I hereby declare this month a month of pineapple
and strawberry


Yes, yes I do.

I guess it means I'm back.

I've seen Assassin's Creed, oh gosh I've SEEN IT in action. When we visited Ed place. I even played it a little not much, since I know it would ended like with Soul Calibur years year ago, when I just HAD to go and buy Dreamcast just for that game and I can't wait till I'll get new comp. ♥

The gang was mainly setting the whole future Las Vegas rpg session. Even Buracznka asked me to play... I'm still uncertain, I haven't played with them for years [in VtM I mean, the MtA recent sessions...I participated in some] and since I suck in making characters I could simply use that stupid crazy Daniel. Though getting into Las Vegas could be a little dangerous to him, he's avoiding west side of US xD; and he got really good reasons to do it. One of the smallest was being a Ravnos who was good in pissing off local Toreadors by faking the pictures of his human-mother, who happened to be famous painter at her time. He simply always found something new in the basement! That's true! And there were more stuff with other clans, so yep. He doesn't want to go ther.
But Buraczanka asked me. damn.
D:

I'm also slowly working on catching up with new season anime. I'm almost done with Vampire Knight, wut! Only newest 10 episode left to watch. I marathoned nearly 7 episodes at once. And while I wasn't too fond of this series at the begining - thought it's too cheezy even for me - I must admit I started to really like it with time ♥
I mean come on, it's shoujo, it's dahrk, it has fancy clothes, it has VAMPIRES, and ANGST to the extreme. What there is more needed for fun comedy anime?
However my choice in favourite characters is once again quite weird. I have no idea how I come with who to like the most, sometimes it's looking like there is NO PATTERN I SWEAR

A teacher vampire hunter




And an evil vampire loli whom I've seen only for one episode, but her delisciously prettily evil nature made me make a first step of becoming her fan. Oh yes, I'm shallow

As for main characters, they're nice. No spectacular love from my side, but I like all of them. And their relationship, that whole love-triangle is getting more interesting~
....do I really can like main protagonists only in mecha series? No new Macross *sob* and oh, Macross F still gets better love-triangle, but that's just me.


Also, I'm trying to really work on the series. I mean make a series, not one art because I'm too lazy to do the rest. So here we go, another fast OC no-lineart Meister painting.

Jihad-kun Setsuna F.Seiei.
Angry o_O;

I fail at drawing potato, I really fail. It was not my day to draw ,____,
I'm going to take a short break from the series, I need to draw something with lines. Haha, lines are good. I like lines.

Exams passed~! Ironically enough, I was preparing for longer time of passing them,but managed to do almost everything in first try.

YEEEEEY~!

So now I'm online, I have time, I will draw something for myself instead of the school [still, there are two painting I have to do again to get the passing OTL ].
And I will catch-up with the anime! Seriously, I think I'm 4 episodes behind Macross Frontier, and I'm most up-to-date to this one x_____X
Reason is siimple, during exam session preparing wherever I had time to myself and was to decide if go watch episodes, or rp I.....rped. Yeah.


In the first feeling of freedom I painted Allelujah! Took me a little more then two hours o_O; fariska feel plagiarized because I used the technique I've seen in animation to your Regene oekaki 8D I always wanted to figure out how to paint without sketch, and couldn't comprehend the process until I've SEEN IT there...yeah, fail.

I want to make all meisters and Sion set this way, and if the others will proceed just as fast it could be even possible~ But knowing my attention span? ..heh.

Need to make the site. Need to make the site finally, as I don't want to post everything I do on deviantart. I kind of got back there some time ago, and it already look like it was a bad decision :/







There is new password protected r-18 subpage on Sayoko site, rigth next to LockAlle one o___o
Lockon-uke.
Sayoko drew Lockon-uke. Sayoko. She drew. *goes and die from nosebleed* Although the pairing is Dylandycest [ I'm seeing those twins everywhere on the japanese pages recently, EVERYWHERE], it's still asdjlasidjasl to see. I'm not a pervert, I for some reason love extremally her drawing style, ero drawing included.

And I want her new doujinshi. *sobs*

And I hate her, because it makes me want to draw one too. WTF brain??

AHAHAHAAHAH!!!!

my picture landed on fandom secrets~
number 08~

and awww, LockonAlle secret XD; ♥
However there are some people who ship it, so it's not really that obvious who made it...'


Now, back to preparing the exam project...

I'M STUPID AND I HATE IT

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During the time when I was busy with designing all those posters and teh hellish certificate of doom, I avoided LJ as a plague, cause I knew it will consume my time. So I also didn't visted the communities regulary.

