Ayu's latest blog entry.
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22-09-2009 06h43
... good or bad, I really was not my own, the weight of what I wore, namely the importance of what I wore, my own freedom coming only second, the consequences of this and my responsibility, I am aware of that, I have chosen, and walked straight ahead.
So I have 11 years of road behind me. I was young, I was ignorantly afraid of nothing, and today I realize that I am 31 years old. But it's obvious I know, I am not God, I'm not perfect, I'm ultimately a simple woman, and if as "Ayumi Hamasaki" I'm the one who all its treasures she wants to defend that which is right and strong, without fear, come what may, in private, I have often thought of wanting to be just a normal young woman.
But I realize I've become someone who can not even cry when she is sad.
Look strong, that I know how to do better than anyone.
But it makes me sad.
"The miracle will happen!" You sent me lots of messages and written, I suppose it's following words I wrote at the end of my previous message.
Thank you!
Thank you for understanding me, since I do not always find the right words to express myself. It is not my work, it does not concern the "TA". But it is true that, even if it's extremely private, I sometimes face a real wall. There are times when I do not know how to get out of the darkness.
Yes, it's about love.
But it's like all of you, like everyone else, is it not ...?
Hmmm, if I read it when I woke up in the morning, do I not regret it?
Anyway, we are here with you all the "TA", so it's good, right?
It's me, as I am really at this moment, not very pretty ... you accept me anyway?
Surely, if I sleep and when I woke up, I again want to laugh.
And I will continue to write my "Journal of Vegas"!
I met you ... I understand what it meant to love someone ...
But yes, I know better than anyone that happy ending does not suit me well
I am too negative lol
Go, sleep, sleep! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
T_T I'm so sad for her.
I love you, AYU!!!! T_T don't emo!!! You can do it!! Ganbatte nehhh!!!
suwa yori~~
Short post! Make you laugh a bit today~
How will our superheroes look like if they REALLY aged through out the years.What about a Looney Toon character aye?
And last but not least, this if my favourite!!
Ehem. OKay, Good day all.
suwa yoir =D
Sorry, this is my blog and I can't resist. I wish I got the hide and collapse thingy in my template so you can avoid seeing my face.
But this is my blog I should have the right to put my big ass fat ugly face here.
Sigh... you can run away now if you do not wish to see my face.
On second note, I looked like a transvestite wtf HAHAHA!!!
Maybe I should use the time for cam-whoring and do some exercise instead. hahaha. But I hate exercising. Okay, maybe I use the time to cam-whore to cook some healthy food. But after that I'm gonna eat what I cook right? That's binging and binging is not good.
Hmm, maybe I should use the time to cam-whore and go shopping and walk a lot lot so I can burn fats from walking? But that would be wasting a lot of money leh.
=.=
Okay larh. I just sit at home and eat more chocolate so that I can feel happy all the time, and at the same time cam-whore and blog and complain about how fat am I and keep asking when can I stop relying on hiding my fats!!!
WTFEnd of blog post. If you actually endured so many vain photos of mine without actually vomiting, I shall give you a virtual chocolate bar.
Good night and sweet dreams. (Though I doubt that after looking at my face you can actually have any sweet dreams. =.=)
suwa yori~
p.s.: oh and here is my most stoned face.
Gosh, how do I start this.
For the past year, I have been really disappointed with Yoshito Usui's drawings. He seem really out of idea. He re-used a lot of jokes. He tried very hard to modernise his drawings. You can't make head and tail out of the story line. Shin-chan had turn into a superhero instead of the usual mischevious, slightly perverted five-year old we fell in love with.
I bought Volume 49 of Crayon Shin Chan today. I read it and felt all the same thing I felt above. Where is his orginality? Where is his humour? Where is Shin-chan?
I pledged for him to retire, so that Shin-chan will forever be the Shin-chan we fell in love with all those years ago. I pledged for him to retire so that fans will not hate him for being sadly out of ideas.
But today, it was confirmed that he had indeed passed away from a freak accident. Forever ever from now on, there will not be another Crayon Shin Chan volume.
Will Misae stop being stingy and show more love to Shin-chan?
Will Hiroshi feet finally gets a promotion he deserved?
Will Himawari finally grows up into a carbon copy of Misae and can speak to the audience of her mind?
Will Shiro (whom i named my cat after) grows bigger and finds himself a suitor to continue his lineage of fluffy cotton candy looking fur?
