.
and now, i'll have to rescan the local disk d and disk c.
such a great day huh?
pls kalpy,next time, do install an antivirus.
WWE SUCKS YESTERDAY!!
i tot after saturday, celebration of my birthday is like -- ended.
but who noes, asna asked me to go to tuition late, around 8.
and so, i followed her instruction.
asna, adina, sim and cheng yun are planning sth for me.
i'd already suspected, cuz since last week i was like asking them wat are they talking bout..
wat letter are they passing around and etc etc.
but they just wont tell.when i went in the class, they were at another room.
and then, they came in.asna brought me sth, an adidas bag.
i love it.
they actually shared money to buy that bag.
cheng yun requested to teacher so that everyone'll sing happy birthday song to me.
fortunately they dint, if not it'll be very embarassing.
anyway, thank you very much, guys!!
i was slightly cheered up. =)
on monday, they anounced the winner for the class presentation. and we dint get anything, we're quite sad actually. we tot we'd lose.
if u read those previous post, u'll noe that on some day's i'd been sleeping really really late, cuz i need to rush for the pictures for yuvee, and the msn is testing our patience by sending really very slowly. and now, we get nothing in return. if we really lose, we doesnt mind, but the thing is, we dint even compete in that stupid competition. our presentation had 'flew' to dennis's pendrive.
and i recalled back wat happen that day.
we went to pass up the presentation at the computer room.
we actually wanted to pass up to mr fitri, but *FORTUNATELY* that time mr fitri's computer was hanged.
and so, we pass up the presentation to mr h, cuz he volunteer himself to do so.
and that presentation thingy, i believed, most of us believed, that he did not pass up our presentation to mr fitri.
and so, we get nothing. we dint even compete with them.
they probably dont take the probe seriously even if we complain, but we WILL.
they wouldn't understand
how much effort we had put in the presentation,
how hard it is to ask everyone to take those pictures,
how we had broke our head to think of our classmates' similarities and things to talk bout them,
how stress we were,
how keen we were to win,
how much time we'd put in it,
how many hw we'd put away just to do this thing,
how ..
how ..
how ..
how ..
how ..
how ..
how ..
it just wouldnt finish.
they would never understand..
ps: not kia su~
i volunteer myself to do the literasi thingy for the whole class, and bcoz of sum students give me the informations after i photostated, so i shall copy the same info for 35 times.
it's like i'd been punish to do lines.
nvm, wish myself luck. 燃烧自己，照亮别人。
from yesterday night til this morning, my handphone is keep on ringing to show that smses had arrived.
early in the morning (not really early, about 10 sth), i woke up and on my handphone.
i saw many ppl's sms. i would like to thank you guys for wishing me happy birthday.. ^^
first of all, the sms is from ginny. she wished me advance birthday yesterday night, something around 2320 yesterday.
den, thnx to asna. she purposely waited until the time passes twelve midnight, and send a sms to me and said many sweet things. tq very much.
after that, the sms is from lai joe yee. late night. around 0145 midnight. thnx to u too for remembering my bday.
den today morning around 8 (i was still sleeping zzz). a great surprise. manju wished me happy burfday nerdy!! lol
next is natalie. a great friend. now and alwez. anyway, thnx for remembering my bday too.
another one is from maxis. the maxis is wishing me happy bday?
LOL. erm.. it's actually cheng yun (papaya colour). he called me at 0956.
im still sleeping. and he called again to wish me.
im so sorry for ur keypads, who asked u to sms so much? anyway, tq very much!!!!
and of cuz it's not belated..
u called at around 10.25 but i actually was borned at around 10.35am. so it's still advance - for 10 minutes? nolar.. just joking
it's already very nice of you to wish me happy birthday, not to worry advance or belated =)
thnx sim aka Mr durian (durian colour).. for wishing watermelon happy burfday.
ps: i tot u are Mr orange?? so many names ar u.. ^^
around 5, Chi Yen, aka vanessa send me a birthday msg too.
ahh.. my best friend, miss u so much. in three language summore.
thnx wor, ur chinese got improve.
then later, sara. thnx also. i appreciate it very much.thnx to ao zhu, the 1st person who give me present for my bday.i'll make use of that thing. =)
thnx a lot to yuvee too, the next person who gave me a great surprise by putting the present under my desk.
also thnx to vivian, she was the 1st one actually. but she scared the present will break, so she gave me after school instead.i received all ur loves that were stored in your present.
wish myself a happy advance birthday. =) xD
每个人都有自己的要担心的事。
Happy Birthday Jaarvis!!
hahaaa.. happy 17th birthday 'head boy' (24 April).. .. ..