But now I'm checking them, and one of the recent post on gundam00 caught my attention, I've become curious and done a research over old posts.

IF NOT FOR THIS POST I'D NEVER KNEW WHAT I MISSED

A Gundam00 doujinshi anthology project. No really, a freaking doujinshi. I've been wanting to/thinking about doujinshi for months, but the fact that in my country the fandom for the series is nearly non-existent, I always pushed it aside [I mean, I think I KNOW most of people that are actively into it, and I don't know much people].

And now, now there was a chance to participate in foreign anthology......


AND I MISSED IT ;___________________;


Yeah, yeah, I'm going emo today, sue me. I'm going to cry today, while working on the painting for exams, yey.

I'm never going to forgive myself missing such a chance =.=

And the guys I published sh-ai Death Note doujinshi with riziak last year, keep stalking me and telling to draw yuri or hentai doujinshi because there was never one here. And it would be so love if I drew one. So they wouldn't let me publish a G00 with hint of BL anyway, even if there was a fandom - while there is none.


doujinshi~ ;___; I want to make doujinshi once again. *weeps*

I think I won't be on adstri today sorry pumpkins

akl;jsdlasnmda

IT HAPPENED

icarused I DID IT T_T I told mchan [allemun] your idea of Halle having different sin then Alle, and guess what....IT HAPPENED.
No it's not lust, it's...envy...OTL

Won't be online much today because Sloth!Alle and Envious!Halle wants a log and I'm having a gun set to my head xD I guess I won't run away this time, heh..
fitting icon is fitting

whee~
Oh god I feel like an idiot

Yah~ Yah! All work project finished, done and etc. Only exams left so feeling freedom in the hair I started drawing for my favourite fandom again~

I present you here and now with Lockon spam


Fear~

Lyle x Neil Dylandy? uuuuh
akldhasda MY BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER I SWEAR.
It was supposed to be random, nice, simple b&w picture of brothers tying the tie.
It ended being a color, TWINCESTISH FANSERVICE
I blame Lockon, Lockon x 2 is always better then one.

Also posted it on DA but I'm wondering if it was good idea, heh.



I've been once again abusing my sketchbook. This one is the pic I like the best.
I don't why I like drawing eyepatch!Lockon so much.




My first, and last tegaki up to now. Still trying to figure things out x^x

I've been not drawing for nearly month, my zomgBISHOUNEN style is coming back to me, nooooo. Forgive me

As for other things? POTATO-FACE!!! Yes, Setsuna just joined adstringendum which means the meister team is now complete. I'm still incredibly tempted to join there as Neena Trinity, just for the lulz Also, sin-event is kicking in, and the crazy is around. Really, really crazy.
Poor Setsuna, stepping right into this mess - everything there makes him go WTF. Poor Lockon - he's not affected, and is dealing with the crazy crowd - Sloth!Alle & Sloth!Sion sleeping around the house, Lust!Ginia trying to make him into errand boy, Wrath!Kaworu yelling at him, Lust!Quincy hitting on him [no shit, whole Lust!Ishida journal is EPIC. Near, dead god, Near] and lol he pulled out information of Wrath!ED
And oh, don't forget about Envy!Nyu wanting to have her hands on Haro.

Envy!Sasuke and Envy!Nyu fight? sdlakdja
Greed!Near gathering everything for himself? epic.

Envy is having tons of laugh over them all, well he IS a sin.


I sense lots of crack this week, really. I'm loving this place, I really do.

I feel like an idiot I wanted to make quick picture, black&white etc, - that twins one I mean - but when I started to work on it yesterday. I started to color it instead. So much fail!
It will be painted not in awesome B&W damn.

And why, why, why oh why most stuff on the rp_community happens during the WEEKENDS?!? Yes I know it's pretty obvious the biggest activity will be on weekends, but I have studies then *weeps*.
It's awesome. I luv you people!

( Short summary on the weekend crazy on RP )

I never knew multi-fandom RPGs can be so much fun.
I need to improve...everything - my writing, my english etc, really badly.



Right, and fariska just made that awesome screencap meme about the fave show...I wanted to do it too, but now I don't really feel the need since....It wouldn't look so awesome XD [I love your screencap choice, I laughed so much at this]

g00 screencap meme by =Fariska on deviantART

We have a collective brain, I guess. Hey, far-far, I'm in that 0,69% of population, rawr

AND

She painted me a gift-picture ;_; Yeah, some time ago already but I wasn't active online then, and couldn't pimp it properly x3

G00 - Lockon x Allelujah by =Fariska on deviantART

♥

Exactly when I start to enjoy how nicely and slowly my life flows, everything [surgery, school, job] decides to jump on me and give ma absolutely no time for life.
But now, I'm fine - alive and kicking. And I'm slowly getting back on net. Praise me.