Will brother Semashi be less stingy and maybe pays a visit to Hiroshi's house which he never did?
Will Kazama grows up to be an excellent student and still be friends with Shinnosuke?
Will Nene stop abusing Masao and start to realise that Masao cares about her?
Will Masao grows up and be less cry-baby and scaredy-cat?
Will Bo finally be able to live on without the trail of mucus running down his nose?
Will Ai be able to live like a normal child instead of a rich girl who has everything in life?
Will Matsuzaka-sensei finally gets married and move on with her life leaving the death of Dr. Tokuro behind?
Will Yoshinaga-sensei be forever happy with her marriage and another baby coming on soon?
Will Ageo-sensei fall in love with Kuroiso the ever cool bodyguard of Ai?
Will Principal Takakura have fun with other kids after the batch of Shinnosuke left the kindergarten?
Will Nene's mother stop hating Shinnosuke?
Will Kazama's father finally come back to Japan from Australia?
Will Nanako finally finds a boyfriend and forever breaks Shin-chan's heart?
Will Saitama Crimson Scorpions continue to guard the whole Kasukabe until forever?
Will Okei-obasan and her younger husband continue living life happily as they are now?
Will Kitamoto-obasan continue to take care of Shin-chan eventhough he annoys her?
Will Roberto-san continue to learn Japanese culture from Shin-chan?
Will Yoshirin and Micchi live on peacefully and not barge into the Nohara household whenever they have an argument?
Will poor Yonro finally graduates from university and be a succesful person?
Will Action Kamen continues into the future until Shin-chan grows up?
Will Kantam Robo get sued by Gundam for having a similar name?
Will Kenta works up to become the best Kendo master in Japan?
Will Shin-chan grows up to become a good kid who respects elder and youngsters alike, who continues to chase after older girls, who still hates to eat green pepper, who is still brutally honest in all opinion he gives, who has a big heart for animals even a little frog in the rain, who miss Shiro badly when he is send to the vet, and someone who constantly surprises people with his hidden talents?
Will we be able to know who Shinnosuke Nohara really is?
All questions but no more answers. Yoshito-sensei had dragged the manga for too long. I wonder if he still knows what is the purpose of creating Shinnosuke Nohara in the first place in 1987.
No matter what, Yoshito-sensei gave me 9 years of laughters, 9 years of silliness and 9 years of staring into a book and breaking out in laughter so loud it could be heard from miles away.
I was 11 when I first enjoyed Crayon Shin-chan. And today I am 20 and I still enjoys Crayon Shin-chan, coz it went through a lot with me. Through my puberty, through my sadness, through my loneliness and through my sanity. Crayon Shin-chan is what I read when I have trouble or in the verge of breaking down in tears. In return, it made me laugh like there is no tomorrow.
I will hold on to all the mangas I bought. NO regrets for spending so much on it. In fact, I bought more of it than my brother. And I will continue to search for every volume of it. Until I have Volume 1 to Volume 49 complete. No matter how disappointing the last few mangas were, you left trails of yourself in it. And I appreciate it with all my heart.
You did your best and I am terribly sorry for judging you.
Sayonara, Yoshito-sensei. May Shinnosuke lives on forever and ever, and so will you because I believe that you are the little mischevious five year-old yourself.
At least, it will definitely lives on forever in me. Coz I am here today because of Shinnosuke Nohara.
Hail Yoshito-sensei and Shin-chan!
deeply sorry,
suwa yori~
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suwa yori~
I'm tad bored. So I went to entertain myself. By finding these funny stuff. Enjoy.
NExt one is PALING EPIC!
Pardon me. I shall go back go binge on some snack now. Ehem.
Good day!
suwa yori~
Since there are so much hype about this T-music thingy, I shall post something about it also larh. Photos and captions much. Malas want describe what other people had.
HAHAHAHAH!! I was like, WTF? Publicity stunt??? BUT nooooo~ a fuse burnt. But this photo damn cool la. XD
After the power came back, Chin performed again. And then the very potong stim girl came up.
I am going to be really biased and annoying here by putting up loads of Kay Tse's photos coz I love her so much wtffff.
Anyway, as much as I hate to listen to the most of the song and see some stupid singers, it's a good experience la. Furthermore I just attended the history making live concert wor. Lucky nobody got hurt during the fire. =.=Good Day!
suwa yori~
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