" happy birthday!! "
arr.. i acidentally deleted the skin..
so i go find a new skin, hope its nice.
i'll wait for yuvee's help to do the chat box thingy.
钱花完了， 可以努力去赚回来。
可是如果感情没了，要到哪儿去找呢？
everytime when almost reach that day,
the clock is like being bewitched by someone to work at double speed.
i hate it so much.
the ppl are being funny, keep on asking us to donate for gaza.
so sad, my hand is full with school bags which cause i cant reach my purse.
slept at 1.30, thnx to the seni homework.. .. ..
erm.. played badminton madly wid yuvee ( we purposely palau kalpana )..
and.. tuition is soooo boring.
and slept at 1 .. thnx to geo's teacher now.. ..
wow~ she's totally changed.
rumours say that she'd been called to pn siti hanah.
she didnt even punish us for not finishing the notes.
kadet polis really .. .. nothing to say lar.
do wat orientation.. already april.. besides, next week i'll be going french.
i dun mind watever punishment u wanna give them.
and.. someone was happy cuz someone was 'speeching' on the stage.. muahaha
im sorry to sum1 -- az -- cuz did sth u dint even did wid no.2 b4. muahahaaaa..
noe wat, i think i'll be going jusco 2mrw. treat myself with something nice, perhaps.
i'd been happy 2 noe that today we are doing treasure hunt.
i'd used almost rm2 to call every1 to get the bloody sports shirt.
i'd been wasting alot of time and money.
i'd been worrying that i made every1 busy for me.
and, you tell me, it's cancelled. thnx, ×i love you so much.× ~ no offence~
i regretted it so much, i didnt think that you guys will take it so seriously.
you really go tell. haiz. i was just joking. i dun wan to go to skul 2mrw.
really, it's too obvious to do that. i .. .. 无话可说了。。 im feeling so bad now.
i prefer nth had happen.
well, i sort of made this blog as a place to complain. so dun get bored, okay? lol
Saturday.. hmm.. wat i did.. oh yea..
in the morning i went to the bm tuition like usual.. *haiz*
then later.. i do my homework.. the seni 1.. so sad and boring..
and go tuition like normal. no need me to say.
i got so frustrated when they say they are bringing me to a place named 'port dickson' -- not the real 1 -- to eat the hokkien mee.
i wanna watch 'james bond - the world is not enough' at home.
then of cuz i went.. i very guai 1.. haiz.. im so sad lor..
but then during the time i wait for the waiter to serve the food,
i made this thing out of boringness.
All the humans get the 'muruku', 'ladoos' and 'polka' or wat (sorry that i forgot the last 1) .. and i bought the 7up in the canteen for two ringgit. When i try to open it, it sort of bursted. The canteen person had kept it horizontally, so when we put it straight back, the bottle is sort of shaked and so it bursted.
I'd been sooo sleepy that i almost fell asleep in Moral class. ( i slept 2 oclock last nite, and woke up at 6 -- my 1st experience to sleep so little not counting the hours i slept during holidays ) and i do the exercise teacher gave sleepily~~
Vivian and Ao Zhu asked me to go with them to the PBC camp during the holidays at Pahang or something. I felt like going, but am scared cuz i was like the only ‘非会员’ there. But if i dun go, i felt sorry for vivian, cuz ao zhu cant go after she asked her parents.
Disadvantages.
Advantages.
Watched the wat "Austin Powers in Goldmember"
erm.. how to start.. i already so exhausted now.
at 1st, im so worried that the camera will be rampas.. damn worried.
finally, decided to go and ask the discipline teachers.
so funny when yuvee and i go and find them, we were like pushing each other to go in 1st as we are so scared.
finally, i went in 1st, but yuvee speaks to mr muru.
it feel so scarying when mr tan stares at me, when i say 'good morning, teachers'.
then finally, we got the permission. we did the surat rasmi in a short time, i karang while kalpana write. and we asked puan foo's permission. she signed.
i hate when we need to take pictures of the students.
they are all so annoying.
yuvee and i told them million of times that we are doing it for the class project, the presentation.
but they still asked and asked.
some of them even refused to take pictures, some are more cleverer.
they said that they want to see the pics, and take the chance to delete their pic.
why cant they just cooperate?
we already broke our head to do the stupid project, and they are not helping at all.
after a hard day, we finally got everyone's photos, although not really satisfied.
however, i still wanna thank every single students of 2J,
especially Yuvenesh,
for their cooperations in doing this project.
