I am usually quite polite, but as my patience wears off, I admit to using swear words. Recently, I can't even stop myself from cursing people in the office outright.

When this happens, I know my limits are closing in. Thought about it today and realized that maybe I have little respect left for some of my co workers, and maybe it's really time to leave. It's really not worth getting too angry or upset and risking depression for work. Finding another job is not what I want to do though. I want to do something I like, and not jump to something else blindly, like what I have been doing for the past years. Yet, i still don't know what I want to do... Sigh...