Oh well... I've got my doujinshi pack! Finally, finally! I had much of problems with special order [ie items not from yahoo auctions japan, but from shop in japan], it was permanently stuck as "not paid" in the item list, EVEN though it had the shipping price, and I got the mail informing that it was received.
But this problems, were resolved in mails with the staff, and I finally received my seven doujins. [Or actually Kodam received them, since I shipped it on her address...]

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Three are Lockon x Allelujah [all ero _^_ the one by sayoko has also a bonus side dish of Hallellujah mindfuck], four Allelujah x Lockon, two of them has ero scenes.
Let me say, that sayoko one may be the most ero doujinshi I own OTL. It'smadeoffuckingawesomeeventhoughit'smainlyporn. I'd give my left leg to draw like her [even though I'd never ever used it for something like her, I guess XDD''' ]. It's the most droolworthy doujin in my collection. I LOVE IT even if it makes me a pervert
Also, the personality switch during the ero scene in Cold Flower [yeah, Halle to Alle] is priceless. Lots of apologizing [and a chibi panel, yes chibi sex] happens - crackastic.

I like the story in both of 3kawa, and I'd like to get more of her books T_T She drew two more already and I'm really interested in them [I wasn't big fan of her when I knew only illustration, but now as I saw her doujins......so much love! She's awesome.] And the drawing style of RIFF is made of win. Someone is liking jrock fashion too much, and it's not me this time. [she makes Lockon looks so damn pretty, fabulous and flaming hot. And my favourite part is that despite all this prettiness she makes him, he still tops 8D]. And yes, RIFF already put out new doujinshi too.
AND I WANT IT.

And this all stuff makes me want to put some doujinshi too...too bad noone here would buy it.And I would never do an ero one, haha.

I think I'm going to make new order somewhere soon. [PLEASE SHOOT ME]
Yes, yes, here is how my saved money for the "new computer" disappear on the doujin collection.
Maybe I should rename it to "doujin funds" instead of "savings for computer"


I'm also dead on the RP community. Since I got my net back, I kinda want to get back there too......but I wasn't active for so long [two weeks if not more], I'm starting to get afraid I won't fit back there T_T; It will sound kinda stupid, but I miss people there. [even if we don't really know each other, hah].
adstri was so much fun, when I still had time to it. I want to have that fun again.


I'm trying to catch up with new anime season but....uh, it's going sloooowly.

( new season series )
*

To celebrate me getting internet and some time for private life back, I decided to draw something random.

Originally it was just Neil, Lyle and tying the tie but............it ended as twincestish fanservice.

Because two Lockons are sexier better then one, amrite? Gundam,oh Gundam, what have you done to me?!?
I love being so random, no I really do.

Greetings friendlist! I present You GIANT COMPILATION OF GUNDAM00 FANART by me and fariska [since she's too lazy to do it herself].
Since we - as usual - fangirled together, this post includes nearly all G00 art produced by us [sadly no, Faris sketches, here and paintchat, she said to not post them D: ]

Total pictures count [since somewhere in December till 3 April]. 28
mine 10, her 18

You will find there...
solo:
Lockon: 9
Allelujah/Hallelujah: 5/2
Tieria: 1
Setsuna: 0 - no Setsuna?? NEEDS TO FIX IT
Graham: 1
Billy: 1


pairings
MPD threesome Lockon x Allelujah/Hallelujah 4/3
selfcest Hallelujah X Allelujah: 1
sleeping beauty Graham X Lockon: 1

Warnings:, spoilers for Lockon real name, also episodes spoilers for 22-25 are also there.
BL. YAOI, TEH GHEY. [pairings should say that, but if anyone missed them...].


( Cut for mega fanart compilation )

I promised I'm going to finish it today?
Yes I did～

Aaaaaaaand, did I failed the promise?

Nope~! Not!

