In short I think Im falling in love with an escort

Let me describe her, she fell into this industry because she got pregnant and she was cheated on by her ex too late to drop the baby she is raising it now on her own, she is an ex model so she is really pretty even without make up on, roughly 22

Why I fell for her, despite her hardships she is really active in charity, Im really a cynical person but someone able to share her earnings to something like that despite her situation is really giving me hope for humanity and my caring instict is just triggered so hard

Not much sob story on her and sorry for saying this but she is brave

About me

Raising my own niece as if my daughter, successful in this country although really just starting by now 26 years old mgtow pump and dump chad(sorry just a fuckboi) for more than adecade already never held a relationship for more than 9 months because my true love is money, last gf brokeup with me last month since I don't come inside her despite being a 'safe' period because no way shes going to trap me

Fellas Im really scared its like im in a horror movie but I still can't stop going into the monsters lair, to save the monster who might kill me