Sunday
that day no time to blog at all.
i only get to online at 7.30, which i need to off at 8.
so i just only got the time to do the school work.
okay, back to the sports day.
i really shouted so loud to cheer for bendahara,
but it seems that we lose, lose until very cham.
got the last.
so sad.
most of the swimmers is in syahbandar, then most of the athletes is in temenggung.
and the laksamana is just overall, all kind of athletes they got,
which makes them the winner of the day.
yesterday i also watched '007-tomorrow never dies'.
its actually ok-ok only, not a five-star show to me.
but journey to the center of the earth is extremely nice,
they have the sense of humour,
plus with some of the scary creatures and experience.
however, the story line is just normal, cuz i read the book before.
talk about books, i have no time to read twilight at all.
Monday
we've got the news that cikgu mazuqi will not teach us sejarah anymore.
i felt so sad, and they are letting a new female teacher teaching us history.
frankly saying, most of us agreed that a male history teacher is better.
its hard to explain why we think so.
i also entered one powerpoint competition with yuvee, entitled ' My Class '. we asked kalpana to join us but she just wont. " i have a lot of work havent finish." ; " no la i cant join you all, im just so busy." -- wat she'll alwez say, yuvee and me can memerize all the lines she used to say to reject us. =P
Tuesday
vivian absent for skul today.
i felt so lonely. =)
went to swimming like usual.
i dunno why nowadays i talk to the coach so much.
he told us that next tuesday there wont be any swimming lesson.
then i said " why, teacher your birthday ar?" --so lame rite me.
he said : " nolar.. my birthday pass already lurh~~ "another thing is,
the coach dare a guy to go to talk to a very fair-skinned girl,
who is doing her training for diving. he bet rm50 for him to do it.
he got up from the pool, and act as though he's going,
then when he almost reach,
he fall back into the pool.
he doesnt dare to, of cuz even if we give him a 1 million.
if i was him, i wouldnt dare to. im scared of her coach who look so strict.
the new history teacher really come in our class.
she's teaching us sivik and history.
puan ida is leaving us too. so sad. why is everyone leaving?
yes, it all depends to the method of teacher's teaching to make us interested in lessons. and that's why we love sejarah, maths and kh so much.
Wednesday
after recess, we all are making noises in the class.
and then suddenly encik mazuqi come in.
he said he's teaching us history back FOR THE MEANTIME, only.
im really very happy, at least he's teaching us more.
after skul, i was really sad, but later its ok already.
(not bcoz of u all, really - siapa makan ayam,maka terasa dagingnya)
i feel sad actually.
i dint talk much to you all bcoz i feel so sad that i scared that i'll broke into tears if i talk more,
that's why im just nodding and shaking my heads when u ask.
im feeling very disappointed with myself.
i said that i would forget it, but i cant make it.
when i'd decided properly and made up my mind,
something would happen to stop me from forgetting it.
its the second time that i think that im so small, so small that no one can notice me.
or am i transparent?
i urge myself to accept the fact that i'm a good-at-nothing human being if compare to all the 'others'.
she's definitely better than me.
and.. i just cant stop feeling j*a****.
i really really hate myself. i need to
forget
it
a.s.a.p.
tomorrow im bringing camera for that project stuff.
watched iron man~ not as nice as i thought.
clement asked us wat movie we girls like since only a few watched iron man n all is form 2 except for a form 5 prefect.
i just remembered i loved death note, after he went away.
im doing a really stupid thing, trying to keep the stamp they copped on me til monday, so that i could watch free get smart, but i only managed to do til saturday afternoon.
hope they are doing sab box office next year too.
it worth much more then buying a dvd or going to cinema.
sports day is very nice.. will edit asap.. really very busy
i cheered so loudly for bendahara that i almost lose my voice.
tomorrow try to watch get smart if no hw
no staying back, done the presentation and sent to yuvee.
sunday, i wanna watch:
MONDAY
assembly like usual~ n i compete in the sudoku stuffs
haizz.. lose til very malu liao.. dun say anymore..
i think i was too chuan.. wan do finish fast fast..
finally do wrong dy.. dunno wat to do..
den tcher's not giving me a spare paper to redo..
n i dint noe that tcher will be giving additional times..
haiz..
better luck next time~!
wow.. today did my english test.. so incredible.. its quite easy actually..
but later if result come out very teruk means i die lor??!!
yay~yay~~ went to popular..