Just as I said I just finished the picture, ～finallyy～, and I'm posting it here.
And then, I'm going to sleep because I'm pretty much dead

( Care to lend me a helping hand～? )

Credits tools:OpenCanvas3 + a bit of retouch in Photoshop; texture:aethereality; litle precious line under the picture: maria_ms;

sorry, to tired to make a longer comment

As for now, a little, short entry since, because I'm addicted, even though I should do tons of other things now～

1. MISSION KITCHEN IS COMPLETED

I've got prettyful brand new kitchen, only fridge is what was left untouched [but well, this fridge was bought..month, two ago? so it was the First Step of the Change.].
Also, accidentaly I drowned the bathroom, but it's still alive.
The only thing left is to bring all stuff back to it, and clean a bit ♥


2. Le Chevalier D'Eon! Chevalier D'Eon!! I've got it's first DVD from AnimeGate!!!!!! I can't belive my eyes when I saw it in a bookstore. With a nice box for future DVDs. It composes nice just next to Ergo Proxy DVD box.
I also want Haibane Ranmei and Samurai Champloo, but those are coming later
We're finally getting anime on DVD, and it makes me so happy.
Now, if they only released Mononoke or even Gundam00 I could die in happiness.....yes, I know, not's going to happen, but I can always dream!


3. In between cleaning, I made a short break and just finished Minami-ke～Okawari～. This, along with it's first series makes me go awwwwwwww with each episode. And realised that sometimes I REALLY miss my stupid little sister. A lot.
Only sometimes, obviously.
And it reminds me that sister of Ranchuu is so much like Chiaki it's scary. Yes, such sisters exists in real-life, and they're made of awesome.


4. Randomly searched the "interests" section in the LJ aaaand......found allelujahlockon community. Sadly it's pretty dead, no post, pno introduction no profile, literally nothing D: But I hope it'll get revived soIcanhaveplacetopostmystupidfanarts8D

5. Another g00 fanart is almost done, I should finish and post it today [unless I get sudden visitor, ahhahhaha....]. I think it's going to be my last color piece for a while...
Also, I draw NC-17. First one ever. Not first try though. Please do something do stop me, I don't want to become official pervert.
It's all maria_ms fault, since it was her who originally gave the idea.
*head-meet-desk*

fariska is already back home.
We had fun, we had sleeping problems, we waited for gandamu 25. then we baawwwwwwww'ed at spoilers, and were desperate enough to WATCH IT WITH CHINESE SUBTITLES....and generally had, uh fun?
And of course, we were drawing.
Let's just say, that for the recovering&therapeutic purposes ep 25 gave us the craziest stupidest idea ever.

( cut for art that is kinda spoilerish for ep 25 )


It was a therapy, weird one, but working a bit.
I'd ask for forgivness if not the fact I don't regret it a little bit.

I'm going to spare coherent and serious comment about episodes and series in general for tomorrow later, because now I shall sleep. I need it, really. And this series deserves at least a little summary from my side because...well...it was EPIC ♥

First
Thank You girls for Your support and cheering me on last entry ;w; I'm no longer in emopanda mode thanks to You♥ !
*hugs&gives cookies to everyone*
I'm really sorry for my sudden stupidity ;]

Second
fariska is coming toooooooodaaaaaaaay.
For weekend.
We were supposed to met on the Magnificion, but since I'm not going, and she wants to watch last gundam episode as soon as possible wanted to see me so badly, she decided to travel half country here, instead of Cracow.
*proceeeds into squeeling*
3 hours left.

I sketched this before 23 ep. So yeah, after it happened I couldn't touch for a week and more. But I finally managed to get a denial&hope-he'll-be-back [I mean, it's a GUNDAM, it has a history of dead characters that doesn't end exacly dead and are back somehow later]. Cliche and lame as it sounds, I really hoped they'll bring him back somehow. So with this in mind, I started inking this, and then slowly coloring it.
Coloring gave me lots of problems, since my sight gone worse recently and choosing colors is even harder for me now [in the end I had to use a various color references, and yes, I hear, laaame] I needed three tries to finally get the colour base somehow. I planned to make next pics b&w, just for the sake of being comfortable with my drewings.

So here is a fragment of a work in progress. A wip I most likely will never finish.


Then G00 Official File 4 happened today D: [well at least translation on the community]

( EMO PANDA IS EMO )

TL;DR I'm in despair! The official files has left me in despair!
go and laugh at me =D I don't care.

I wanted to write how happy I am for finishing the project for school and promotional poster for work, and generally squee over the fact that it's weekend and I'm free.
I also wanted to tell how I both lurve mchan and want to strangle her at the same time. [but I guess that applicate us for another rp is Your payback for my constant being a bitch recently, so I don't mind~].
And yeah, squeee in general.
And draaaaw something.


But then 23 episode happened and I'm an emotional wreck thanks to it.
No, I'm not crying. It's just tears that seems to not stop flowing. Really.
( spoilers kinda )
Argh, why I ever get into that series. Drawing weekend goes bye bye.
If not the fact it's only 2 episodes left I'd say I'm dropping this series for a while.

I need a hug. Lots of freaking hugs.