If you asked me in my blue-pill days, I would say that my family is the biggest support I have, however, now, things are different.

You know how it is with family when you decide to become mgtow, especially if they are the social and 'has to keep an image' type… they are disappointed in you and they find you pathetic, at least in my case, it is pretty clear how they think of me… with mgtow, there is a decline in my care of social activity and interaction comparing to my cousin who is the opposite, social boy scout type. They, even my own parents, view me as loner, they show concerns and tell their criticisms, moreover, showing favour toward my cousin due to that. For time, I was furious and felt betrayed. For time, I felt ashamed and humiliated in myself for not living to their expectation. It hurts when the last people you thought you can count on look at you like this. I did everything right as a child, good education and no teenage drama or drugs, but because of my social life, I become to disappointed one. It still hurt, but I force myself to be strong, I keep saying fuck it and that I have to go my own way.

Although I am not completely get over this (because family was very important thing for me in my blue-pill days), I wish anyone who shares this similar path to stay strong. Walk alone is the only way.