Today can say as the end of my holiday,
argh!! the brochure is making my mine burst!! why does teacher give me such a long title??!! and the microsoft word is not working as gud as publisher, so it slow down the progress im doing it. actually i'm not saying that long title is not good, just that i don't know how should i fit it in the small brochur which is divided three columns.. haiz.. at least if the title contains only a bit of information, maybe i could look for pictures to fit in it, but now how?? my brochure only contain 1 picture, which is at the front page. Im sure it looks very boring when its all black and white. I've tried to fit in something but it's seriously not enough space!!
wat the hell??!! i've been downloading the stupid microsoft publisher since last week(its mb is 222mb.. very big size) and the flashget download stuff is not working properly. Finally i finish downloading it, after many days of waiting and when i try to open it, wat it says? "the installation is failed". just 4 words. i've been waiting for so long, full of hope. and the thing i've download is only those 4 words?! SERIOUSLY VERY ANGRY NOW!!
these months, i'd met many unfortunate stuffs. i would like to say it out loud here!!!
firstly, my class was moved to upstairs (2nd floor!!-if we count the ground floor, it would be the third floor) .. change wid 2B class!! so unfair.. they say we'll probably be changing back to our class after two months.. (they said it at january) and wat happen now?? march is finishing n we are yet not changing back!! in my opinion.. i think we would never able to change back again.. omg.. actually i wanted that class so badly becuz it's place is so strategic : beside the 'koperasi', near to canteen and toilet, situated on the ground floor and the most important is a lot of PEOPLE pass there everyday!! n its my last year!! and yet they r ruining my life! i really hate our skul for doing that for me.
2nd, the french class is on wednesday n they say we cant change it watsoever becuz sum ppl need to pray on friday .. its ok if that, but why cant we put it on monday or wat? really.. .. i alwez confuse whether which 1 i should go.. the kadet alwez say "today very important! must do this pendaftaran or dat stuffs, so we must stay!! " how bout my french class?? no one ever bother.. i sometimes feel like quiting french, but after wat i had learn for almost a year, i feel that that doesnt worth it. maybe i shall try using doraemon's apparatus to divide myself into two? or maybe using the time turner Hermione use to get to all her classes?? maybe i should consider 1 of it..
3rd ly , this must be in chinese, sorry for those that doenst noe how to read! 我被安排到和我最讨厌，最恨，最不想在一起的人。为什么要这样对我呢？为什么我非跟她坐不可呢？难道我今年真的这么倒霉吗？跟一个男的坐会比跟她坐跟好！每天只会抄我的答案。。老师讲课时不停的说话，当老师叫我们做功课时，这个不会，那个不会。。到时就抄我答案！不给他抄，又好像很没良心，给她抄我自己又超不爽的，也很对不起自己。自己幸幸苦苦熬夜做完的功课，她就随随便便抄几下就交上去。这个世界公平去了那？他家里真的没把她教好。如果你真的读了我在说你的这个部落格，我希望你能够离我远一点。最好是永远消失，你不想跟我做朋友，我也不稀罕跟你交朋友。不要以为全世界我只有你这个所谓的“朋友”。。
4th is, why should my best friend change class?? why in the world, when they are many ppl that can be changed to other class, and she she's only 3% (i actually counted??!!) to be chosen?
obviously, i felt much more comfortable telling everything out. at least i did not keep it in my heart til it burst. =) just joking!!
ps: my friend said its only march, there will be more obstacles for me to go through. i wonder wat is the worse of the worst?
if u ask me to choose anything for my birthday present, it would be a new mp4. i hate my old mp4 which cant even listen to more then 2 songs then it'll say " no battery " .. ANNOYING!!!
EVENTS AFTER HOLIDAY
my skul is gonna have many events after the holiday.. so most probably i can only on9 during weekends.. i'll have many practises on the stupid kawad for zon pudu.. n then the day im dreading.. then i'll have my english tuition test.. n also ceng beng is coming.. need go to the cemetary.. *its very fun having to climb up n down the mountain* but maybe bcoz of the tuition test i may be skipping this year's ceng beng .. omg.. it was so fun how can i miss it?? haiz.. let things to be on their own.. see wat is destinied to happen, just let it happen.
i just watched twilight last monday night.. i realise the story line is actually not as nice as i expected.. but that doesnt mean twilight is not nice *twilight fans dun angry pls*.. its just that the story line is quite normal n i expect something more.. they just like twilight because edward cullen is handsome.. n im quite agree with dat!! ^^ =) overall its quite nice also
ps: just opinions, no offence !!
later i have tuition.. im wondering wat shirt to wear.. that's alwez my probe.. alwez going tuition n dunno wat to wear.. why cant i have all those shirts that i like?? its so expensive ~~
also wondering wat movie should i watch tonight?? twilight..?? or should i just stay at my bed and continue reading my harry potter 4? why cant the word 'wonder' get lost from human's mind?
havent start on my brochur and homework yet.. hope i wouldnt have hard times at the next weekend.. and who can send me microsoft publisher? i cant download it.. puan foo wan us use it leh..
thank you yuvee help me edit dis blog.. very nice!! ~~ ^^ =)
