Dear mom,
several years ago, you left us on this day.
But I can’t ever blame you. Because you thought of us until the very end, over yourself.
And yet, you never got your reward.
I don’t understand why life is so unfair.
Why you had to go and why I had to stay.
I know you deserved life more than I did. So that’s why I never understood why I had to live.
I think it must be so I can pay back for something.
I just hope that if you are living somewhere, in any possible form, that you are happy now and that you were able to forgive me.
Even now, when I’m by myself, I think of you. And all the things I wish I could tell you.
But that is only my own selfish wish.
In memories of you, I’ll never forget these songs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LYjusrFXjs